Chapter 307: Carter, I'm scared man

Krazien POV

"We need to get you moved to the new car. I'm going to sit in back with you." I caress her cheek and wipe the tears from her face.

"Okay we can move. Is Carter here?" Is anyone from my family coming with him?" She asks so sadly. I shake my head "No baby, it has to be just him." She starts to cry again very softly, like she's holding back.

"If you need a minute we can wait. I will sit here and hold you for as long as you need but I need to fix us first my legs are tingling. I laugh then kiss her nose making her laugh and blush. I squeeze her tight against my chest kissing her head a few times.

"Is Willow okay? I didn't mean to hurt her, I really didn't. I'm not okay." She looks up at me crying "Krazien don't let me become a monster, give me the shot. I don't want to hurt people, I need to be the one.." She trails off like her mind wonders somewhere else.

"She's okay River I just checked her." My head whips back over to the open door and see Carter standing there.

He fist bumps me and touches her shoulder lightly. She doesn't move or respond.

"Fuck I just had her! River baby?" I say moving her head from her face "Baby? River?" Nothing she doesn't even move.

"Shit! Jasper. Come help us for a minute. Willow can you grab the blanket out of my trunk please." Carter yells out a little panic in his voice.

"Kid your stuck for just a minute longer." He tells me leaning River back a little.

"Jasper I'm going to gently pull her out can you please carry her to the car when I hand her off?"

"Of course. Do you want her sitting up in the front seat or laying down in the back?" Jasper asks.

"Back seat laying down please." He says putting his arms under her and pulling her back towards him.

"Jasper can you get in there enough to lift her out?"

"Yeah I can." He lifts her up into his arms. She doesn't move and is still just staring with no expression on her face.

"Carter, I'm scared man. How do I help her? Can't one of the guys come to us and help?" I say after my nerves get the best best of me.

"Just breathe kid. Move your legs apart slow just to the ground but don't stand yet okay." Carter says so calm.

"Put that blanket on her, I'll be there in a minute. Don't be too close to her that you can't move quickly she throws punches sometimes."

Willow moves back and around the car. Carter checks my blood pressure and pulse, then pats my shoulder.

"Don't stand for a few more minutes. I'm going to River. No one can come right now kid, they're at the Nunzio compound." I look up to him quickly.

"All of them?" He nods "Yes all the Spencer's, the guys and little Annie. Crash and Mia were just getting there when I pulled up here. Some death threats were made they don't want her to know for obvious reasons. I can do my best to come meet you guys tomorrow if she gets worse but your it Krazien. She needs you, I'm leaving three mild relaxers but I only have two full sedation till I can hit the pharmacy tomorrow."

"Thanks Carter." He squeezes my shoulder before he walks to River. I drop my head in my hands that are resting on my knees. I'm in way over my head. I know she just shuts down when shit gets bad. Me and Lucky's talked about it after that one night I was a dumb ass and tried to wrap her up when she had a nightmare and made everything worse. I just didn't know it was this bad, she didn't even move when they took her to the other car.  I lift my head and see Willow standing next to the other car with tears in her eyes. I wave her over and she hurries to me.

She hugs me tightly "Are you okay?" I ask her looking at her neck. It's red but no bruises yet. I kiss her neck as I stand and hug her tightly to my body.

"I'm okay Krazien." She says looking up at me.

"She didn't mean too and I'm sorry that happened. She's going through.." Willow cuts me off with a kiss.

"Krazien you don't need to finish, I know I heard and I won't hold it against her." She says kissing me harder this time. I lift her up holding her tightly as we kiss. A cough pulls us apart both of us breathing heavy. I set her to her feet as I turn to Carter.

"I gave her the mild shots and she's good to go." Carter says.

"Thank you man. Anything I need to do or know." I ask.

"Don't get so wrapped up in this that you forget to check on her." He says before he walks away.

"I need to go check on River and we need to get going." I say grabbing her hand and dragging her to the car with me.

"Let's go." Jasper says pointing to the car.

"Hey baby. I'm here." I tell River softly in her ear as I hold her tightly under my arm.

"I'll carry River up, can you grab everything else Jasper?" He nods. I hand the small meds bag to Willow waiting for Jasper to grab the bags of clothes Carter brought.

"Right this way guys. My neighbors are pretty chill and mind their business but let's go up the back way."

"Luca" River sobs out softly as we reach my door.

"Who's Luca?" Willow asks. I shrug.

I put River in my room on my king size bed. I pull the door shut.

"I have another room towards the back that is the room I use for fun." I say with a laugh.

"I need a shower, is that alright man?" Jasper asks. I nod and point as I grab a pair of sweats out for River and some for Willow. I head to my room and grab two pairs and a shirt from my dresser. I lean down and kiss River's head.

"Here you can wear these." I hand a pair of sweats to Jasper and the shirt to Willow.

"Willow you can change in there, I'll just be in here I'm going to change River's clothes."

I have her dress off and her pants up. I turn to grab her a shirt when I hear a gasp behind me.

"Who did that to her?" Willow asks as I turn around.

"You would need to ask her. She was attacked." I say kissing her head. She moves a little and then her eyes shoot up to mine.

"I want Luca!" She yells. I kiss her head

"Please Krazien. Please tell him I need please." She says crying.

"Luca!" She sobs.

"Who's Luca?" Jasper asks.

"Luca!" She screams at the top of her lungs.