Chapter 270: It wasn't him, it was me

River POV

"What the fuck River!" Lucky says in surprise.

Chailor turns and walks inside.

"Are you fucking for real Lucky! I can't believe you'd do this. This is fucking bullshit!" I scream at him.

"I honestly don't know why your pissed at me now." He says as he catchs my hand when I try to punch him.

"Really!" I yell "I would expect this from Pickle but not you! Not you!" I scream in his face then I scream to the sky. "Fuckkk youuu!!" I yell to the universal.

"It wasn't him. It was me and I'm not sorry." Flame says behind me.

"You bitch! This has nothing to do with you!" I scream at her. This was Pickle and she'll do anything for him.

Lucky tries to catch me as I turn and swing at Flame. Lucky looks so confused.

"Do what? What is going on? What did you do?" He says holding me against his chest while I'm giving Flame death stares.

Just then Carter comes walking out. I wave my to him.

"Wait why is Carter here?" Lucky asks.

"No, fuck you Carter! You know Pickle's not innocent in all this if he had really quit drinking I wouldn't have found his stash!" I yell at Carter and Flame.

"What the fuck is going on?!" Lucky yells. He really didn't know what they had planned.

"The bar is locked and Carter thinks he's going to sedate me and drag me off to rehab or some shit!" I yell. Lucky turns quickly to face Carter while putting me behind his back.

"What the fuck Carter!" Lucky yells.

"That's not what's happening Lucky. I was asked to come and give her something to help her sleep so she can get some rest that's all." Carter says with his hands up backing away from him.

"Pickle said you guys are taking me to rehab. I'm fine I don't need rehab!" I yell.

"Flame!" Lucky yells turning to her.

"Me and Pickle were going to talk to you once she was asleep." She says.

"There isn't a you and Pickle so stop saying shit like that! Your with my brother, I already lived the Flame and Pickle story part two. He's mine!" I yell at her.

"River I didn't mean it like that. You know I love you, I just want you to be okay." Flame says.

"No! You want to control me like he does! Finn's not dead he's coming back! I'm tried of everyone thinking I'm crazy for believing that!" I yell starting to cry. Lucky grabs me and pulls me to his hard chest "Shhh baby, I've got you." I look at him.

"Lucky please." I cry looking at him.

He kisses my forehead "Your not going anywhere baby. Not tonight." He says softly in my ear.

A car comes screeching up to the gate and honks. I push the gate pass code into my phone. The gate opens and Krazien comes driving up.

"Lucky I only trust you right now. I'm either staying with you or I'm going with him." I say. I start walking over to his car. Krazien gets out of his car running over to me.

He pulls me into his arms "I missed you Blondie."

I hug him tightly "I missed you too Jerk."

"Okay Flame sweetheart we'll talk tomorrow. Tell Pickle he can call me about her. Carter thank man appreciate you coming, leave the meds just in case." Lucky says.

"Really?" I say looking at him.

"Baby it's been really stressful for all of us, either one of us could have a night terror. It can sit in the safe for all I care but it's not a bad thing for us to have on hand." He says coming to me. He pulls me in his arms. He kisses my cheek "Enchantress I promise the only time I will give you that is if you ask me too or your having a night terror." He says now holding both my hands looking into my eyes. I stare at his beautiful blue eyes and I know he means every word.

I'm sure I'm being dynamic, I'm not trying to but I'm not going to apologize for being sad or scared. I'm so fucking terrified right now. I'm confused. I feel like I'm crazy. I've been having these weird memories of a young me trying to learn to skateboard and some boy teaching me but he has no face. I feel safe when I'm with him, it's weird but when I see it I can feel how I felt then. I liked him a lot I know that by the feelings I feel but I'm scared to tell him because of my dad.

There's a another girl with us sometimes but she has no face but a lot of times it's just us. The way the boy touches me when we're alone feels like we're more then just friends, then sometimes when I'm with him and the faceless girl I feel heartbroken. It's really confusing. I just want Finn, I want someone who will just let me talk no matter how dumb my thoughts are.

I feel Lucky's arm tighten around me "Enchantress this is a spiral, let me take you in our room and help you relax." He says winking at me.

I kiss him hard and deep "I love you Lucky, thank you for trusting me." He kisses my neck.

"Can Krazien stay with us?" He kisses my nose "If you want him too but he's not watching us fuck." I smack his chest playful this time.

I grab Krazien's hand and start pulling him in the house "Hold on.' He says running back to his car and grabbing a bag from the front seat.

"Thanks you letting me stay Lucky. I missed you guys." He says running up behind us. Me and Krazien head inside as Lucky stands on the porch waiting for Flame and Carter to leave.

When he get inside we're are in the living room pouring shots. We've already taken two shots each. I smile at him and hold my hand out to him.

"Here you need to catch up." Krazien says handing him a shot. He takes it and then has him fill it again.

Lucky makes us take another shot then yells "Okay let's go to the ring and fight." I smile jumping into his arms. He kisses me hard and fast before putting me down grabbing my hand and leading us to the ring in the gym.

Lucky laughs as I punch Krazien in his mouth, Krazien doesn't find it as funny and he flips me down to the mat pining me down.

"What you thought that was it Blondie." Krazien says getting nose to nose with me.

"Watch your self boy, back up or it will be my turn with you." Lucky says to him looking pissed.

"Calm down man I know my place. I'll wait for my invite from her or you guys before I do anything that will get my face broken." Krazien say laughing as he helps me up.