Chapter 267: I'm not a idiot, I see it too

Lucky POV

Her hair is matted to her face with sweat, her mascara is running down her face. I cut the zip tie and roll her to her back leaving her breathing heavily, before I go wash my dick off.

She still laying there breathing heavy when I come back out stroking my dick.

"I hope you rested some cause I took one of those German viagra and I'm going to fuck you hard and rough for hours. Maybe next time you'll be nicer to the people who love you." I kiss her hard and rough as I rub her sensitive nub. I grab her legs putting them over one shoulder as I slam back in her. She screams out "Luckyy!" as she leans up some causing her pussy to tighten around me she digs her nails deep in my back moaning my name. I pound her pussy raw fucking her in any and every position till we both collapse with exhaustion.

The sun hits my face and I moan covering my eyes. My dick twitch and hardens inside her. I push harder and deeper in her, she starts moving around pushing back against me moaning as I move slow going as deep as I can in her. I lift her legs as I move in and out of her while kissing her soft.

I'm taking my time being as gentle as I can cause I'm sure she's sore. I run kisses up and down her neck caressing her face as she opens her eyes looking at me, I go as slow and gentle as I can.

"Lucky I love you. Please forgive me." She says as she grabs my face. I kiss her slow and calm in no rush as we move together slow. Touching each other gently as we melt together.

"Baby you have my heart forever" slips out of my mouth before I can get my head straight, her eyes grow big she grabs my face smashing our lips together. I hold back till she's ready as we cum together both our bodies trembling with fatigue from the night before. We fall back to sleep for another few hours.

My phone ringing wakes my up. I groan as I reach for it. Fuck it's Pickle.

"Hello brother." I say climbing out of bed. Shit it's already eleven, Lincoln's going to kill me we're supposed to leave at twelve thirty.

"Don't brother me Lucky! What the fuck were you thinking?" He yells. Great this is going to be a fun phone call. I pee why I listen to him yell at me.

"She needed a release. She's allowed to have feelings about this Pickle." I tell him starting the tub for her.

"Lucky fucking of course she's allowed to have feelings about this. If she needed a release you take her to the hotel and fuck her, fuck her and fuck her until she collapses with exhaustion. That's what we do, you don't take her to a fucking underground fight club. She broke that girl's eye socket and her nose, that girl is fucked up Lucky! Lucas had to pay her hospital bills and throw her a ton of money to keep her from suing. This could have been so much worse, what if she killed her!" He yells. "We both know it doesn't take much to end someones life one punch in the wrong spot and lights out!" He yells at me. I exhale loudly.

"That's part of the game she got in the ring! She knew she was going to get fucked up or she was going to fuck somebody else up! Don't get in the ring if your a pussy!" I yell back.

"Lucky she went beyond the ring she didn't stop! She ignored the tapout, she ignored the whistle, she ignored you and everyone else yelling at her to stop! She's not okay and it's not helping that you keep choosing to ignore it!" He yells at me being louder now.

"Look I'm not stupid I see it the same as you but she just need time. Once Tokash is put to rest and Finn comes home she's be back to her own self again! Everyone just needs to give her a good damn minute!! She's not like us she can't just push it down and move on! Tell me you wouldn't feel or act the same way if it was her missing, if it was her out there being tortured!"

Shit that might have been to much I can hear him crying. "Brother I'm sorry but that's how I look at it. We can't judge her on how she's acting cause I know if it was her going through that I would burn the whole world down to get her back." I run my fingers through my hair as I walk back in the room. I click a picture of her all sprawled out on the bed. She's on her belly flat legs spread out across the bed with her arm matching. Her hairs knotted looking crazy but the look on her face is peaceful. I lean down and kiss her forehead head gently.

"I get how you see it and you know I'd be there with you but we might have to deal with the fact that we might not get him back Lucky." He takes a deep breath trying to hold his emotions in.

"Lucky she won't survive losing him if she keeps going like this, then what? What do we do then? What do we do when she's gone?" He sobs out.

"Pickle." I say getting lost in my head and my emotions just trying to imagine our life's without her. Our daughter's life without her.

"Pickle I can't think about that right now! You promised him that you would be by her side and you would take care of her and I promised her I wouldn't leave her side again. She just needs some time! We owe it to him to help her through this till he comes home we can't give up hope that he comes back to her! I'll go to the fucking Middle East myself and burn the place down till I find him!" I say breathing heavy.

"Pickle we just have to give her time, she's strong she can pull herself back I know she can. She's been broken in every way imaginable and it's made her stronger she never gave up before and I refuse to believe this time will be any different." I breathe out, my hand are shaking now.

"Okay Lucky. I'll give her a chance, I'm not giving up on her but I think we should at least discuss her going to a treatment facility." He says.

"We can discuss it but it's not something I feel she needs right now. We need to give her some time before we just lock her way! It's not going to help if it isn't her decision and you know that!"

"Okay brother. Kiss her for me. We will see you both in Texas in a few days." He says as he hangs up.