Chapter 230: I want more with you

River POV

He kisses my cheek, I shiver as he lightly kisses my neck and kisses his way up to my cheek again.

"Lucky?" I say softly.

"Yes my enchantress." He says his hot breath by my ear.

"So far your a pretty great boyfriend." I say wiggling again him.

He laughs softly "I know how to do this part, it's everything else I'm nervous about."

"Your pretty good at the other parts too." I say rolling a little so I can kiss him again.

We just lay there holding each other watching our daughter sleep.

"How does something so small and cute become a raging banshee at a drop of a hat?" Lucky says making me laugh loudly.

"Your probably going to ask me this question again in about ten years." I say laughing. He chokes out a laugh.

"I think I want more with you." He says kissing my neck pushing into me.

I turn fully and look at him "If I can't give you biological children would you still want me."

He kisses my nose "I don't need that to be happy with you. I've never even though of making a baby when we are surrounded by kids wanting a family like ours." I kiss him hard. He's so much sweeter then he let's anyone see. He doesn't show this soft side of himself very often so I'm going to soak it all up while I can. In moments like this I know he loves me even if he can't see it yet.

"Does you being my boyfriend mean you've thought about moving in with us?" I ask after a few minutes of us just laying there enjoying holding each other.

He tips my chin up so he can see my eyes.

"I can't imagine not being in the same house as you and our daughter. Can it still be slow so I don't fuck it up?" He asks and I see a flash of fear in his eyes. I nod my head "I already have your room picked out. It's upstairs across from our bedroom and next to Annie's. I hope you like the colors me, Pickle and Finn chose for you." I watch as a smile sweeps across his face.

"You guys made me my own room." He says in a surprised voice. I nodded.

"We want you in our lives in any form you feel comfortable with. I want you around me always." I say holding his face. He pulls me in for a kiss.

We kiss for so long I think we fell asleep during cause when I open my eyes I'm pressed against his face so closely we're sharing air. I blush as I pull away a little not much just enough I can see his face clearly. He's beautiful. His blonde hair is falling around his face. Him and Annie sleep the same, mouths partially open a hand tucked under their heads. I love him. I love him so much.

I love all three of them but sometimes it feels like something or someone is missing. It must be just because Finn is so far from us still. I get lost in though till I feel his hand on my cheek.

"The smile on your face says daydream not spiraling." He says in gruff sleepy voice. I kiss him and he moans soft as he pulls me on top of him. I can feel him getting hard as he cups my ass pulling me hard against him.

Our kiss is broken by the cutest little giggles.

I turn and she her laying on her belly her hands propping up her chin.

"Goodmorning bunny" I say pulling her to us.

Lucky wraps his arms around both of us.

He kisses both our heads "I think this is the best morning wake up I've ever had." He says smiling at us. I smile back at him and Annie giggles.

"Mommy you take me to the potty please?" I kiss her head "Of course bunny. Daddy has to go do boy stuff with grandpa Ted and uncle Lincoln and we are going to the spa."

"Yayy!" she yells jumping on the bed.

Lucky swoops her up in his arms kissing her "You be good for mommy today okay."

"Okay daddy. I be a good girl."

"What's the spa?" She ask curiously as I walk her to the bathroom.

I explained how we're getting our nails and toes done and all the fun stuff we do there. She seems most excited about wearing a robe around.

"After I need to go meet Brain and my lawyer and see what needs to be done with this whole thing Kraizen told us. I'll be late baby but I'll call you." He tips my chin kissing me soft and long.

It was a simple relaxing day. We did the spa, some shopping and a late lunch. It was really fun. Annie is going to sleep well tonight. She made it the whole day without a melt down, she was so good and Victoria spoiled her to much. She said there's nothing me or Chailor can do about the spoiling and she will spoil all of us forever because that's what they worked hard for they're whole lives.

The week went by in a blur. I talked to Pickle once and he seems good. Me, Lucky and Annie are heading to pick him up. He get to come out to Annie's birthday party. I'm so excited to see him. I love my job, working with Lincoln is so great. When he has time he let's me look over old cases, asking me how I would handle their defense and what I would have done differently then the lawyer who handled the case did. I'm learning so much, he wants me to think about college and maybe doing law school. I told him I would like to do some classes but I'm not ready to commit to something as heavy as Law School just yet.

I got a A on my photo assignment this week and my teacher wants to submit it as a suggestion to this exhibit about families coming up. It's a photo of Lucky laying on the ground after I flipped him holding Annie above him, Kraizen and Crash are shadow boxing behind them with Pickle correcting they're stands and Lincoln and Chailor are laying in the hammock both their hands holding her belly in the far right and Mia is on the left painting as she watches them. It's my new favorite picture and will be the first one I hang in our new house. Tomorrow we start moving stuff in, all the new furniture will be delivered later today.

"Pickle!" I yell running from the car with Annie right behind me. I stop right before I get to him I want to jump in his arms but I don't want to hurt him. He's not in his sling any more. He smiles and opens his arms "Kitten." I hurry into his arms.

He cups my ass bringing me to his lips. I try to get down not wanting him to hurt his self.