Chapter 226: Now I'm confused

River POV

Lucky gets in and looks at me "Please don't look at me right now Lucky I'm trying not to cry and I'll break if you keep looking at me like that." I turn and face the window. He takes my hand kisses it and starts to drive.

We all just sit in silence for a few minutes and I'm sure they both can hear me as I lose it anyway and try to hide my silent cries. Lucky still has my hand he just gently squeezes it every once in a while.

Finally I can't take it any more I need a distraction. I wipe off my face and turn a little in my seat so I can see them both "Okay Kraizen talk. What is going on?" I ask, looking at him.

He takes a deep breath and just starts telling us about a girl he met that took him to a sex club and how he met her husband. Her husband took some pictures of them together and is using them to blackmail him into finding information on me and now on Lucky.

Lucky quickly pulls over, he looks like he's in shock.

"Okay so first off who's the girl? It sounds like they picked you specifically. I know who wants me followed but who's the other fucking prick and why does he want to know where River's going?" Lucky say kinda loud. I put my hand on his thigh and he takes a deep breath.

"I didn't even know you guys knew either one of them till last night." Krazien says I reach for his shakeing hand, he reaches out and grabs my hand.

"I'm sure you guessed the girl was Abby." We both nod.

"The guy is Randy and he said it was because he loves River and Pickle and Finn stole her from him and he just wants to win her back." I gasp loudly "What the fuck!" Lucky yells.

"He's crazy. I've never been with Randy they didn't steal me from him!" I shiver thinking about him touching me.

"Wait a fucking minute didn't you say something about someone's husband?" Lucky asks.

Kraizen nods "Yeah Abby's husband."

"My dad?" Lucky asks.

Kraizen's eyebrows squished together like he's confused. "Randy's your dad?"

"What no! My dad is Abby's husband. She ran from him after he hurt Annie."

"Now I'm confused." Kraizen says, moving more to the middle.

"My dad is or was I guess Abby's husband and Annie's biological father." Lucky explains.

"Annie is now ours or will be legally in a few months." I say squeezing Lucky's hand.

"Ewww wouldn't your dad be old, Abby just turned eighteen." Kraizen says with disgust in his tone and on his face.

"Yes!" I say.

"Yes! He's not technically that old he was only fifteen when I was born, My mom was thirteen. I come from a whole fucked up world.' Lucky says waving his hands about in a irritated way.

"Abby's now Randy's wife or I guess till he wins River back."

I shiver at the mention of his name. Lucky squeezes my hand.

"River I'm sorry." Lucky says as he reaches back punching Kraizen in the face.

"Lucky!" I yell grabbing his arm. "It's not his fault."

"He's working for my father and Randy. He was around my daughter and you!!" Lucky says trying to climb to the back to punch him again.

"Stop Lucky please. I promised him I would hear him out, then you can hit him again!" I say with my voice raised. He could have gave Annie's location to any of them and we would have never knew. "We trusted him! I trusted him!" Lucky yells.

"Talk now or I start punching!" Lucky yells his hands shaking now.

"It was a job that's all. Then I tried pulling out after I got to know your guys. That's when he started blackmailing me, I let some stuff happen and I just got in deeper and deeper. I'm scared Lucky! I'm so sorry River please forgive me!" He's on the verge of tears now.

"I thought you were my friend! I trusted you with my family!" I yell. I can feel myself start to spiral as I imagine those monsters taking my Annie.

My fists now balled up as anger and fear course through my body. I pull my hand back and punch him in his mouth. He looks at me so hurt that I hit him but not so much by the actual hit. Lucky's laughing loudly now.

"River I'm sorry! I didn't know and I didn't know you guys and when I did I tried getting out of it. I really did."

"My daughter!" I yell at him.

"No! No! I promise I have never told them anything about Annie. They never even asked about her."

Me and Lucky look at each other. I throw my self in his arms, he just holds me tight for a minute.

"You better not be lying!" Lucky screams at him.

"I'm not I promise Lucky. I didn't even know she was involved I swear." Kraizen says quickly.

Kraizen scoots to the passenger side opens the door and gets out. He's blowing blood out of his nose, I start feeling bad so I grab some tissues out of the glove box and open my door.

Lucky grabs my arm gently "Wait, so we're not just leaving him here then?" He says with a laugh.

"Lucky! No! Go help him please, I think you broke his nose." I say smacking his hand away.

"What are you doing? Get back in the car!" I yell at him. He's bent over bleeding everywhere.

"You think I'm staying in there and getting punched a third time this time by Lincoln when I bleed all over Chailor's car!" He says in voice that's both mad and sad sounding.

I start laughing. I can't help it I'm overwhelmed the last few days have been to much. I laugh hysterically sounding like a lunatic till it turns into me screaming up at the sky as loud and long as I can, then I start to ugly crying wrappingmy arms around myself. This is all in a span of two minutes. Lucky and Kraizen are staring at me speechless just standing there in shock.

I stop crying and crouch down for a moment eyes closed just thinking. I hear foot steps so I stand back up I take a tissue and blow my nose and wipe my face, shoving the rest into Lucky's chest "Clean him up and let's go! It's the first family day for everyone and I remember how amazing it feels so I don't want anyone ruining it." They both just keep looking at me not moving.

I clap my hands together loudly "Now! Move you assess!" I yell. I get in the car grabbing my sunglasses I keep in her car out of the door cubby and put on my seat belt. I turn and look out the window they both start scrambling around. What are we going to do now? I think trying not to let myself spiral out of control.