Chapter 180: The perfect night

River POV

My mouth drops open as I look around. There's rose petals leading to the bed and on the gigantic bed is a beautiful heart in roses. It's the most beautiful romantic thing I've ever seen. The huge jacuzzi tub has floating rose candles in it. He puts me down.

"Go ahead. Your camera in your bag" he laughs.

"How did you know what I was thinking?" I say with a giggle as I load some film.  I take a ton of pictures then I have Pickle take some of me on the bed by the rose heart. I take a few of us all dressed up and some of us on the bed together by the rose heart. This camera is amazing and I love the timer settings on it. This has really been the best day I've ever had.

He runs the water for us. I go and grab the bottle strawberry champagne, the glasses and the chocolate strawberries they left us and head over to the tub.

He comes over and slowly un zips my dress as he's kissing my shoulders and bare back. My dress falls to the floor and he caresses my bare ass as he pulls my thong down he kisses my legs all the way down as he helps me step out of them. He un straps my shoes and he pulls my hair in a high pony as he kisses my neck and helps me in the tub. He put the floating lights and the roses is in the tub with us and It looks so romantic, it's so beautiful.

We just sat there holding each other talking and gently caressing each other. He helps me out and after we're dried off we head to bed.

We're laying together holding each other face to face just staring into each other's eyes as he's caressing my cheek and playing with my hair. I kiss him soft and he holds me to him. He slowly starts building the kiss as his hands just gently caress my back shoulders and face.

I copy his movement and caress his face and running my hand through his hair. His hand runs further down my body. His caressing my thigh up to the top and back down to my knee. He gently pushes my legs open and moves him self between them.

He's start kissing and sucking my neck gently as he grabs my hand and slips his into it, with his other hand he lifts my leg so I move them both around him. He takes my lips soft but firm as he pushes slowly into me, he puts his other hand into mine lifting it above my head as he gently starts kissing and moving on me.

We just keep ours eyes locked as we move with each other and slowly build our climax. It feels so amazing us just being with each other in no hurry just being completely with each other. When my orgasm hits it's incredible it just feels different slower and more intense I feel like I just completely shattered around him. He hits his in the middle of mine sending me into a spiral of intensity. We both just lay in each other's arms breathing heavily and holding tightly to each other.

He moves off of me and pulls me to his chest as he kisses my head and holds me tight.

"I love you River Smith-Spencer" I jerk my head up and look at him.

"I thought I would try it out" he says looking intensely at me.

"I really love it! It's perfect" I say kissing him softly. We make love again just slow and passionately, hitting every nerve in my body till I'm a shaking. I feel so loved and so complete, I feel closer to him then I ever have before.

"I love you Luca Smith" I say. I feel his body tense but it's very quick then he relaxes around me as he runs his hand along my face and gently pushing my hair back behind my ear.

"I love you too sweetheart with all my heart."

One month and three days later

I wake with a start. I'm shaking and sweating and apparently crying. I open my flask as I sit up, I'm alone and I miss Pickle so much. I'm so worried about him he's been gone three days and I haven't heard from him in two of those days.

He's supposed to be out of town for whole week doing a job but he promised he would check in everyday. I quickly text him to see if he's awake and can talk. I wait ten minutes and nothing, just like the last few days. I check my emails and nothing. Well I guess I can try Lucky again. It's been a month since my birthday and a little over two months since Finn left.

Lucky hasn't answered my calls or texts in a month. I miss him but I mostly miss my Annie. I hate that he won't answer it just makes me worry. I don't know if they got them or he's just pulling away from me cause I told him I loved him. Fuck it I'm trying again.

"River what's wrong?" Hearing his voice on the other end after a month making my heart jump.

"River are you there?" He says in a hurried voice.

"Sorry I'm here. I didn't think you would answer, it just surprised me"

"It's late what's wrong?" He seems worried. Good! I should let him squirm so he knows how it feels.

"I just.. I mean you haven't.." I can't seem to get words to come out right.

"Just take a breath Enchantress. Was it a nightmare?" He asks like he cares. I'm pissed but also relieved that he's alive.

"Lucky it's been a month since you've answered. Yes it was a nightmare and I can't sleep now and Pickle's gone.  You haven't answered" I'm crying now. I take a drink from my flask. Fuck him.

"River, I can't..." I stop him "I know you can't but you promised Annie was mine and It's almost her birthday I miss her. I miss you,  your my friend and I miss that. I miss just talking to you."  I finish what's in my flask and grab my robe. I head to the front porch.

He clears his throat "I'm sorry your right. I did promise you and Annie and it's not fair to either of you. I'm also sorry Pickle's not there that's my fault too. It was a two man job but now he's doing it him self so it's going to take longer."

I light a joint and take a hit and cough "Are you smoking " he asks laughing as I cough some more.

"Yes it helps when I can't sleep."

I get a video chat invite. I accept it and wait for his face to come on.

"Hi" he says as it comes on.

"Hi Lucky" I say looking at him. He has deep dark circles under his eyes but it's nice to see his face.