Chapter 169: Please I need you

River POV

He pushes into me hard as he rolls his hips "Lucky" I moan out. I need him to touch me I want to feel him in me. I grab him undoing his pants. I slide my hand in his pants, I wrap what I can of my hand around him. He's definitely bigger in my hand then I expected, I remember how big he felt in my mouth and I blush.

I lightly touch his piercing as I rub the head of his dick. He growls softly as he leans back some.

"Lucky I want you." He's eyes get darker and he pulls my head to his.

He kisses me rough and deep he rolls me over so he's on me. He reaches down and undoes my pants and pushes them down. He runs his hand up my thigh and pushes my knees apart.

He breaks our kiss and stands he quickly pulls my pants off almost pulling off the bed.

I giggle from how fast he moved. He leans down and kisses me as he grabs one leg and lifts it up some. He leans over me and presses against my wet throbbing pussy "Ohh god Lucky" I moan out.

He slides a finger in me, when I arch in pleasure he sucks my hard nipple in his mouth. His finger and his thumb work together to help build my climax. He slides another finger in me and I feel like I'm going to explode.

He kisses down my arching body grabbing my other thigh roughly as he buries his head between them. He teases my clit as he rolls his tongue around it gently sucking all while his fingers never miss a beat. His tongue ring feels so different and amazing as he eats my pussy like he's been starving for it. I can't hold back much longer "Lucky I'm going to cum" I moan loudly.

"That's a good girl cum all over my face" he moans as he reaches up and rubs my lips with his finger pulling my bottom lip down.

"Come on princess show me how much you like my tongue in your pussy"

He goes faster with both his fingers and his tongue as he holds me by my hip to keep me still. He goes faster and faster as I get closer and closer "Lucky oh my fuck" I scream out as I clench my thighs around his head. I cum hard and it's a fucking intense orgasm that lasts for minutes as he rubs and licks up every drop of me.

He pulls his fingers out of me and licks them clean before he grabs my hand and pulls me to him, he's kneeling on the floor still. He puts his head to my chest as I'm trying to catch my breath.

He grabs my face and holds it to him. He looks like he wants to say something but let's his hand drop and lays his head between my shoulder and his neck.

"Lucky why don't you want to have sex with me?"

He looks into my eyes "Enchantress I want nothing more than to be buried in your tight little pussy but it wouldn't be fair to either of us."

"Lucky" he stops me with a kiss.

"If I slip my dick in you I don't think I would ever be able to pull myself out of you. You would swallow me whole and right now I can't be that careless. Letting myself be with you fully can get one or all of us hurt or worse and I can't risk either of you. I can't lose myself to you" he turns his head away from me as a tear slides down my cheek.

"Lucky I.." he quickly pushes his mouth to mine.

I relax and melt into his kiss and picks me up  parting our lips. He holds me so tight to him like he's trying to melt our bodies into one.

He sets me on shaky legs "Get dressed and let's go tell our Annie that her and me are taking a trip" my tears get faster "River I'm sorry my sweetness but I can't do this alone. It's not fair but I need you to be strong for her so I can be strong for you. I can't hold my shit together knowing how much I'm hurting you. I'm a piece of shit for saying this and asking you for this but I'm barely holding it together right now please I need you."

I nod my head and kiss him deeply as he wraps me in his arms tightly before letting me go.

After he's changed his clothes and I'm dressed we head across the hall. I open the door and she's curled up in Pickle's lap as he's reading her a book.

She looks up "Mommy" she says as she runs across the bed to me. I grab her and wrap her in my arms as Lucky tickles her.

Pickle moves his legs so I can climb in between them. I pull myself up against him as far as I can.

My back rests against his chest as he wraps his arms around me and I wrap mine around her.

"Bunny, I have to tell you a secret. You and Lucky and Abby are going to go take a trip."

"Yayy" she yells out jumping into Lucky's arms.

I smile at her "mommy too?" She asks looking at me. I shake my head.

"No bunny not this time. I have to stay here and get your new room ready"

"At your new house?" She asks,  I nod my head.

"With pink and purple?"

"Yep bunny with all the pink and purple stuff I can find"

She comes and hugs me "I want mommy to come" I hug her tight and kiss her head.

"I will talk to you on the phone and Lucky will send me pictures of all the fun your having okay then I will see you when you get back" She cries and it's so sad and so quiet.

"It's okay bunny, you will have so much fun. You can draw me pictures and tell me all about your fun adventures when we talk on the phone. I will miss you so much so I need you to give me the biggest hug ever" I say.

She squeezes me so tight as I try to hold in my tears. Lucky squeezes my hand but looks away as a tear slides down my face.

He coughs and stands "I'm going to go get Abby and we have to go okay."

I nod "Okay bunny let's get your books put back in your small bag and I have your big bag in the hallway" I lean in and whisper in her ear "I put some coco cookies from auntie Chailor in there for you" she giggles and kisses my cheek.

I pick her up and head to the hallway.