Chapter 147: I will show you

River POV

"I don't want to let you go yet"  he whispers quietly.

"Then don't" I say soft. He squeezes my hand and kisses my neck then my mouth. We kiss for a long time. Just slowly exploring each other's mouths our tongues dancing. I taste blood and pull back. His lip is bleeding.

"I'm sorry" I say. Not knowing how to help.

He shakes his head. "Enchantress we'll have to get back soon" I shake my head.

He kisses me one last time " if I keep kissing you I won't be able to stop" I kiss him one last time and when he puts me down, I take his hand.

I lead him up the stairs. I try to pull him to Pickle's room but he stops and pulls me in his room.

He hands me one of his shirts, he changes his clothes in his bathroom then knocks on the door to make sure I'm done.

"I'm dressed"

He kisses me softly "Goodnight princess"

I shake my head "Will you come with me. I want you to hold me"

He nods as he swallows hard.

"Do you not want too?" I ask him. He seems hesitant.

"I've never held anyone before" he says quietly.

"I will show you" I lean up and kiss him. He's shaking. I take his hand.

"Lucky, it will be okay. If it's too much just tell me"

He nods and kisses my hand.

I open the door and Pickle is cuddling with someone. I instantly get hot and I'm getting pissed. Then I see her hair, it's Flame.

I crawl in behind him and pull Lucky behind me.

I wrap Lucky's arms around me and scoot us close to Pickle. I wrap my arms around him and kiss his back through his shirt.

He touches my hands "Did you Fuck him!"

I squeeze him "Are we going to always have this conversation? No Pickle I didn't." I lean up and whisper in his ear "when I do fuck him it will be with you" I kiss his back again.

"Brother I'm sorry" Lucky says moving his hand to Pickle's side.

He let's go of Flame and shakes his hand "I'm the one who's sorry brother"

"Awee see. The family's all back together" they both laugh and smush me tighter between them.

"How is she?" I ask.

"She just needs Brain home and she'll be better.  She doesn't do good without him"

I feel him pull her tighter to us.

I move my arm over so it's touching her too.

She sob lightly. "We all love you sweetie and the boys will bring him home"

"I wish it was as simple as that" she cries.

We all stay cuddled together till morning.

Pickle POV

I'm laying here thinking, my alarms going to go off in a few minutes. I don't know how long I've been awake.

I look to my right and Flame's curled up under my arm on my chest. It's been a while since I woke up with her in my bed.  Me and her were pretty hot and heavy long ago but we were kids back then. Even after we weren't together we still would get together and fuck. I've shared women with her to. I kiss her head and sigh.

My fucking brother is going throught it right now, it's killing me to see them like this. I hate that this whole River thing is causing them to fight. I'm going to go and help him pull his head out of his ass.

I look to my left, I breath her in deeply.

Then there next to the woman I love with his arms wrapped around her like he has no care in the fucking world is my brother. What the fuck is happening in my life?

I love Lucky but I wanted just one thing that was mine. I don't mind sharing her with Finn which you would think it would be the other way around. Finn is a really good guy, it was easy to just fit right in with them. I never felt any jelousy towards Finn but Lucky, oh I want to ficking kill him right now. I want to rip his hand off of her body and beat him to death with it.

He loves her though I see it on his face. His stupid black and blue face. He's going to piss me off. Maybe it's cause we're brothers, I mean we are brothers we grew up together. We have always been together, we do ever thing together.

We're two super jealous possessive mother fuckers, how would we even work this out.

This is going to turn in to a shit show.

I need to write to Finn. He can help calm my crazy. Should I write him about this, what if he didn't want this either? Would I be able to tell her no? Is this what Finn went through?

I feel hands turning my face, I turn and stare into her beautful green eyes.

"No" she says quietly shaking her head.

She kisses my chest "Stop. What ever thought is going through your head that's making your face look like that"

I give her a little smirk.

She knows me so well and it's frustrating to say the least. This must be how it is feels when we do it too her.

I kiss her head.

I just hold her and just take in her beautiful face, I'm going to miss her, even though it's just a few days.

My alarm goes off. I feel Flame start moving she rolls over and throws her arm over me and lays back down on my chest. River reaches over and moves her hair and just lightly runs her fingers through it. Lucky reaches over and grabs River scooting closer in to her. It's a cozy little family moment and kinda a turn on.

Flame's moves her hand over to River's face and feels around then shoots her head up and looks at all of us. She lifts the covers and laughs "What the fuck happened here last night" she laughs again.

Lucky picks his head up and pulls his arm back a little.  "Goodmorning everyone" he says flopping back to his pillow.

River rolls to him, she caresses his cheek "Goodmorning" he smiles at her. Like a real Lucky smile. I haven't seen him smile like that for a long time. I like that look on my brother, maybe we can work this out.

"What time is our flight?" Lucky asks.

"It's at one. We need to get up and get moving" I say trying to sit the girl's up.

"Let's go shower" River says. She then laughs a little "I feel like climbing a mountain" she says in a whisper.

Flame laughs "You suck at whispering"