Chapter 139: Cervello please

Flame POV

Their dad is dead. My brother and the guys made sure of that long ago. My brother gave up his life and the girl he loves to make sure that monster was put down.

"Are you ashamed?  I ask him "Do you think she will look at you different? Your the same brother who gave his life to save her. She will only see that love."

"Flame. All she's going to see is this broken body that can't keep her safe. She's only going to see the man who gave up on her and left her behind with a monster who tortured her for 8 years before selling her to another monster who brutally raped and left her for dead. If I would have kept looking I would have found her and saved her from all that pain. I should have went back to that house and killed him and rescued her" he starts sobbing into my shoulder.

I shake my head "She's not going to see anything like that. She's going to see her big brother is alive and you guys can rebuild from that"

I climb on him, I throw the arms off the chair and pull him forward so I can wrap my legs around him.

"Talk to me Cervello please"

"Fine, I'm ashamed! I let her down. I wish she was in that hole, it would have be quicker and she wouldn't have suffered. I can't look her in the eyes." He drops his head again "I look like him. I see it everytime I look in the mirror. What if that's all she sees too?" He says quietly.

"What if she only sees the love and kindness in your beautiful blue eyes. Your mother's eyes. She will never see that monster in you. She'll just see you"

He kisses me fiercely. I can taste his tears and I can feel the pain in him as his body shakes.

A knock breaks our kiss "Come in Lucky he yells wiping his eyes.

He opens the door slow. He looks at the wall behind us "Fuck!" He walks over to us and tilts Ryders face up. Turning his head to see the red mark on his cheek and the bruise already forming around his eye.

"Okay so he went easy on you" he laughs.

He kisses my cheek. "You okay sweetie?" I nod at him.

"I'll help fix that wall on Sunday. So this shit is over right?" He says throwing his self down on the couch and putting his feet on the table sighing heavily.

I look at Ryder then Lucky.

He puts his feet down and looks at both us

"No! Brother no! Please! I just had the best day with her because I thought this would finally be over!" he yells.

"I'm sorry brother I really am but maybe it's better that I just stay dead"

I smack him hard "I'm sorry!" I say quickly.

I grab his face "Never say that again" I yell in Italian at him. I start yelling in Italian calling him every name in the book.

When I'm mad the full Italian in me comes out.

"Lucky leave now!" I yell at him switching back to english.

He nods, he walks over and kisses Ryder on the head "Goodluck brother. Please, I can't do this anymore. She's amazing and you'll see it when you look into her eyes. She just has this pull, she's like gravity pulling everyone to her"

He takes a breath "You know what I mean. I love you brother, I'll talk to you tomorrow"

He shuts the door.

Ryder takes a deep breath "How did I not see it earlier, he loves her too"

I nod my head "He doesn't see it yet but he will. This is hurting more then just you. I want to marry you and when I do I want her by my side. That's going to be hard to do if she can never meet you. She has a whole village now. She doesn't know it yet but she has four amazing men who love her with everything." He looks up at me confused.

"Finn, Pickle and now Lucky. Who don't I know about?"

"My brother. She's Amorina. The broken girl he give up to have the monster who hurt her killed"

"What the Fuck! This is a small fucking world. Does he know?"

"Yes but with her memory loss she don't remember him"

"Baby this is just too confusing what if it's too much for her. I've read her counselors notes both of them and they both say that her memories are just barely being held back and they can flood in at any moment. Then what? She will have all the awfulness overloading her, what if I'm what let's that food in. I can't hurt her like that. I won't!"

"I can't fight with you about this anymore. I booked you a flight to your dad. He is waiting for you and when you come back it's time to help you both heal. Your leaving tomorrow afternoon"

"Baby, you don't have money to waste like that."

"I have money to help the most amazing, strongest, kind and loving man I've ever known heal his heart so he can fully and forever be mine."

He grabs my head and crashes his lips to mine.

He pulls my hair back and kisses down my neck.

He lifts my hands up and pulls my shirt off.

He licks my hard nipple as he undoes my pants.

I lean back up and rip his shirt off running my tongue down his perfectly chiseled chest. He has the most amazing body.

He let's out a grunt as I throw the back off his chair.

He quickly moves us over to the kitchen table and slams me back against the table as he runs his tongue down my body.

He quickly lifts my ass as he pulls my pants and panties off, gripping my neck as he throws my legs on his shoulders.

I moan as he starts rubbing my clit and his amazing tongue starts flickering through my wet folds twisting and sucking my clit. He grabs my nipple and pinches it hard as I moan out loudly.

He grabs by head and yanks me up roughly as he pulls my head back by my hair. He gently bites my breasts and neck. I'm moaning and squirming under his touch as he slides a finger into me.

He fucks me with his finger as he's licking my pussy.

He pulls his finger out of me as he backs up and lifts his butt up and takes his pants off.