Chapter 132: Use your imagination

River POV

I cough as he pulls back. He laughs softly "you okay?" I nod my head. He takes another hit and pulls my face in, this time getting closer to my lips. I gently put my hand on his bare chest and I can feel his heart beating really fast.

He blows it slower in my mouth this time. He holds my eyes then he backs up pulling my hand from his chest.

He turns from me staring out into the dark yard. We just sit in silence for a few minutes.

"Do you have a hard time sleeping somewhere new?" I ask him after a minute.

He nods.

"Me too. Does that help?" I ask pointing to his joint.

He nods as he hits it again "Why are you up enchantress?" He asks finally turning to look at me.

I shake my head and breath in deeply. I don't even know how to explain my dream or the fact that I don't remember it but I know it was bad but with him maybe I don't need to. I just shake my head again.

"Bad dream huh? Yeah same" he says after taking another hit.

"Do you have your nipples pierced?" I say excitedly just noticing. I can see the small loops through his shirt.

He laughs "Yeah sweetheart I have a few piercings"

"You have your ears, your eyebrow, your lip and your nipples." God he looks sexy out here in the moonlight his blue eyes blazing brighter then I've ever seen them.

"I have one more" he says softly.

"Where?" I say with a slight giggle as I look around at his face.

He laughs and takes a hit and pulls me close to his mouth again. My breath hitches as he tilts his head with mine. His lips graze mine this time as I part my lips for him. He blows his hit in my mouth, he tucks my hair behind my ear as he pulls back. Never breaking eye contact or moving his hand from my chin.

"Use your imagination enchantress" he says in low husky voice.

I move my eyes back up to his. I blush as he caresses my cheek. My heart is pounding and the butterflies are going crazy. He leans in and stops. He coughs and turns his head "Goodnight River" he says quietly as he stands and goes inside.

"Goodnight" I say softly.

What the fuck was that! Do I want to kiss him? Did he want to kiss me cause it seemed like he did then he didn't.

I stand up on shaking legs. I feel giggly and confused by what just happened.

Do I like him?!

Is the girl's right, does he like me?"

I shake my head.  No he's just a flirt.

My mind slips back to what he just said. I giggle and blush, did he mean he has his dick pierced. I giggle again. I stop between my door and Finn's, I wonder what would happen if I went to him. If I opened the door and just kissed him. I'm standing there breathing heavily. I look at his door again and he's standing there watching me. He's breathing heavy with his arms crossed against his chest. We just keep looking at each other and I almost can't breath the air feels so thick.

We don't move, we just stay this way for a minute. Eyes locked. I'm shaking and my heart is in my throat. I want him. Oh my god, I want him and I think he wants me too. I bite my lip. He drops his arms and goes to move to me. This is it he does like me. I take a step forward as he takes one of his own.

The sound of my door opening makes us both jump.

"Are you okay Kitten?" Pickle says walking to me rubbing his eyes. I turn and look but Lucky's gone and his doors shut slightly.

"Yeah just on my way back in."  I say walking closer to him and my room.

He pulls me in for a kiss "You must have been smoking with Lucky" he laughs.

I laugh and wrap my arms around his neck. He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my head.

"I had a dream but I'm ready for bed now" I tell him.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him, he kisses my lips softly as he walks us to my room.

"Your shaking. You must be cold, let's get you back to bed" he says as he shuts my door.

Lucky POV

I slump back against the door, I run my fingers through my hair.

I'm losing my fucking mind! What the fuck just happened? What am I doing?

I'm shaking and still trying to catch my breath.

This almost turned really bad. I was moving before I even realized it, I swear she was going to move towards me too. My dick is hard and throbbing. I lean my head back resting it on the door.

Outside I couldn't stop my self, I just wanted to feel her close to me. Fuck!! I almost took her out there. Our lips were so close, it took everything in me to pull away from her.

It was that dream I had about her. That's all it was, it's got me all worked up then she came outside.

Get a fucking grip Lucky! I run my fingers through my hair. It's just cause I can't have her,  that's the only reason I want her.

I fall back on to the bed breathing heavy as I do.

I can't get that look on her face in the hall out of my head through. She looked like she was breathing just as heavily as I was. Her eyes in that low hall light looked so beautiful and bright almost like she wanted me as much as I wanted her.

My hand finds my dick as I remember how her body heaved and trembled the closer my mouth moved to hers. How warm her hand felt on my chest. Her touch felt so warm and soft against my skin. I didn't even care that she was touching me. I moan softly as my hand moves faster around my thick cock. I imagine her hands on me, her mouth on mine.

I'm back on the porch touching her cheek with my hand my lips gently touching hers.

I shake and cum fast thinking of how her face looked in the moonlight.

I grab the tissues as I clean myself up.

What the fuck was wrong with me! She's too good for me to ruin. Everything I touch brakes, I turn everything to shit. I just want something I can never have. Someone I could never touch.

This time it won't just be the girl I hurt. This time I'll destroy my entire family.

As I close my eyes my last thoughts are of her eyes holding mine.