Chapter 121: No your trying to confuse me

River POV

When we pull away he pulls the blanket back and lays me in the bed, slowly pulling my pants off but leaving on my panties. My stomach flips and my heart skips a beat.

He takes his pants off leaving on just his boxer briefs and climbs in with me.

He pulls me to his chest "You need to rest tonight" he says to me as he lightly kisses my head.

I kiss his neck "I did rest" I kiss down his neck and chest.

He growls his

whole body vibrating

as I lick his nipple, he tries to cover it with a cough.

I look at him "Really?!" I say with a dramatic pouty lip.

He pulls my bottom lip into his mouth then starts kissing down my neck "Kitten as much as I want fuck you silly right now, you need to rest. You might feel alright now but I bet it will be pretty sore once we start"  What ever I feel fine and I'll show him.

I feel confident in my body and I want him in me.

I climb more on to him as I start kissing his neck, his lips then back to his chest, finally returning to his lips.

I slowly start to feel him responding to me and I deepen the kiss. Rocking against him slow and carefully just to tease him.

He pulls away and starts kissing down my neck.

"Is this what you want?" He says as he kisses each one of my nipples. "Yes" I moan softly.

"You really think, you can take more after last night and this morning?" He says kissing my neck again. I nod. Yes, this is feeling amazing.

He slowly start running his finger down my side to the top of my panties "You sure Kitten"

"Yes, I'm sure" I say kissing his neck. Rocking myself on him.

He slides his finger down in my panties and gentle rubs my wet center and I tense up and wince in pain. That Fucking hurts!! Hold it in don't react. Oh my god that fucking hurts. He's right, fuck!

"So this isn't tender at all?" He asks tapping softly against my center. I tense up trying to keep my eyes from tearing up.

"Nope not at all" I say with my teeth clenched.

He pulls his finger out of my panties licking it as he does. I love when he does that.

"You stubborn ass woman! Yes it does and I almost want to see how far you would take it but I can't stand that look of pain on your face"

"Fine, be that way" I say sticking my tongue at him as slide off to his side.

He grabs my face and kisses my lips tenderly "Goodnight Kitten, I love you" he smiles at me and I melt. He is sexy as all hell when he smiles that real genuine smile.

"I love you too Pickle" I kiss him softly. I can't resist him when he smiles at me like that, what a ass!

He quickly pulls me tightly against his chest. He's so warm and his arms are like thick warm tree trunks wrapped around me. I lay listening to his heart beating.

I fall asleep quickly.

I'm woken up by his arms twitching around me and him making a heart breaking sobbing sound. He's breathing really heavy and his face is scrunched up.

I don't want to scare him but his hands are balling up and his arms are getting tighter around me. He's shaking and he's squeezing me tighter.

"Pickle honey, it's River. Your safe open your eyes" he breathes a deep ragged breath in and out.

He growls and squeezes a little tighter. His hearts beating really quick and I'm getting nervous, he's got me in here really tight now it's hurting some. I can't move enough to get out.

"Pickle open your eyes. Please it's River, can you hear me. Your safe, can you feel my touch?" I keep pleading with him a few times more.

He yells "No!! You can't take her, she's mine. She's don't belong here!!" His voice booming through the quiet room as his arms get tighter and it's getting harder to breathe. I'm trying not to panic but it's getting harder to stay calm. My heart is pounding.

"Pickle open your eyes please, your squeezing me too tight. Pickle! Please it's River, I'm safe in your arms but your squeezing me to hard, I can't breathe"  Come on honey please hear me. I wiggle a little trying to wake him.

He tenses up and his arms get tighter. I can't get out. I'm starting to panic "Pickle let me go! Please baby please open your eyes!" I plead with him over and over.

"Stop! Please stop hurting her and I'll stay! I promise, Please father!" He yells out. He's crying and shaking.

He tightens his arms around me more and I gasp "Pickle!" He's hurting me and I can't think straight, I'm panicking now.

"Let me... go... Wake..up!!" I'm wiggling the best I can as I yell out as loud as I can. My vision starts to go black around the edges and I can't breath. It feels like his going to crush my ribs.

Suddenly my door flys open and Flame looks at me and at him, she quickly jumps on the bed and tries to pull him arms open. That doesn't work so she grabs his face and yells "Luca! Open your eyes or I'll knock your teeth out!"

He tenses up and his arms twitch, just as my eyes start to roll back I see her punch him in his shoulder. He opens his arms to defend himself just enough, she quickly grabs my leg and yanks me out of his arms. He sits up swinging and she pushes me behind her, I fall to the floor still gasping for air.

My lungs are burning with every breath I take, it hurts like hell.

She points to me "River are you good?"

"Yes" I cough out. It's getting a little easier to breathe now.

"Pickle open your fucking eyes or I'll hit you again, you hurt River!" She yells at him. She looks pissed.

He starts gasping "No I would never hurt her!"  his eyes are still closed "No your trying to confuse me so you can take her away from me!"

Flame drops flat on her belly as he swings at her again. "Damn it ass hole, open your damn eyes!"

She reaches up and smacks him hard in the side of his head.

He just sits there for a minute shaking then I see tears forming in the corners of his eyes. He just keeps shaking his head like somebody is asking him a question. He's confused and can't figure out what's real and what's his nightmare.

Flame throws me her phone "Talk to him and tell him what's going on" she says her eyes never leaving him.

"Who?" I say grabbing the phone still breathing heavy.