Chapter 102: Choices: What is Love? (18+)

~Alina Pov~

Kennedy's eyes widened in shock, his eyes locked with mine and he raised his eyebrow in doubt but I didn't feel embarrassed at all and instead took what I wanted myself since he was dilly-dallying.

I hugged his neck and pulled him down to deepen the kiss, my lips moved on his like nobody's business and I didn't want to care about the uncertainty, the pain, the war and enemies lurking behind, the tension between my parents and Kennedy, I didn't want to care about it and all I wanted at this moment is to feel this man inside me.

I don't have any idea of what came over me but I know I want him, I feel so itchy and needy and I will surely get what I want. The kiss was so intense and hot and the emotions went out of control before I knew it, my clothes were on the ground and I was on the bed and my kneels.

Kennedy looked at me so sharply that I couldn't help but tremble in excitement at the sensations and feelings that were about to come. I swallowed hard and held his dark gaze which was filled with intense lust and love.

He held my gaze as he pulled off his shirt revealing his Muscled chest and packs which looked so sexy making me want to lick his chest but it seemed my mate was so impatient as he moved closer to me and kissed my lips again and as we kissed he held my hand and moved it down towards his huge monster.

I gasped and held it firmly then stroked it through the piece of clothing in my arms. I squeezed him making him tremble and then I began stroking and using my fingers to pleasure him.

I could feel myself aching down there but I endured it as I wanted to give him lots of pleasure. He threw his head back showing his sexy Adams apple making me gulp loudly.

He looked down and looked at me deeply then gave me a sexy grin that stunned me. Kennedy bent and took my lips again then down to my neck and my throat then he pushed me down on the bed and sucked on my chest and down to

My flat smooth tummy made me gasp and clenched the sheet on the bed.

"Hmmph!" I moaned out when I felt him suck on my stomach and bite it, then he moved up to take my boobs into his mouth causing my breathing to become erratic and uneven.

He sucked and licked my already erected nipple then he gave it a bite causing me to tremble from the pain and then he sucked on them again, and suddenly I opened my eyes when I felt him stopped.

I looked at Kennedy confusingly and then he traced my cheeks with so many emotions. "Alina…What should I do? You have made me lose control of my emotions and everything I have always believed." He said in a gentle whisper then he bent and dropped a kiss on my forehead.

He didn't wait for any more moment and kneeled in the middle of my legs then traced my tummy down to my wet and dripping pussy. He touched the place and slid his finger inside gently which made me hold my breath from the sensations.

"Kennedy…Kennedy, Kennedy…" I kept calling his name in my heart and that alone was enough to make him lose control as he slipped his finger from my hole then he held his erect and dripping dick and stroke it once more then with his eyes fixed on me, he slipped his hot throbbing dick inside my hungry dripping pussy.

"Hahh! Mhmm~" I moaned and kicked my lips when you felt him fully inside me. He made me feel so full and hungry at the same time and then he began moving but what made me surprised was that Kennedy was not slamming into me as always but was so gentle.

He leaned down and hugged me to himself making us chest for chest and then he bit my ears making me shiver.

My legs were around his waist as Ken slipped in and out of me slowly but sexy then he increased his speed, not too fast and not slow either but moderate, earning a loud moan from me.

He moved in and out and the wet sound and slapping sound we made filled the room, and even the smell made it more seductive and it was like a drug that kept us going and going.

"Alina.. Lina.., Mate. I love you so much." Kennedy said with so many feelings in my ear.

I bite my lips as I take in his gentle thrusts. He kept on going while I rubbed his back and my fingers scratched his back when the stimulation got too intense.

"How can I betray you? How can I do something which will make me lose you? I don't care if I lose the whole world but if you leave me, how would I live?" He said emotionally and closed his eyes tightly while his lower body didn't stop thrusting in.

A tear slipped out of my eye with his words. I don't know if it's from the stimulation or his words or both but I don't care, I hugged his head tightly to my chest.

"Did you hear my loud heartbeat, Ken?" I asked but he said nothing and only pressed his ear to my chest but his movement below didn't stop.

I didn't care if he answered my question or not, so I continued, "This is the evidence that I love and cherish you. Everything I say and do is my love for you. Kennedy you have won my heart completely and made yourself my world and soul. Without you, I don't want to be here anymore. So can you stop beating up yourself and doubting my feelings for you?" I asked pleadingly with a choked voice.

I knew Kennedy had always felt so insecure because of how our relationship started, but I was glad it happened.

"Alina…I will heal you. I don't care anymore, I will heal you even if they hate me. I know I am being selfish, I know I am so selfish but- I love you so much, I love you..,"

Kennedy kept chanting, and I smiled gently but didn't respond or ask what he meant by his earlier words because I understood everything.

My heart hurt and felt warm at the same time, I laughed amidst tears, "Kennedy had chosen me. He had an option but he chose me. So what is it that I, Alina can't sacrifice to free him from this heavy guilt?!"

"Hmm…Mmhm~ Haaah!"

"Fuck! Alina…!"