Chapter 43

"What's wrong Olivia?" He said softly in my ear.

"Nothing is wrong Josh..."

I lied, I closed my eyes, but I felt myself flooded with fear. And the only thing that calmed me was feeling Josh's body on mine. And his arms wrapping around my whole body.

"Don't lie... I know you're nervous about something."

"It's just all this, impending war, a pregnancy.... Everyone treating me like a deity sent to make sure society stays intact."

"I'm sorry... This is my fault, I got so excited that I put pressure on you..."

"It's not your fault Josh, but I'm always being compared to my mother in one way or another, now I'm pregnant and it's not about me, it's about her."

"I don't think so"

"You think worse, that our son or daughter is a symbol, a liberator."

He remained silent, I knew that was exactly what he thought! So he didn't even try to convince me otherwise.

"I'm sorry my love"

"Don't apologize, I'm the one who's a misfit anyway! I shouldn't even be suffering because I look like my mother"

"You just want it to be about you, and you're not wrong!"

He turned me around at once and faced me looking into my eyes.

"I'm going to make everything about you Olivia...everything!"

Before I could react he leaned over my body and kissed me, he didn't make a point of being light, he sucked my lips deliciously, and made me sigh for him. - I love you so much I can't even speak," he kissed my neck, running his tongue down my neck and tracing it over me, his scent was so wonderful, I closed my eyes to fully feel those sensations, before Josh invaded my lips again with his urgent tongue, consuming me completely.

I reacted to this too, and stood up to increase the intensity of our kisses, I sat on his leg to face him looking into his eyes, held his neck and ran my hand through his wet hair and bit his lips slowly, I wanted him more than anything. My body literally burned for him, burning with intense desperation at every touch of his hands.

When he stopped suddenly, he put his nose to mine, and we stayed like that, until he broke the silence with a gasp and said, "I love you, Olivia, and not because of the child, I love you before that! You know that, don't you?

I looked deep into Josh's eyes.

"I know that, I was so afraid, Josh. I was dying in the castle and the only fear I had was that I would never see you again."

"That will never happen, we will be together for a thousand millennia. I promise that!"

I kissed him again now a little more urgently, he pressed my body against his body, I could devour him just as he had intended to do to me. I loved him so much it hurt. Josh lay me down on the bed again, kissed my entire body with the same devolution as always, licked my nipples and then dragged his tongue down to my sex, tasting me whole. His eyes full of fire, I arched my back to learn how to deal with that sensation. His gaze averaged my expressions one by one, which made me even hornier.

And before I could cum, he stopped, wanted me to beg for it, ran his tongue over my lips in a lascivious way. And he stood up.

"Delicious, as always..."

He kissed me again, his fingers running over my clit, swollen with desire, I moaned in his ears, and the moans were muffled by his mouth against mine. He invaded me with two fingers, and then the moans became louder as he increased the intensity of his fingertips inside me.

In the same process, as soon as he felt me spill over into his hands Josh withdrew his fingers and concentrated on my mouth. I wanted him, I moved down his body, to finally taste him. I gave a timid lick down his member, and he moaned deliciously, waiting for me to suck him off, which I did. I loved the taste Josh had, I liked to feel him invading me, no matter where.

I sucked him hard, and licked his body with desire, and did the same thing he did to me, running my tongue up his body before he found release.

I moved to his mouth, my taste mixed with his, mixed with the taste of our mouths mingling, it was delicious. I was so hungry for him, I didn't even mind the noises we were making.

Josh turned me back to the bed and faced him, he was on top of me, spread my legs and invaded me once more, slowly at first, measuring my reactions, my moans, my lip biting. And still slowly he kissed me again, he knew it was my favorite position, my favorite way. I loved the rubbing of our bodies and his tongue invading me in that lewd and delicious way. Even in the face of speed, Josh gasped and moaned against my face, as did I. I would spend my whole life like that. I would spend my whole life that way with him without ever getting tired of it.

"Josh, I want... more..." I said panting underneath him.

"More?"

the evil look on his face

" I've been waiting for you to ask."

Josh pulled my legs to the end of the bed, lowered himself back down between my legs and sucked me some more. Before he got up he put both fingers inside me, I was wet, after which he ran what was left on his fingers all over the end of his member. He ran his hands down my member while looking at me, biting his lips as I stood there, surrendered to him, with my legs spread, waiting for him to be inside me and consume me completely.

Josh thrust into me hard, hard, one thrust after another and each one I felt pounding deep inside me. He took me in his lap, and I braided my legs around him, holding his hair I kissed him as if he was somehow going to disappear from my sight.

Josh put me against a wall and fucked me even harder, holding me tight with his arms, without my feet touching the floor. I moaned loudly as he penetrated me and sucked my neck.

After that he put his nose on my cheek and kept breathing through his mouth with his eyes closed. He was also surrendered to me, we were each other's totally and completely at that moment. And when I announced that I was going to climax Josh kissed my mouth again, the breath cutting into my face the increasingly stronger strokes made my head spin with desire. I finally came, and he now slowed the intensity of the sex, waited for me to recover before doing with me what he had already intended.

He put me back on the end of the bed, on all fours this time, and put himself deep inside me again, giving me some delicious slaps on the buttocks, and holding my hair.

I could hear Josh's moans, loud and clear through the room, in the middle of the frenzy. And when he came he moaned even louder. He took me in his arms again, and kissed me again.

I wondered when it was all over, and we lay cuddled together on our bed if all the confusion and calm would end in an instant, in one dirty stroke of fate all my happiness would be threatened.

Josh had totally traded his day for night, in large part to be with me. I noticed all the little changes of sounds in the palace around daytime. But I let him sleep, beautiful and carefree, I couldn't predict when it would happen again, nor could I predict if it would ever happen at all.

When he finally awoke from his deep sleep, he looked up at me and smiled as always.

"How long did I sleep?"

He said running his hand through my hair

"Not long."

I lied.

"You break up with me Olivia! That's it!"

He smiled even more, and leaned in to kiss me - We have to get up, Adam did you forget?