Chapter 9: Chapter Eight: A day to remember,

I got tired and felt like this pain was facing was too much and the only way to escape it was to accept defeat and forgive miss finest (Alicia) assuming it’s my boyfriend Nicholas who had dated her so she too was being lied I believed Alicia never had a knowledge about me so Nicholas was playing both of us. The Easter night I felt I couldn’t take it any more in front of Nicholas’ friend I stood up and excused myself went to the dark corner of the bar and my eyes welled like a shallow well I returned with swollen face but it was difficult for Nicholas and his friends to understand what pain emotion I was suffering mere looking at Nicholas in front of me and knowing he was fooling around with me it pissed me off like mother who had been disobeyed by the daughter.

That Easter night of 2021 was a day to remember in my love life no beloved person of mine had ever hurt me like Nicholas did but I managed to act mature, pretended like everything was fine which the difficult task was ever. until the day after Easter when I asked Nicholas to meet me in the evening at High way restaurant so that I could talk to him about what had happened on the previous night to let him explain and defend himself because I believed in opening up and talking to one another about issues being the best way to grow our relationship but after asking him to tell me about the Alicia girl I was shocked by the response and it stated , “ Alicia is my Good Friend” with whatever I already knew I could believe so.

I told Nicholas ever thing I knew and expecting him to explain and defend himself but I was startled when Nicholas responded “Am glad you know” I went ahead to ask Nicholas, Are you in love Alicia? But I was killed instead by Nicholas’ response which stated “if I love her what will you do?” Nicholas continued to speak saying Alicia is better! You can never compare her to you.” The worst continued to worsen. I had always considered myself bond, tolerant and confident but this time I shivered, suffered dyspepsia and excused myself to the wash room just to realize I was diarrhoelating.

I went into a shock like I had had a tumor surgery on my brain the pain was beyond my understanding and little did I know my eyes were welling and at the same time I was laughing. I managed to pick up myself from shower rooms used the restaurant’s back door and jumped onto abode boda to my place I don’t even remember the exact route I took going home nor have I ever forgotten the statements Nicholas uttered out they were short but painful. To my surprise the Poor, innocent loving idiot Jane I could not just give up on Nicholas at that time instead my love for him increased and I was ready to compete with Alicia.

Nicholas was the man I was madly in love with so after that huge embarrassment I managed to rape up my wounds and still go back to Nicholas I believed I should never give up until I feel like I should. Nicholas’ immediate Friends Junior and Gardson am sure they judged me as a weak hearted girl however I never minded them especially Junior who knew how madly I loved Nicholas which he called the wrong Heart to the right Heart.