Chapter 64 shame
Genesis's POV
I bit my lower lip hard, my heart racing. Eli keeping me here was definitely to do more inappropriate things later. He had already ejaculated on my private parts. He would definitely try to penetrate me next.
\[I want to go back. I just got scared and can't focus on learning to drive right now.\]
Eli was too selfish, completely ignoring how uncomfortable and torturous it was for me to stay here without underwear!
I would die of shame!
"It's been pretty chaotic outside lately. I'm not comfortable with you going back alone." Eli still refused, using a flawless excuse. "I brought you out, so I'm responsible for you."
When he mentioned responsibility, his heavy gaze fell on me, clearly meaning something else.
I looked to Jordan for help, but he just nodded in agreement.
"It has been chaotic lately. You're a girl who can't speak. We can't let you wander around outside alone."
My eyes immediately reddened.
With the wind blowing, I could feel the various fluids on my private parts gradually drying, sticky and uncomfortable.
Just thinking about having to wait here like this for Eli to return, and even having to accept him doing more inappropriate things to me...
I was like a whore who could be played with at will.
But none of this was what I wanted!
Jordan thought for a moment and spoke up. "Then let Walker take you back. Walker has always been careful and thorough. No need to worry."
Eli frowned in dissatisfaction, wanting to say something more.
But Jordan didn't want to wait anymore and directly interrupted him. "Go to the office and talk business now. When did you become so wishy-washy?"
I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
After getting in the car, I nervously pressed my legs together, sitting stiffly in the back seat. I tried hard to avoid Walker's gaze.
I could never make eye contact with Walker again.
Walker looked at me through the rearview mirror and showed a friendly smile. "You don't need to be afraid of me. I only hurt people outside the family. I won't do anything to you."
I could only smile awkwardly, not daring to tell him the real reason.
After getting home, I immediately returned to my room, locked the door, and took a shower. Those fluids had completely dried by then. As I scrubbed myself, I touched that sticky patch, feeling both embarrassed and ashamed.
I thought about how Eli had held me so tightly in the car, rubbing against me, and how he had almost thrust into me at the end!
That sensation was so incredibly stimulating! I'd never felt anything like it before!
Though I'd learned about physiology in school, over all these years, I'd never experienced sex, so I had no idea that making love could drive a person so wild.
I swallowed hard, my fingers continuing downward as I slowly slid my middle finger inside.
In my ears echoed the words Eli had said back then.
"A woman's privates have a urethra and a vagina. The man's cock goes into the vagina. But men can't find it on the first try. Little niece, have you ever found your own vagina?"
I had found it!
I couldn't help but let out a moan, feeling a slight fullness inside my body, my finger being sucked in tightly.
"Little mute, would you moan if you were having sex? What would your moans sound like?"
"Little mute, open your mouth. Moan for me!"
"Mmm!" I hummed, feeling my body start to get wet inside. I tried moving my finger a little, the friction against my inner walls feeling so unfamiliar. My heart was filled with both fear and anticipation. I mimicked the motion I'd seen in the bar before, pulling my finger out and thrusting it back in!
It was too stimulating. I kept gasping for breath. But I didn't stop my movements. Instead, I thrust my finger in harder and faster.
But later on, it wasn't enough. My finger couldn't bring me to climax.
I was so anxious I almost cried. I thought of Eli's penis, how thick and big it was. Today in the car, it had rubbed against my vulva, even pushing aside my panties several times and bumping forcefully against my private parts.
If it were his penis fucking me now instead of his finger...
My mind cleared in an instant, and I quickly pulled my finger out of my vagina!
I scrubbed my fingers vigorously, tears streaming from my eyes. I was so shameless!
Eli is my uncle, and he has a fiancée. I actually...
I need to find a way to leave as soon as possible, or I'll turn into a shameless monster!
I had to think of a way to make Jordan stop this relationship without getting angry enough to kill me directly.
This was really too difficult.
When I finished showering and was blow-drying my hair, Eli's knocking sounded. "Genesis, open the door."
My movements froze. I tiptoed to the door and only relaxed after confirming it was locked.
After what happened in the car this afternoon and masturbating in the bathtub, I didn't want to see him at all now.
Just seeing him would make me think of his hot penis and heavy breathing, and how I masturbated in the bathtub thinking about him. I felt like I was about to burn up.
I despised myself!
I took out my phone and texted him. \[I'm going to sleep. Stop knocking.\]
"Open the door. It's still early. You can sleep later." Eli didn't give up and continued knocking.
\[You did that to me this afternoon, breaking your own promise. I don't want to see you.\] I texted coldly.
"I didn't penetrate you, did I?"
I angrily sat up from the bed, wanting to glare through the door! How dare he say such things at home!
\[Shut up! If you keep talking, I'll drag you down with me!\] I poked the phone screen so hard it made noise!
Eli finally gave up. "Okay, okay, rest well. You really are a shy little mute."
On Monday afternoon would be the College Counseling Meeting.
But this had nothing to do with me. No one from the Martinez family would attend, so I stayed in the classroom to study.
Later, Forth came with his mother, Emma, to find me.
"Thanks to your tutoring, my grades improved so quickly. Genesis, my mom wants to invite you to our house for dinner."
"Forth told me everything. I just talked with the College Counselor. He said Forth's current grades should be fine for applying to Walton University. This is all thanks to you! The tutors we found for him before weren't very satisfactory. Come on, give us a chance to thank you."
I felt a bit embarrassed. This was the first time a friend had invited me to their home. I didn't know how to respond.
But soon someone refused for me. "No need. She's busy later."
Then I was pulled into a familiar embrace.