Chapter 95.

Benjamin's POV.

"Sofia I have to tell you something. I promise I never meant those words. I swear I never cheated on you. I had to do it, I didn't have a choice." I said quickly and she looked so confused and I don't blame her. "I always loved you and I always will even if you don't love me anymore."

"Benjamin I don't know if I trust you anymore. How can you not have a choice? It's your life, no one can tell you what to do." She was right.

"I know Sofia but I swear on our children's life I never cheated on you. I always loved you and I still do love you, a lot." I told her the truth and yet she didn't believe me.

"Why did you do it then? If you telling the truth Benjamin than why did you break my heart like that?" She asked but I couldn't let her blame herself so I did what I do best and I lied but not completely.

"Because of Carlene." I started and her eyes widen in shock. "She promised to sign the divorce papers after a few months maybe even before, if I broke up with you and let you suffer like she did but it's just a few months Sofia. That's why she wants the media to think we happily married." There was no way I could include Carlene blackmailing me with Sofia's stripping videos and everything.

"Is that why you really did all this?" She asked tears running down her face. "Why didn't you tell me Benjamin. I could've at least know you still care, I wouldn't have hated you so much. I wouldn't have said those bad things to you and I would've never compare Martin---."

"It's fine Sofia. You didn't know." I said interrupting her and she hugged me.

"I know you love me, I just knew it in my heart but I just thought maybe I was just holding on to you. I'm sorry I acted like a bitch." She whispered. "I love you and please don't ever hide anything from me again."

"I love you too." I'm sorry was a better thing to say after all I'm not completely honest with her but there's no way I'll let her ever find out caramel end has videos of her. And as soon as Stephanie finds them, I'll make sure to kill Carlene so Sofia never finds out.

"You so wet Benjamin and yet you don't even say anything." Sofia quickly walked to the closets and took new clothes out for me. "Wear this."

"Charlotte said you burned all my clothes." I said and she shook her head.

"I wanted to but than I figured it's the only thing I had left of you." I quickly left with the clothes because there was nothing I could say.

"That was quick." Sofia commented.

"Do you want something to eat?" I asked and she shook her head.

"I'm not hungry Benjamin. I just want to sleep because I'm tired and I'm not feeling well." Sofia's phone started ringing and I picked it up. "If it's Jay than you can answer it." She added.

"It's him." I quickly replied and answered the call. "Jay it's late what do you want?" I asked and he started screaming at the end. "What's wrong with you?"

"This is definitely hell." He said still continuing to scream.

"What's going on with you?" I asked.

"I always thought I would go to heaven. I have been a good boy and yet I ended up in hell." He sounded like he was actually sad.

"Jay why would you think you in hell? Did something happen to you?"

"You died and you talking to me that's---."

"Wait a second you telling me you think I'm dead and now I'm in hell with you." I shouted going out of Sofia's room. "Who said I would go to hell if I died tonight?"

"Why didn't you tell me you didn't die. At least I wouldn't have waked Stephanie up just to make sure if I'm in hell." I swear I give up on Jay. His definitely never going to grow up, I feel sorry for his kids and Stephanie.

"So you think you won't go to hell after everything you did?" I still can't believe he thinks we were in hell just because I called.

"Babe I am already booked in the VVIP section in heaven." Jay replied. "Now why do you have Sofia's number and why did she say you wanted to commit suicide?"

"I have Sofia's phone not her number and if you knew about me committing suicide than why didn't you come looking for me?" I asked

"Well I remember, June the eighteenth. We were teenagers and I told you I wanted to commit suicide because my prank didn't work on the principle but you asked me if I even knew the definition of suicide and I replied fuck you, I'll still commit suicide whether I know the definition or not and then I asked you Benjamin, my best friend would you come look for me if I was committing suicide and than you replied if you in my house Jay than I'll look but if you not in my house I'll sleep and dream about you. Then the next day if I hear you Jay Jay Andrews passed away than I'll make sure to attend your funeral and---."

"I get it. You did what I said I would do to you." I knew I couldn't let him carry on the story because I am so tired right now.

"I did worse. Benjamin I informed Layla you passed away a few hours ago." Jay laughed as if it was a joke. "I already started arranging your funeral but stupid Sofia ruined it for me."

"I'll kill you if anything happens to Layla or her baby now speaking of Sofia make sure you never utter a word about Carlene and everything. She can never know Jay and if I hear you told her I'll make sure I kill you. I'm not joking Jay, I really can't see break her heart again and if one tear---."

"I get the point Benjamin. If Sofia cries because of something I tell her than I'm dead. Now is that all you called for?"

"You the one that called but please tell that girl she should hurry because I'm running out of time and if Carlene calls you tell her I'm with you." I whispered.

"I'll tell Stephanie you can't remember her name now bye." He quickly hung up making me confused.

I went in Sofia's room and tried kissing her on the forehead but she woke up.

"Didn't you sleep?" I asked.

"I was trying to sleep now but you woke me up." She replied. "You can sleep next to me but don't think of touching me when you still married." She rolled her eyes and turned to the other side.

"How old was Elijah in this picture?" I asked as I opened the album.

"Four months. Anna took that picture." She answered turning to me. "This one was when he said his first word. I took the picture and kept it as a memory." I can't believe I still don't even know what was the first world my four year old son said.

Sofia's POV.

"What was it?" Benjamin asked me and I couldn't tell him Elijah's first was papa, when he wasn't even there.

"Mom of course." I shrugged my shoulders.

"You lying. I'm sure my son would've said daddy first." I shook my head at Benjamin's words and he kept paging until he got to a picture Elijah was angry."When was this one?"

"A month before he turned one. It was Annette's birthday and he was jealous I was holding her so Anna took that picture." I quickly kept paging and showed Benjamin a picture of the day Elijah was born.

"When was this one? When he was born?" He asked and I nod my head. "Why don't you put the pictures in order?"

"I love it the way it is." I replied. "Look at this one." I pointed at the one he turned two which Anna and I fought over about Elijah looking like a girl but the picture is really so adorable.

"Is this a girl?" Benjamin asked.

"That's exactly what Anna said but no. Elijah definitely didn't look like a girl when I let his hair grow long."

"How many videos do you have of Elijah?" He asked.

"Three of the videos I have is when it was Elijah's birthday and the others Anna, Marko and I just t---." I quickly ran out of the room and went to the bathroom. I definitely hate this baby I'm carrying more than I hated Elijah when I was pregnant with him.

I sat in front of the toilet bowl and started throwing up again. I'll make sure I never get pregnant again because it's so hard. I don't know how Benjamin's mother did it when she was fifteen.

"Should I call a doctor?" Benjamin asked watching me as I vomit.

"I'm fine." I finally stopped throwing up. "It's nothing serious." I added getting up.

"Sofia don't you think you should see a doctor please." He said and I shook my head.

"I'm tired, I just want to sleep." He quickly nod his head and I went to the tap to drink some water.

"Must I make something for you to eat?" He asked and I walked passed him. "Sofia."

"I'm fine Benjamin really." I assured him and went to bed.

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