Chapter 131 NO CONTROL
SLOANE’S POINT OF VIEW.
The air around us shifted as I looked into his eyes. I could tell instantly that something was wrong. The hue in his eyes appeared darker than I’d ever seen before. My mind screamed to me once again that my boyfriend was not okay. With a gulp, and my nerves on edge, I softly caressed his leather-clad shoulders;
“Lucien…..are you alright?” He looked straight at me, but it felt like he wasn’t seeing me. I gulped again, but didn’t let up on my gentle caress on his shoulders. Standing on my tippy toes, I softly pecked his cheek and massaged the hair on the spot close to his neck. The contact seemed to snap him out of it, because I could hear him release a grunt, before he pulled me much closer to him.
He groaned into my neck as he kissed a path up and down the trail. I shuddered against him, my hands now on his chest as I tried to push him slightly away.
“Lucien….wait? What's going on?” I whispered against his neck. He pulled away slightly, the dark hue in his eyes still as present as earlier. His shoulders felt much tenser now, as his heated eyes ran up and down my body with a slow trail.
Suddenly, I felt exposed, even though I was clothed in his shirt.
“I…” He started, and with hesitation in his eyes, he stopped, his eyes looking away from mine.
That’s new…
“Lucien,” I called, softly turning his gaze back to mine, as I caressed his cheeks. “You can bare your soul with me….I swear it.” I whispered, and I swear I could see the hesitation melting away instantly.
“I need you, tonight. Sloane…” He whispered, his voice low as he swallowed hard. His blue eyes bore into mine, making me feel exposed as the hair on the back of my neck rose. “I mean……I need to claim you in a way I’ve never done before.”
I nodded my head immediately. Lucien’s body was mine as much as mine was his. If sex was what he needed to rein in his control and make the monster inside him sleep, I would give it to him without hesitation.
“You shouldn’t agree so fast, Sloane.” He said with a dark chuckle. “I cannot be gentle with you, Sloane…..I can’t afford it.” He said, his voice still low as he pulled me closer to him. It didn’t matter if he wouldn’t be gentle; I knew I could trust Lucien not to hurt me or do something I wouldn’t like.
“I don’t care. I am yours as much as you are mine.” I said with a bright smile. “Take whatever you need from me, Lucien,” I said, and kissed his hands.
“I love you.” That was all he said as a response… and it was enough. Before I could blink, he crashed his lips to mine with a softness that I’d only experienced the night he told me he loved me. I kissed him back, pouring as much love and passion as I had into the kiss.
A couple of seconds later, he pulls away from me. My eyes widen slightly at the sight of the hue in his eyes again, accompanied by such heat, it sets something off in my body as well.
“Take off your clothes.” He whispered, his command coming out darkly. I don’t hesitate for a moment as I peel his shirt from my body. I was naked underneath, and I didn’t care.
I would always feel safe with Lucien, even if he was as volatile as he currently was. I could tell that he was tethered to something that could snap at any moment from now.
His eyes run up and down my naked body, and unlike how I would have felt the first time I was naked before him, all I feel is sexy. My curves are well on display, some of the cellulite on my thighs, and my ass is not even hidden from his scrutiny….But I knew Lucien was crazy for all of me, as I am for him.
“Get on the table.” I could feel my pussy juices gathering inside me as I obeyed his command without question. With a gulp, I slithered onto the wooden dining table. The contact of the cold surface against my heated skin sent more wetness pulsing through me. I bit my lower lip at the needy feeling which gripped me.
“Spread your legs; let me see my pretty pussy.” He said, his eyes dark, as he peeled off his own clothes as well. I lifted my legs, letting them spread as far and wide as they could go. The cool air blasted against my hot pussy, filling the air with the scent of my arousal. I moaned low in the back of my throat at the contact. He hadn’t done anything to me yet, and I was already bursting at the seams for him.
“Good girl.” He praised, and a moan from the back of my throat burst from my lips at his words. “Touch yourself, my love.” At this point, nothing else mattered in the world. Just the heated look he gave me, how hot and wet my pussy felt, and the need to have him fuck me as rough as he said he would.
My fingers grazed my clit slightly, sending a spark of arousal through my legs, as I shook on the table with a loud moan. I teased myself, my hands stroking my clit slowly, before digging into my pussy hole, and collecting some of my wetness so I could use it to stroke my clit properly. My juices already started drenching my inner thighs and leaking onto the table.
My cheeks grew hot as déjà vu hit me. This was the exact position I was in the first time he fucked me; the night he took my virgin pussy and made me his.
“Oh Lucien, Ahh!” I moaned as my hips bucked against the table, my juices growing thicker as my orgasm inched closer and closer.
“Are you close, baby?” He asked, his eyes solely on me as I nodded. He wasn’t even touching himself. He simply stood still as he watched me, also naked as the day he was born.
“Yes!” I screamed as the desire to come became more pressing. I would have done anything for it… and not given a damn about it. I threw my head back in ecstasy, my eyes closing shut at the feel of pure pleasure racing through me.
“No, look at me when you come.” He commanded, his tone hard, forcing my eyes shut and my gaze back to him instantly.
“Lucien…” I whimpered, my hands speeding up as my legs trembled, and I shook from the force of my incoming orgasm. “Ahh, Lucien!” I screamed as I came hard, my hips bucking off the table, and forcing me to my knees from the force of my orgasm.
Before I knew it, my head was lifted, eliciting a gasp from my lips. I couldn’t even process anything else because he filled my mouth with his erect cock.