Chapter 41: Chapter Forty-one

We human beings are driven by our desire to get and achieve things. Things that we often dream about attaining, and imagining how we will feel once we have them. Without desire to know, to say, to be, to see, to hear, to listen and whatever we do, human beings are just lifeless drones. We often wonder how victory would taste on our tongues, how it would excite the taste buds of our spirit. Human beings are desirous living creatures.

“Chad…” What did I do to make myself sound so breathless? His soft blue eyes gazed down at me, the moonlight shone lightly over them and made me gasp, seeing lust and desire in them. But despite what I mentioned, there was also something I often saw in those eyes of his whenever I stared into them too long. It was yearning. It was love.

“What is it, Rachel?” His usually strong voice became gentle, as if he was speaking to a baby. In the darkness of the room, one would wonder what could be behind the closed door. Are they asleep? Is the woman still daydreaming about her lover? Or is that lover smoldering her right now, actions hidden in the dark? “Is there something wrong?”

I lifted my hand to stroke his cheek down to his jaw, stubble non-existent. “No.” As Chad leaned down to kiss my lips, my mind began to recall all the things I’d been through to keep myself pure. The students in my high school days used to brag around who they slept with last night. All I could do was listen, trying not to feel awkward and out of place. It’s not that I didn’t know what copulation was, after all the health classes I’ve attended, it just didn’t interest me at that time. School was keeping me busy until Nathan came along. I also wanted to wait until I married, but things don’t always go as planned.

It’s been quite a battle, protecting what defines me as a woman. I’ve promised myself to give it to someone who I’ll love and take care of me for the rest of my life. But in this world we’re living, where we only take easy pleasures and satisfy our desires, I fought hard and long enough to keep myself from drowning, but now… I just want to go with the flow and let go.

Just this once.

“Chad.” I pulled away from his satisfying kisses, gently pushing his face away. “I have a request.” His lips were quick to chase mine, so I had to grab his face to capture his attention. “Chad!”

“Just tell me what it is, Rach,” he groaned lowly, annoyed that his showering of affection got interrupted. Although he didn’t have to be, since I took it upon myself to relieve him of his irritation, by pulling his face closer and looking him in the eye.

“Don’t hold back loving me,” I whispered in a sultry voice, it made me wonder where it came from. “I need you.”

Chad went still, eyes searching mine as if to find out if I was lying or not. “Are you sure? You know, once it’s taken away it’ll never be undone.”

I nodded to confirm his thoughts. “I know. I’m ready for it, if that’s what you’re wondering. So, don’t hold back, Chad. Take me like you mean it.” Then, I cocked my head to the side. “Or do you want to stop this?”

I knew my words were implanted in his head the moment I said them, taking note of how aggressive his kisses were suddenly. I didn’t have to know what his answer was. Hands roaming all over my body, one squeezing my breast while the other grabbed my butt, his tongue tasting mine as we continued to smolder each other. The room’s temperature was slowly climbing, sweat starting to form on my forehead. The intoxicating scent of Chad filled my nostrils, wanting me to breathe it in forever. That was something I wouldn’t mind doing.

My hands, as if they had a mind of their own, started to pull his upper clothes off. Finding his suit jacket the evilest thing in the world, hiding all the beauty Chad hid down there.

“Shit! Be patient, baby.”

I went still at the endearment, goosebumps appearing on my skin as my ears welcomed his voice. It’s so damn hot!

“Patient?” I chuckled before purring in his ear. “I’ve been quite patient my whole life, Chad. Right now…” A wicked grin painted itself on my face as I pushed him down, now straddling the man. “I just want you to give justice to my waiting. Can you do that?”

A squeal from me and a growl from Chad filled the bedroom once he pulled me down, topping me once more. This time, he smirked cockily at me, reminding me of the first time we met. “Of course. What kind of man will I be if I can’t even satisfy you, Rachel?” He went down on my lips again, attacking them harshly before sucking on the lower one. His huge hand ventured to my back to zip my dress down, taking his time in unzipping it.

“But Rachel, even if I want to go rough on you, I can’t,” he mumbled in my ear. “This is your first time and I don’t want to ruin your first experience because of pain. You understand, right?”

All reason came back to my head after being clouded by lust. He’s right, it’ll hurt like hell. “I’ll take it slow first,” he spoke softly in my ear before pressing a chaste kiss on my bare shoulder. I could feel my heart pounding faster and faster by the second.

“Okay…”

I then proceeded to take off my dress and bra, Chad helping me with it. Once the article was discarded, Chad briefly bit his lower lip as he stared down at the sight of my bare breast, the peaks becoming hard once exposed. Chad leaned down and gave me a deep and gentle kiss. I closed my eyes at the sensation, loving every second of it. He then brushed his lips over my neck, just feeling the skin with his lips. I felt teased by the action but welcomed it nonetheless.

I moaned softly once to my left breast, swirling his tongue on the nipple before sucking. Adding his teeth to the mix, gently nibbling the skin while his other hand fondled my right breast.

It feels so good.

“Mm!” I was quick to put a hand over my mouth, attempting to stifle the moans that spurted out. Noticing this, Chad continued to suck on my breast harshly before switching over to the other one and doing the same thing. All I could do was muffle my moans and let out breathy sighs. The last thing I need is for someone to hear me and burst in, demanding what was wrong.

That was when Chad took my hand and removed it from my mouth. “Are you worried someone might hear? If not, it’s all right to make a little noise.”

“Yes, I’m worried!” I whispered and motioned at the door. “The bodyguards might wonder what could be happening and knock the door down.” Plus, they might report this to Dad.

“Nobody’s going to hear…” he assured as he continued to lick and kiss my breasts. “You like it when I do this, hm?”

I gasped, head slightly spinning due to the ecstasy. The area between my legs would throb every time he pleasured me, every time his mouth touched my skin. Chad moaned as he sucked my nipples, I could even feel him growing harder, the bulge rubbing my thigh. I started to get a little hot and bothered by this.

His hand wandered south, sliding over my stomach and right down to the top of my underwear, the last piece of clothing I had. “Chad…what are you…?” I looked at Chad, who kept staring back at me intently as he groped me, but his fingers remained outside of my underwear.

“You’re a little wet,” he mumbled as he began to trace my entrance, only a sheer layer of cloth blocking him from touching my entrance. “You like being touched here.” Chad slipped two fingers underneath my panties and rubbed in between, spreading the sticky liquid. I bit my lip and moaned as Chad continued to touch me. His fingers stroked outside of my folds for a few minutes before Chad slowly shoved a finger and stroked me inside.

This made me grip the bed covers and hiss aloud in bliss as he pushed his finger in and out. “Chad…” I moaned, quite breathless because of his actions. I jolted when his fingers brushed over my clitoris, back arched and hands clutching the bed covers even tighter. But I wanted it all and, if it were only possible, I want him to do it forever. I let out a small cry when he sucked on my breasts again while stroking my aching pearl.

“Oh god–!” My cry of pleasure was cut off by Chad’s lips, kissing me passionately, and he stuck his tongue in my mouth once again. The night continued to pass by, like it always does, but for me—and probably Chad too—it was crawling. And that was even better. I don’t mind being loved until the moon dies and the sun greets the sky, but while it’s still dark, I want to enjoy it even longer.

I loved his hands touching me, all over my body. I could feel his strong body pressed against mine, all manly and mine. The sudden feeling of his clothes against my bare skin was irritating and I just did what I deemed right. Once I unbuckled his belt and threw it away, I almost tore the pants off him. Chad couldn’t help but chuckle as I tried attempting to get rid of the clothing.

“Let me.” He stood up and got out the bed to remove his pants. All the while, I stared at his back, admiring how handsome he was. Once he came back in only his boxers, I had the sudden urge to touch him. It was only fair, right?

“Rachel, what are you doing?”

My hand traveled down to the hem of his boxers, teasing him for a bit before touching the huge bulge that was dying to come out. I may have a straight face on, but inside, I was shaking badly. I hadn’t done this before and I knew nothing when it came to pleasing a man except for kissing him. When it came to bedroom activities, I’d read articles on how to appease a man before throwing the offensive magazine.

Right now, it was only my confidence driving me, probably to my doom. No, I can’t hesitate in this! I have to act fast!

“I-I want to please you.” Chad seemed hesitant about this since he gave me a worried look. I only shot him a seductive gaze before inserting my hand inside his boxers. Once I found his huge, hard dick—which wasn’t surprising since I guessed he had one—that was pulsing, I didn’t hesitate to wrap my fingers around his cock and stroke him underneath. It was even better when I found that his dick was oozing pre-come. Chad hissed aloud, clearly not expecting this.

“Shit. Rach…I thought you hadn’t done any of this before!” Even in his state, he still managed to stroke my clitoris, earning another moan from me.

“Well…” I blushed bright red, hoping that it was too dark for him to notice. But I didn’t have to answer anymore since Chad was too preoccupied to need it. “Fuck, Rachel!” My whole body began to tingle as he continued to stroke me while I went on pumping his dick even faster. The two of us continued to lie in bed and mutually pleasure ourselves. Our moans filled the quiet dark bedroom. However, my actions were cut short when Chad continued to move down my body.

“Stop… Stop for a moment,” he panted. I removed my hand from his boxers and cocked my head at him in confusion. “What’s wrong?”

He gently pushed me down when I sat up to know what was bothering him. “Nothing. Just lay back.” I nodded and lay back down, waiting for what was coming. Chad pressed kisses on my chest, licking my breasts once more. He moved even farther down, kissing my stomach and my hips…until he reached my legs.

My eyes went wide as Chad looped his fingers under the waistband of my panties and yanked them down my legs. Tossing them to the floor, completely forgotten. “Chad…” My heartbeat began to race dramatically once again. What is he–? My thoughts were cut off when he spread my legs and licked my inner thighs. It drove me crazy, considering how close his face is to my wet pussy. But I almost screamed when Chad took the liberty of shoving his face in between my legs.

“C-Chad!” I cried out, filling my bedroom with cries of euphoria as Chad aggressively ate me out. Thrusting his tongue in and out of my pussy, licking up the moist and juices, teasing my clitoris. It was maddening. His tongue felt amazing, incredible, and I couldn’t help but wonder why I waited so long for this.

My legs were quivering and my moans started to grow louder. And suddenly, even him licking my pussy wasn’t enough. I wanted more.

“Chad… Please!” I groaned, tightening my grip on his hair as I pushed his head further into my feminine part that tingled. “Chad… Please.”

“What is it?” He removed his lips but gave one last stroke of his tongue on my clitoris, and I couldn’t help but moan. Chad went back up to gaze down at me, concern in his eyes, as well as lust. “What do you want, baby?”

That endearment again… “Chad, I need you.” I pulled him down to press my body against his, finding happiness in just being close to him. “I need you in me now. I can’t wait anymore.”

“Do you really want me?”

I looked into those blue ocean eyes of his, full of longing and love. Of course, I want him. There is no other man that would do. “Yes,” I whispered back, afraid that if I spoke louder this would all end.

“Is it all right for you? That I’m your first?”

That made me smile, finding his concern sweet. “My what? My first? Chad, it’s really all right.” I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him down even further. “Besides, I wouldn’t be here, in bed, with you if I didn’t want you.”

Chad leaned down to kiss me, softly this time. Unlike earlier, it was in urgency and full of passion. Not that this kiss lacked any, but it was full of love. As if some silent thanks and a promise to be gentle. But then it turned rougher. I cupped the back of his head, running my hand through his golden hair. He held me tighter and kissed me harder. Even if our lips went raw and tongues more numb, we would never get tired of this. Once we realized this fact, we both knew what exactly we needed right now.

Chad reached for his wallet that sat on the nightstand and took out a foil containing a condom. I watched as he ripped it open with his teeth, his eyes trained on me. Once he put it on his stiff cock that was oozing, he was ready.

Chad pulled my legs open once more before kneeling over me, readying himself in between me. I, on the other hand, prepared myself for the strike of pain that would first greet me. Without another word said, he pushed himself inside me.

“Shit… Fuck!” Chad hissed, slowly entering me. I winced and bit my lip to keep myself from crying out in pain. His size and, considering my virginity, I found it unbearable, but I wouldn’t let the pain get in the way. However, my legs trembled as he pulled back and thrust into me again. “Rach, baby, are you all right?”

“Y-yes, I’m fine.” I flinched slightly and Chad went still, noticing my pained expression.

“Shit, I’m hurting you, Rachel.”

“It hurts a little, but I can take it,” I moaned once again. “Please keep going, Chad.” By that, I didn’t have to ask him twice. He grabbed my thighs and thrust himself deeper this time, but still slowly. This went on for a few minutes until he started picking up more pace. Uncountable moans left my lips, unable to control them. My breasts were bouncing at every thrust.

Chad’s eyes remain glued to my face, probably watching my expressions that changed every time his dick entered me, giving me bliss. Oh, how huge he is! I didn’t seem to care anymore and neither did Chad. My moans were getting louder, painting the silent room as we continued to make love.

“C-Chad…”

He elicited a moan. “Rachel… Say my name again,” he breathed as he thrust in me, his pace picking up a little more.

“Chad…” I whispered and wrapped my arms around his neck. “Chad, Chad, Chad.” This drove Chad crazy, panting hard, and he pushed into me hard, making me jolt at the sudden action. But it wasn’t in pain, it was in pure ecstasy. “Ah! Chad!”

“Shit!” Chad groaned before smirking down at me. “You liked that, baby?” He thrust in his dick hard again and it made me go crazy. “Tell me what you want, Rachel.”

When he asked me that, only one thing popped into my mind and I knew I wouldn’t regret it. No matter how sore I would be.

“Harder.”

“Harder? But you’d bleed and—”

I silenced him with a quick peck before giggling at him. “I’ll be fine, Chad!” I clutched the sheets once again when Chad pushed into me once again. Shaking his head, Chad moved faster and made his thrusts deeper, just the way I liked it.

“Well, since I don’t want to displease such a beauty…”

Chad then pounded deep into me, not holding back anymore. I whimpered as he kept fucking me hard, just like I wanted him to, and it pleased me. “Oh, Chad!” He leaned down and began sucking on my breasts and kept up his pace. He went from kissing my neck, making out, and rubbing my bundle of nerves, which I loved. His balls would slap against my butt, fucking me hard and fast. My chest would bounce every time.

Chad continued letting out grunts, especially when I dug my fingernails into the back of his shoulders. Scraping my nails on his back since the bliss drove me to madness but it didn’t seem to bother him. “Chad, hm!”

“Rach, you feel so fucking good!” he hissed. He took his hand and slid it in between us, where he fingered my clitoris as he continued to fuck me with his cock. I could feel my head spin as I panted.

“Chad!”

“You like this, baby?”

“Yes!” I grabbed his hair and tugged at it, knowing that he wouldn’t mind. In fact, by the way he groaned aloud, he seemed to like it. “Yes, fuck me, Chad.” I felt his cock throb in me.

“I imagined you having this kind of side, but I never knew it was true,” he panted. “You’re a bit dirty. You like to be fucked hard, rough…and deep.” He proved that point by pushing in harshly, earning a gasp and a moan from me. “You fucking love it.”

I frantically grabbed the sheets, back arching. Chad was ready to make me succumb. I felt it at my lower stomach, the tingling and the rising. I was nearing my climax. “Ugh! Chad, I-I can’t take it anymore!”

He took this as a sign and began pounding away, his cock hitting my g-spot every time. Toes curling and eyes rolling back, I gripped the sheets and Chad’s hair one last time before releasing all over his cock, a final wail escaping my lips.

“Fuck.”

Chad let his cock empty inside the condom. He lay on top of me for a brief moment before rolling over and lying on his side. While catching my breath, I faced him and tuck back a few hairs that stuck to his sweaty face. Then, I couldn’t help but laugh at what just happened.

“I can’t believe I waited so long for this.” I playfully grinned at Chad, who was trying to even his breathing. “Let’s do it again, Chad.”