Chapter 71

"Aiden, will you stop it already with the silly questions and tell me what your problem is. You don't like it when I touch you." I say

"It is not like that at all Bella, I like it a lot when you touch me" "Well you don't let me" I interrupt.

"No baby it's not like that, it's just that in times like this I'm surprised you would be in the mood." I turn over and climb atop him, straddling him like a horse. He must have been uncomfortable with his dress pants in this position, he shifts me a bit so that he can slip them off. I pull at his shirt next and he slips his arms out of the sleeves.

We are both naked now. My nakedness rubbing against his nakedness. I even forgot I was in a nightmare. This felt surreal. Just a dust of glitter I would be convinced that this was magic.

Aiden being the impatient man I know pulled me to his lips and devoured mine whole. He switches positions that I am the one on the bottom this time. he is kissing me with a hint of something I couldn't quiet put a finger on myself.

It felt like unprocessed energy, raw and strong and totally masculine. It felt like he was giving me all that he felt. And then he dug me up. Ploughed me through. He did with me whatever he wanted and I let him. There was a lot of energy pent up in this man.

It felt like he was just now willing to open up and share his burdens with another soul he trusted. And that trusted soul was being fucked out of her mind. If he wanted to prove a point, daddy has certainly proved it.

I was just here to accept what he gave me, what he handed me from his soul. He went on and on relentless. And I took every one of them hard strokes that were meant to leave a woman bowlegged.

The walls started to dance with us too, the sound of the bed banging against the wall masked with my high pitched screams and animal like growls from Aiden. Soon my eyes were overturning in their sockets signaling the brutal orgasm I was going to have.

Aiden's strokes were so powerful that I could feel the trail he had dug up in my vagina. His organ felt like strong metal red hot ready for cooling.

I had moved up the bed with the force I was being drilled with, to stop my movement, I had to sit up on my elbows. In this position it felt like he was going deeper, I could feel him in my stomach. If I spread my legs wide enough you could see his head bulging in my stomach near my belly button.

My orgasm hits me blindsided, I wasn't expecting it. My body shakes all over, soon Aiden follows suit and he is coming inside me. Was it just me or did his load feel like a lot more? He even felt thicker when he was spilling his precious seed in me. I remembered how he was strict about his seed touching my uterus only. He was cute when he joked around like this.

He collapses on top of me and moves over to the side bringing me with him. Finding my mouth, he kisses me. In between breaths saying, "I love you Bella, whatever happens, I love you.

I think it was at this point that my stupid self realized that in a dream I wasn't able to experience such intense sensations. This was real and I was deliberately blocking it. I was ignoring it like it would leave if I ignored it hard enough.

A part of me still secretly wished that this was all a dream and everything was going to be fine. But I still knew that I was feeding myself lies. Lies coated in sweet stuff, still lies none the less.

This is when the big fat sobs erupted from somewhere deep in my heart. It hit finally that my babies were lost. My babies were lost! How did we get to here. How did it happen that only my babies would get lost. Was this really happening to me?

I was convinced now that the universe really didn't want to see me with pups of my own. What was this, no, it was not okay at all. In the middle of sobbing, Aiden covers up our exposed bodies with the comforter that was hanging by the edge after our extra curricular activities if I may be so bold to mention.

He hugs me tight as we face each, my face is on his throat soaking him up with tears and snot. He didn't mind at all. He just held me and let me cry my eyes out. He let me have this and process it.

How was a mother who had just lost her pups supposed to react? All I could imagine was if they were safe wherever this pup thief took them. I hope he was gentle. More sobs and tears flow out of my mouth and eyes. How did I get to this point.

After all the things I go through this must be the worse, if they wanted to play then they would have left my pups alone, they had issues with me if not Aiden, if they were that eager to play, then messing around with me would have been fine. I could take it. While little babies could not withstand two hours without attention.

Babies were typically useless if it came to the fact that they had to do things by themselves, it is why they were granted mothers as a birth right.

The fact that it was Raven who needed more changing than Rafe made me feel more antsy. She was going to end up with a nasty rash on her soft bum. I couldn't take the mental torture.