Chapter 70
I looked like a mess. My mascara was running all over my face creating black streaks left and right of my face. My eyes looked puffy and tired. I even looked miserable. I wasn't going to cry in front of myself when I promised myself that I would not ever cry again.
I felt heart broken. Aye, that sleep sounded more and more like heaven every time I looked around. No I wasn't going to be that woman who lost it. I didn't, I still had a grab of my senses, but why they are telling me that this was real. Nice joke Bella.
I obediently wipe the gunk on my face, pat cold water on my face and I am ready to go to bed. I drag my feet to the bedroom and find Aiden waiting for me by the side of the bed. I smile up at him and collide straight into his chest. I just wanted comfort as I go back to my reality. It was time I found my pups in my hands.
This dream kept depressing me more every second I spent here. Aiden doesn't disappoint, he immediately wraps his huge arms around my small frame. He whispers, "Everything is going to be fine Bella, I promised you this, I promised safety and it's what you are going to get."
I nod my head and say "I know" digging my nose deep into his chest I inhale. Mmh the smell of strong male and sandalwood with a hint of lavender. That must be the shampoo, it didn't sound right Aiden having a lavender scented perfume.
My shoulders shake with laughter no sound made. "What is it Bella?" Aiden asks cautiously. He must have thought I was crying. I look back at him with a big smile, "Come to bed with me" I offer.
He breaths in sharply, "Into bed it is then" he says
Getting in between the sheets I wait for Aiden to slide in behind me. He does. He pushes my middle area backwards that my behind is in direct contact with his crotch. This certainly reminded me of earlier before the guests arrived in majority.
Aiden had sneaked me off to a nearby closet in the hallway, the reason he had me wear that little dress with no undergarment. He wanted to have his silly way with me. I would always let him be silly with me. I liked the silly part of him that only I know of. I felt special because of this.
The closet was fine, I mean sweaty. I had to retouch my makeup in secret so that no one had the chance of raising any eye brows at me. I wouldn't like to be judge for loving my husband.
Talking about love, oh the way this man could touch. He turned me to a living torch with just his hands. Oh and that mouth of his, the way he worships my body with his mouth. Then there was that huge thing in between his legs that just knew how to shut me up and make me scream.
Thoughts of him like this got my nipples tingling, I was getting excited. I might as well let myself have a little wet dream. I wasn't in a rush after all to leave this Dream Aiden here all alone with no one to console him. I was going to make him feel better. Before I left, it was my little treat for him.
I wasn't the only one excited, his organ was certainly demanding attention from behind me. He felt so hot under the sheets.
In no time my dress is being pulled over my head and I didn't need to sit up. His excuse, "you won't need this"
I turn myself around to face him disrupting the spoon, " And you won't need this" I say giggling and displaying my biggest smile I could come up. Instead of removing clothing from his body, I go straight to the tent formed in his pants and relieve him from the straining happening there.
His white dress shirt was open all the way, he had removed the little white vest that came with the all white suit, was it Italian? I forgot.
Holding him in my hands, I stroke his length up and down. My lips aiming for his gorgeous chest. I instantly find his nipple and start to suck gently, just like he does. Flicking my tongue up and down side to side.
I must have hit it on the right spot, Aiden moans like he has no control of his own body, if there was anything I knew about Aiden then it was his control. He liked his control too much. Even in bed, he wanted to be in charge so he could be the one in control. It is what has made him a good leader and alpha. My strong alpha.
Right now I felt like lessening the burden he seemed to invisibly carry around with him. I can not explain what brought about this feeling, it even sounded bogus to me. But I was still going to do it, it felt right.
He is still moaning uncontrollable, he looked so vulnerable. I can not lie and say I have seen Aiden like this. It only drove me to ensure his satisfaction.
By now I was squeezing his cock just like the way he showed me he likes it. He groaned out loud and reached for my hand and removes it from him.
I pout. What was up with him and me not pleasing him. I cross my arms and look up towards the ceiling. I was waiting for an explanation of course. Something was going to have to change and that was happening now. He just had to give me a proper answer for it all.
"Bella, are you not worried, are you sure you didn't hit your head anywhere else?" he asks me clearly being serious about it.