Chapter 33

Ashir's POV...

I went back home tiredly and headed directly to my room.

"Who's that?" I questioned.

"It's me, Smith. I've been waiting for your return for quite some time. I'm here to give feedback on my task," Smith responded.

I felt so depressed and tired of listening to anyone, especially those around me. I was still sad and moody without any specific reason.

"May I come in?" Smith asked curiously as he knocked again.

I stayed silent and decided not to say a word.

"My lord, I understand your situation. I know you're confused, but you should act strong and follow your feelings. You're the king, you have all the authority of the land, and all decisions you make are final, my lord. Don't be so bothered by the words of a drunk lady; she's just hoping. I'm sorry if my words hurt you, but I was just trying to help," Smith expressed his feelings and knocked again.

I felt touched by Smith's expression, and my worries lessened.

"What would you have done if you were me?" I questioned.

Smith moved closer to the door and responded, "I would have waited for the gods' decision; destiny shall never be faded."

I felt relieved by Smith's words, and all my doubts were satisfied.

"May I come inside, my lord?" Smith questioned.

I took a deep breath and became thoughtful. I couldn't just send him away like that. Smith came in slowly, and I could feel how worried he was. Smith wasn't just a bodyguard to me; he was my only friend since childhood.

"You may come in," I responded.

Smith opened the door and walked in slowly, looking worried.

"I'm sorry for overreacting earlier; it's not your fault," Smith commented.

"My lord, I have met with your brother and a few pack members for an unexpected meeting," Smith explained.

"Thank you for your service," I responded.

Smith nodded his head and tried to say something, but my eyes scared him because I was still out of my feelings, my depression was high.

"May I have some moments with you, Alpha?" Smith questioned.

I looked into his eyes, trying to control my feelings. I stayed calm and thoughtful. I knew what he intended to say, but I shouldn't be harsh on him. I thought to myself.

"May I?" he asked again.

"Sure, please wait," I responded.

Smith paused and took a step forward.

"I understand your feelings, Alpha. I truly know how depressed you are. Things come out unwillingly, but you have to control yourself. You shouldn't have reacted that way, especially to Adara, who has been your comfort zone all this while," Smith explained thoughtfully.

My guilt lessened, and I realized how wrong I had reacted, especially to Adara. My consciousness arose.

"Thank you for your suggestions; I'll make it up to her," I responded.

"Thank you, my lord. Please visit her in her room soon; she has been crying and locked herself inside since your absence," Smith explained and moved out of the room.

I felt sad for my actions and wondered how I would rectify my mistakes. I stood up immediately and went to her room.

"Good evening," I said as I knocked on her door and patiently waited for her response. The mood was somber.

"Good evening, Adara, it's me, Ashir," I explained as I knocked on the door gently.

Adara remained silent and said no words, but I could feel that she was inside.

I took a deep breath and sat down, knocking on the door.

"I know that I have wronged you. I shouldn't have treated you that way so heartlessly. But I have realized my mistakes; that's why I'm here," I explained emotionally and patiently waited for her feedback.

After some minutes of silence, Adara finally responded.

"Are you apologizing sincerely, or are you here to fool me again?" she asked curiously.

"No, that's not it. I don't mean to treat you that way. I sincerely apologize," I responded.

"No, you aren't. You almost got me killed," Adara explained thoughtfully.

"Please just let me in, Adara, please."

Adara opened the door, and I walked in sadly. I could see her so depressed and shocked in tears. My guilt arose, and I felt sad for treating her so wrongly.

"I'm not truly myself, Adara. I got irritated and have strayed far from being myself. Please forgive me. I know that I have wronged you," I expressed my feelings.

Sighing, Adara took a deep breath and looked into my eyes emotionally.

"Do you accept me as your mate, or are you just trying to hold me down, aiming to use me?" Adara asked thoughtfully.

"Try to understand me, dear. Truly, you're my mate. I can't deny that, and all our affection is real. I shared my true feelings with you. Let's hope that the full moon will be in our favor. Let's hope, God!" I responded elatedly.

Adara felt a bit relieved but was still skeptical, with a lot on her mind.

"What about the intruder she claims to be your mate?"

I moved closer to her and held her hand.

"Adara, please try to understand. Truly, I'm the Alpha, and I hold all authority, but I couldn't let go of the bound prophecy. Please don't be distracted by her words; she's just hoping," I said delightedly.

Adara felt hopeful by my words, but I was still struggling to find peace within myself. The thoughts about Mitchell were still battling my mind, but no one could understand my feelings. I felt thoughtful for a moment silently and pulled myself together after a few minutes.

"Don't you mind taking a walk with me?" I asked.

Adara looked at me disinterestedly, and I could feel her worry. "I'd love to be alone for now, Alpha. Not that I'm angry, but I'd love to be alone," Adara responded.

I moved closer to her and kissed her forehead.

"Let's hope, God, dear. Everything will be fine," I responded delightedly and left her room.

As I stepped out of her room, Jameson appeared in front of me.

"Good evening, my brother. I saw your message; I was told that some members of the pack had been summoned for an emergency meeting," Jameson explained.

"Welcome, my brother. I really appreciate your presence," I responded.