Chapter 38: Chapter Thirty-Eight

**Alexandria**

His eyes turn from blue to black for a moment and then turn back to his beautiful blue hue, and he leans into me again and kisses me with so much love and passion and he gently lays me down on my back against the blanket and holds himself above me on his elbows, his lips move down to my chin, then he licks along my neck where my mate mark would be, and he whispers once more.

“Are you sure?”

I tilt my head to the side so he will have more access and I moan out, “Yes, make me your Jaxson.” He growls again and his canines extend and next thing I know I feel a split second of pain that quickly turns into pleasure, and I release another moan right along with him, and I grind my hips into his trying to get some sort of friction that doesn't to seem to ease my need for him to be inside me. He releases his canines and licks over my mate mark, and he says, “Now you get to mark me as well.”

He leans into me a little more and turns his head so I can gain access to where my mark would sit along his neck, right where his neck meets his shoulder. I begin to lick his neck and I feel my canines extend and I sink them into his neck and I hear a deep growl and feel his chest rumble with lust for me and I'm pretty sure he is more turned on than he was just a few minutes ago, he grinds his hips into me as well and when I release my canines and lick over his mark, he pulls back to look into my eyes and says, “I have never happier in my life, I can't wait to see your belly grow with the life of our pup inside you.”

I feel my heart skip a beat and I know my next words are going to come out shaky and full of tears.

“I can't wait to give you a pup to love and to watch our family grow together.”

After marking each other we begin to kiss again and I feel his tongue slide between my lips and I moan through the kid and grind my hips against his and he reach down to grasp my hip again and gives it a squeeze and when his fingers slide to the button of my shorts, I feel him pop the button open and I feel his fingers brush the hem of my panties and I moan out for him and he moans out, “Alex, I can’t wait to be inside you. I can’t wait to feel your walls tighten around me and I slide in and out of you.”

I can’t help but moan out at his words.

“Jaxson, I want you inside of me. Now. I need to feel you sliding in and out of me. Take me Jax. Make me yours completely.”

I hear him growl and next thing I know his lips are sliding down my neck over my mating mark, and further down to my chest and takes one nipple into his mouth and sucks and bites and does the same to the other, and works his way lower over my stomach and lower past my navel, and when I feel his mouth on my lower lips I can’t help but moan and grind my hips against his face as I grasp his hair in my fingers. I hear him growl and he brings me to the edge and when I fall over the edge, he cleans me up with his tongue and works his back up to kiss me and I can taste myself on his tongue. I can’t help but moan out for him and I grind my hips along his and I moan in his ear, “Jax, I need you, please. Please Alpha.” Then I hear let out a growl while his face is buried in my neck.

I pop the button on his jeans, and I slide them down as far as my arms will reach and then I slide them down with my toes until his jeans are at his ankles and then he kicks them off the rest of the way. “Goddess Alex, I need you so bad.” He props himself up and reaches for something in his pants pocket and I realize he is grabbing a condom, when he slides it on, he has his cock planted at my opening. “I’ll be gentle Baby, I promise.” He kisses me as he slides inside, and I feel a bit of pressure and he stops for a minute and then he slides in a little more until I feel a pop deep inside. He holds himself still to give me time to adjust to his size and kisses me to take away the brief pain I’m feeling.

Then I give him a nod to let him know to move, then he begins to slide out and back in again, and there is still pressure and pain, but it quickly fades into pleasure, and I begin to moan out into the open air, and he begins to groan out with me. He picks up his pace a bit more and begins to move more and he ends up going harder and faster and we are moaning each other’s names together and I feel myself climbing to my climax and I feel him twitch inside of me that tells me he is getting closer, and we climb to the edge together and we fall over the edge together and we reach our climax together. Then we lay together wrapped in each other’s arms panting and trying catch our breathe. I have never felt more at peace than I do right now.

We spend more time together laying in our spot snuggled up together and then we end up tangled together on our way to more. He is my mate, and he is my forever, I look into his eyes and smile, showing him how happy he has made me by coming into my life. We spent most of the afternoon curled up together on the blanket and spent the afternoon making love and feeling a kind of pleasure I never knew existed until I found Jaxson, my mate, my everything.

“I love you Jaxson.”

“I love you too baby, always.”

And he gives me a deep kiss that makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside, and we drift off into a quiet slumber laying wrapped up in each other’s arms on our blanket.