Chapter 19: Alpha Daniel

Alpha Daniels pov

“Again!” my voice lashes out at the warriors standing before me. They are all exhausted, making small growls I’m ignoring, they have been here with me since nightfall, and most of them are sick of me training them, but I don’t care. After what happened last night with Allison, I’ve decided to shift my focus to my forces; I’ve got a fucking war coming my way, and they think that they can just stand there and look at me with their unpleased eyes, almost snarling at me, I need to teach these motherfuckers some goddamn respect.

They all line up and start sparring again. I don’t take a sparring partner this time. The three guys before me are still in the hospital wing, whining like little bitches over their bruises and broken ribs, goddam pussies if you ask me.

“Alpha,” I grunt at Ben, walking up behind me. He has been doing check-ups on Allison. Since I can’t be fucking trusted not to try to kill my own Luna, I’ve decided to stay the fuck away from here, I don’t have the balls to look her in the eyes and only see the fear and hate that I thought was gone, but one fucking wrong move from her and my beast snapped, fucking great.

“She asks for you, doesn’t understand why.” He links me, and I sight, deep and heavy, she doesn’t even know what’s good for her, or she would have run away again as soon as she got the chance; maybe I should send her away? Just like I did with Sabrina after Noah’s death.

“Do you think I could send her home to mom?” I ask him, and he lets out a small chuckle from nowhere. He knows my mother, she’s a bitch and a nutjob after losing my dad, but she wouldn’t kill Allison, unlike I was able to.

“Why? Don’t you want your mate here with you?” I’m glad he doesn’t answer my real question. I don’t know if I have it in me to send Allison away that far, to the end of my east borders where my father used to have his stronghold, my home.

We are walking past the warriors on the training grounds, and I’m looking around; they are all tired, and it’s about five in the morning, meaning that the rest of the pack is still asleep, about to wake up soon for morning practice, I sight inwards and let out a command.

“that’s all for tonight. Go home and rest, and be with your families.” I have a prouder tone now, realizing I’m a dick for keeping my men away from their mates. Just because I can’t be around mine doesn’t mean I should separate them from theirs.

“Have you found anything?” I link as we watch the warriors take their shit with them, hitting the showers, head bowing in respect when they walk past us, the air shifting in just a few seconds; they are not angry anymore, just happy to go home.

“Well, yes.” Ben’s voice existed now, making me growl at him. I don’t like it when he lights up talking about my mate, I may have to keep my distance for now, but I’m not really like these cozy fucking feelings my Beta seems to have towards her.

“Daniel, she is never going to be Candice. Believe it, I’m not trying to fuck your mate.” He answers back seriously when I release the air I have been holding in, pushing back my beast. He is right.

Candice, or Candi, everyone called her; my nickname for her just stuck. She was my tree year younger baby sister. She was Ben's mate; they grew up together just like I did, and you could tell right away that they were mates long before they even turned eighteen. I had been so fucking jealous of them for finding their mate right away, your childhood friend.

She died from childbirth, taking her pup with her to the great beyond, leaving Ben all alone with no mate and no pup in this world.

Fuck.

I didn’t even want to think about it, she was my sister, and I loved her, but she was his mate. I couldn’t even wrap around the feelings of losing Allison, and I’ve only known her for a short while, unlike Ben and Candi, who were together since they were toddlers.

“Shit, I’m sorry, man.” I just didn’t know what to say; I wasn’t known to be good with words regarding grief. I just smashed things and killed them when I was mad.

He grunted back, he had forgiven me already, and I started to walk again after stopping. I missed my own mate so fucking much, my heart aching for her, my dick hard every time I saw her face in my head; it was a fucking disaster.

“I found a woman, an old-timer who might know something, but he lives far away in the west territory. I don’t know if we can send a delegation to pick him up as it is right now.”

Fuck!

He had to live out west, the part that hated me the most, Alpha fucking Harvey. He was the first one that was going to jump at the sheer sight of attacking me, the dick that he was.

“So, she could live on the moon just as well, then.” I sighed and looked back at the mansion, where my mate was, my beautiful precious mate who just had started to trust me. Then I had to let had to go and do something so fucking stupid and let my beast loose completely, thinking he was going to be mellowed down by his mate.

I was such an idiot.

Ben didn’t answer back, and we kept walking the field; it was huge, and it was one of the reasons I really wanted this land when I first saw it; the training grounds around here were top-notch, just to my liking.

“She killed him without even touching him. I mean, I never heard of anyone doing that except….” He started talking, but I snapped him off. No!

No fucking way that my mate was that she was pure and innocent, not like those filthy bitches that I had the pleasure of killing a couple of times.

“She is a wolf; I can feel it. So don’t even get started on that shit Ben.” I snapped back at him; he was fucking crazy for even suggesting that to me.

“I’m sure she is, but she is something more. How do you explain everything we've seen her do and survive?” Ben’s voice was more pressing now, urging me to believe him when I finally snapped and grabbed him by his neck and let my claws inside the soft flesh, feeling his muscles flex underneath the pressure of my fingers, slowly squeezing down on his windpipe, my eyes black as night snarling at the fucker who thought he could tell me what my mate was.

“She is not a fucking witch! Do I make myself fucking clear, Beta!?” I put more pressure on his neck when he stared at me with surrendering eyes, knowing it was better to submit than fight me when I lost it. I let him go, still painting from the rage coursing through me like a goddam disease.

Fuck.

Ben was still trying to catch his breath, kneeling before me. He was Beta, so that made him recover faster, but I could already see the bruising around the throat, and the blood from my claws had been digging in. Just fucking great.

I offer my hand, helping him up and he takes it not even once, hesitating like anyone else would. He knows me, knows that I got fucking aggression problems and why, my brother more than Beta, more than friends after everything we been trough.

“Fuck, you got me good that time…” he lets out a raw chuckle from the soreness around his neck. I did get him fucking good this time.

“Come on, I’ve been up all night kicking the shit out of our guys... Let's go get a fucking beer.” I grin at him, and he just huffs at me, knowing that it's my way of apologizing by now.

“Fuck beer, I’m getting whiskey after that, and you’re paying alpha.” He snickers now when I growl at him for pushing it, but we both know that I’m going to get him whatever he fucking wants. He is still my brother.

I’m sitting in the back of the restaurant, not wanting attention with my now drunk Beta howling over some human girl over by the bar, it's fucking teen in the morning, and he’s drunk.

I lean back and ignore the mess on the table in front of us; it takes a lot for werewolves to get drunk because of their metabolism. When I did happen, well… it wasn’t a pretty sight.

“Okay! I’m betting you ten fucking laps that I can make that girl moan my name within ten minutes!” he half shouts, making the girl of his supposed dare look at him with terror and excitement, kind of like what Allison did when she saw me, I just huffed and swallowed what the hell I was drinking, I wasn’t going to take some stupid fucking bet on something I knew already was going to happen, Humans were attracted to us, we were raw power, and they considered us more attractive than their own species, too bad we really were interested in them back unless you found some girl to fuck and dump like my Beta was planning on right now.

Ben only fucked humans these days after Candi, not wanting to taint someone else’s mate; I thought it was stupid as fuck before I met Allison, but now I wished that I had never even touched another female.

“Whatever, dude…” I was getting drunk too and annoyed; I don’t want to be fucking sitting here with my drunk Beta watching him chasing pussy. I want to be with my mate!

I snarl at a woman smiling at me. She and her friends back away, scared when I let my beast peek out; it’s enough for them not to try anything further than looking away, embarrassed and flustered over my rejection.

“She’s a witch, isn’t she….?” I mumble the words slurry when Ben turns around back at me from grinning at the nervous girl at the bar about to get fucked in a way that she never felt before from my Beta.

“Yeah, man, what the fuck can you do about it? She still your mate…” he just shrugs and turns his attention back to the girl who blushes like hell, her arousal filling my nostrils; it’s disgusting. I frown before sinking further back into the booth, fuck.

Allison was a witch.

How the hell could I explain her being able to survive my beast attacking her, the way she always seemed to be able to get back on her feet even when someone, even a wolf, would die, and the last clue when she killed that fucker of a Gamma, I felt the energy, the surge going trough her body before letting it go.

I was the thickest Alpha ever; it was fucking clear as day. My pretty little mate was a witch and a fucking powerful one that to it.

“She is really hot….” I raise my eyebrows and follow his eyes before they land on the girl he is speaking of. She is taller, skinny, and has no hips or tits whatsoever; sure, she has a pretty face, I guess, but she looks nothing like Allison, she is nothing compared to my mate, and she’s human.

I shake my head; okay, it's official. My Beta is drunk, seeing that he´s drooling over some human girl that doesn’t even fit the description of what kind of pussy he goes after.

“Don’t wait for me.” He winks will, linking with a smirk that makes him look… charming, I guess… I just nod and raise the glass that I realize is empty when he staggers up from the booth and walks over to the human girl with long blond hair pulled up in a ponytail.

I frown. She reminds me of Sabrina for a few seconds before turning around to see my absolutely wasted Beta say some words to her, making her blush and her heartbeat thumping hard against her chest. She has big brown hazel eyes that Ben already seems lost in.

I huff and ignore the awkward couple stealing glances at each other. I’m pretty sure that Ben has finally lost his fucking mind standing there, huge and bulky, towering over her with his scars and tattoos looking like a little puppy; it was fucking hilarious, to say the least.

“Getting a batch of pups till springtime, I see,” I said the sentence loud and fucking clear when I walked by, leaving Ben stunned for a few seconds before he actually blushed. I’m laughing my ass off for that motherfucker. He had it fucking coming being a dick with Allison and me when she finally came home.

“Fucker…” Ben mumbles the word at men, and the girl is very confused that we're talking about puppies, she doesn’t get it, and I’m not going to fill her in on the joke.

“Okay, whatever you guys are doing, I hope you have a great day cause that’s what I’m going to have, alone.” The human chirps were a bit too snide for my taste as she walked away. Ben is staring me down, pissed off, before he starts to run after the skinny bitch that should be glad she wasn’t a wolf, or I would have made her obedient.

I have already forgotten about the human girl and my weird-ass Beta when Allison links me, and I sober up right fucking away.

“Dan, there is a woman over by the mansion…. She claims to be your mother…” she sounds suspicious, and I’m not blaming her, my mom and I are nothing alike, and she has lost all her fucking marbles since my dad was killed, and she was alone with my mate.

Fuck.

“Fuck, Allison… I’m begging you, don’t talk to her. She is fucking crazy and will just mess with your head, stay out of her way if you can.” I’m trying to warn her, but as I should know by now, my mate is fucking stubborn and will only take that as a challenge, as she only laughed back at me. Great, this is not going to be a fucking shitshow.

“She sure does sound like your mother then, since you have fucking split personality!” she snaps back at me. I flinch while walking out of the bar, sure I deserved that after everything I did to her, but she didn’t have to be a bitch about it.

“Well, excuse me for trying to protect you. It's not my fault that you pushed me away the fucking second you laid eyes on me.” I burst out sneering back at her, my mind still a bit fuzzy making everything seem so weird and yet so fucking obvious for the first time.

“You were trying to protect me?! Was it before or after you decided to rip my goddam throat out, marking me forcefully in the process!” oh, she’s mad as hell on the other side? I can feel it matches up to my own blood fucking boiling over that she still is on my fucking case about that! I said I was sorry. How many fucking times does it takes for her to get into her pretty little head that I’m the Alpha of this pack and I don’t fucking apologize to anyone!

“I said I’m fucking sorry, Allison! Stop being such a bitch about it all the time; it’s not like I’m fucking blaming you for running away and starting a fucking war!

I’m doing my best not to let my beast come out, shift on the street, and start killing innocent bystanders; how are we all turning the other way when I walk past them.

I wait for her to reply. One minute goes by, and I’m still mad.

Two minutes and I’m starting to get annoyed. Why the fuck don’t she answer me?!

Three minutes is when I shift after yelling her name angrily a couple of times, shifting mid-air finally out of the stinking human city and starting running the fastest I can to sprint towards my pack land.

A sudden wave of heavy grief, like I’m in a deep endless pit, slams over me while I’m close enough to see the mansion.

I don’t waste time going through the main entrance. Instead, I leap upwards in a few strategic jumps and land on the balcony that is connected to the master bedroom, our bedroom.

I’m still in my wolf when I see her, lying on the bed, arms shielding her from the world over her face as she is on her stomach, shaking from the tears spilling out our beautiful eyes.

I whimper as I walk carefully against her, my sheer size is almost too big for this room, but I don’t care. I want to be with her, tell her how fucking sorry I am to be such a dick… again…

“Go away….” She says the muffled words, still crying when I nudge her with my nose, buffing her, my wolf desperate also to make her happy again, and whatever she’s feeling is almost crushing me. I’m used to the pain of death hanging over my head.

“Stop it…. just stop…” she finally looks up, and my eyes are black, but she can tell I’m sorry. I really am for making her cry again.

“Baby, please, I’m sorry….” I plead with her, I’m not used to begging anyone, but I’m willing to make an exception for her. All I want is for her to look at me with those big silver eyes and feel only the love she can give me.

“No, don’t be sorry, it’s the truth… none of this would have happened if I just accepted you… but I was scared, you know, nobody has ever loved me, Dan.” She looks so sure about it, and it breaks my heart. I wish I could have killed that Alpha fucker that had this pack before me a long time ago. I would have challenged him back when I was seventeen if I knew Allison was here all along waiting on me.

I shift back. I want to hold her, tell her it's not her fault, it really isn’t, she’s not used to how the world works among higher ranks, this is nothing, people die, and that’s just part of being an Alpha.

We stare at each other, both sorry and confused. I didn’t expect it to be so goddamn hard having a mate; everyone else seems to have such an easy loving mate bond, but not me and her. No, we are fucking fire and fire, just whipping up the flames of each other’s anger.

I look at her face, still stripped of the tears spilling down her cheeks. She is the most beautiful being ever created on this earth.

“You are so fucking beautiful, and I’m so proud that you are my mate Allie. Nothing will ever change that.” I stare at her seriously, letting her have my emotions through her. She looks even more confused like there was no way in hell that someone like me could worship her, which I do. I’m so whipped for her. She doesn’t even get how much I've done and said things to her that I’ve never said to anyone else, not even my family.

She sits up and stares at me, heart beating fast against her chest, and sighs like she doesn’t even know how to answer me anymore, but I don’t care if she doesn’t. I want to be with her forever, and my biggest fear, more than anything, is losing her.

“I don’t even know who I am, what I am… you saw me kill Noah. I know you did.” She says, half accusing, arms crossed, when I suddenly fill the room with big laughter that catches her off-guard making her smile against her will when I rise from my knees. She gulps, realizing I’m naked and hard like I always am when I see her.

“Yeah, I saw it… biggest fucking turn-on ever… I smirk at her when she gulps again. She’s so fucking cute looking all innocent when she is actually one of the deadliest creatures out there, even deadlier than me.

She rolls her eyes like I’m crazy but lingers at my dick, like she’s not thinking about what I would feel inside her pussy right now, pounding her to ecstasy.

“Turn around,” I grunt. I can’t take it anymore. Feeling her arousal is driving me up the fucking walls with her pheromones that are made just for me, and all of her is made for me.

She batts her pretty silver eyes, and her lush lips form a small O before biting down on her bottom lip, making my cock twitch shit the things she does to me, the smallest thing. I’m ready to fuck her senseless.

She’s wearing yoga pants, and to her complaining, I rip them right apart, showing her perfect round ass that jiggles the slightest as she starts to whine about the fucking pants like I give a shit about them. I can buy her a hundred more if it makes her shut up.

“For fuck’s sake, Dan, you could have just told me to take them off, you animal...” She’s complaining but gets all tense and willing when my hand is on her bare ass; that’s my good girl.

“Don’t pretend you don’t like it, baby girl, and I am an animal….” I lean forward and lick her ear, making her shudder. Her pussy was wet, her arousal being the only encouragement that I needed to grind my hard cock against her pussy, spreading her legs apart with my knee as I twirled my hand around her long, beautiful auburn hair and yank it the slightest, making her ragged breath hitch from the sudden searing pain I’m giving her.

“Fuck!” she hisses when I tease her, just rubbing the tip of my dick to her entrance, she shifts her hips, grinding back at me, desperate to feel it deep inside her, and I’m all willing to comply by now.

I slam right into her, taking in all my length in one deep blow. She hisses again but moans when I’m waiting for her to adjust, her pussy so fucking tight, her walls already wanting to squeeze me dry.

“Omg, baby, please, please…” she begs me, and I love every second of it. She’s everything I want in a mate and so much more. Her submission really makes my dick throb harder and my ego burst. She needs my dick and no one else’s.

“Beg me.” The blackness swirling, I should know better than to let the beast even come near our mate when I’m fucking her. Still, he’s pushing his way out like the fucking bully and slaps her hard on her ass, making her squeal from the sudden pain.

She hesitates, only for a few seconds. Her pride is as big as mine, and she does not want to submit as easily as her beast does to her male.

“Fucking beg me, female!” my growl make the air shift as she turns around with horror in her eyes, and I realize she fears me, or at least my beast that has just surfaced while I’m balls deep inside of her, fuck.

“Alpha…. Please fuck me… fuck me hard and fill me up with everything you got.” Her voice suddenly became more relaxed and needy simultaneously, and I glimpsed the blackness swirling in her eyes. She let out her own beast. I’m fucking proud of her. I don’t care that she is an Omega or a Witch. She’s a survivor, adapting, pleasing the beast, making him not blow the fuck up as he usually does when he releases her hair with my hand and caresses it over her back all the way down to her ass again, making Allison shudder in pleasure, making my beast purr actually going gentler on her, I never thought I see the day when my beast did anything gently.

“Beautiful mate, lovely female….” He whispers, aware that she hears every word, and that’s when I hear the purring right back from the small creature in front of me with my enormous dick shoved inside her tight hole.

“I’m going to make you scream, mate. Get ready.” The grunt voice of my beast using my vocal cords directly than me, making it sound primal and animalistic, more human.

She doesn’t answer with her voice, just tightening hard around me, making me pound her like a fucking madman, feeling the pressure building up inside of my back, my balls stretching from the need to release. I will not be able to hold out for much longer now.

I push her face down into the mattress. She moans loud from the muffle’s sounds being drenched by the fabric with me slamming her harder now, making her scream echo through the entire mansion, triggering me to grab hold of her shoulder and take three deep shoves going all the way in, still holding my mate down by her neck with my left-hand spilling into her convulsing perfect pink pussy.

I immediately pick her up into my arms, I want to hold her, and she snuggles close to me right away like I didn’t try to kill her again when we had sex the last time.

“Nothing is your fault, Allie baby, nothing….” I cooed her as she smiled back at me, satisfied and clearly forgiven me for being an asshole.

Fuck she was the best thing that ever happened to me, and I would kill anyone that made the wrong move against her.

She is mine.