Chapter 14: Everything is better when it's a secret

We exited the elevator in my building, and my hands shook as I pulled the apartment keys out of my bag.

«You need to fucking calm down; remember that he can sense your emotions and read your body language.»

I opened the door to the side, and he walked in; having him here was weird. It was like he didn't fit the place.

"Welcome to my humble residence," I commented, trying to calm my nerves; he looked around.

"It looks... neat," he said.

We always kept it tidy, it's just that the worn paint on the walls and the old furniture weren't a big deal, but it was what my salary participating in events as a dancer and with my parents' allowance for the month could afford, Saraelí paid half and I the other half of the rent, in addition to daily expenses.

"I'm going to get the list," I said, "you can have a seat."

"Ok." He said.

I went quickly to my room; I washed my mouth. I didn't want to be caught off guard if something happened because… I wanted something to happen, and I didn't want to do it smelling like food or with something on my teeth; I plucked my eyebrows and touched up a little. I had my makeup on, and I was ready to go out. I took the folder where the sheet was and went out to hand it over to him; my eyes stopped at him; he was at the window leaning against the frame, looking out and of course, I took advantage of sliding my eyes over his body, it's that no matter how much I saw it, I felt that I would never get tired of watching it; he was too perfect the prototype of the ideal man.

I cleared my throat, moving closer to him, and Hades turned to me.

"Here's the sheet." I offered it to him; he took the folder.

"Thank you."

"Thanks, uhm, for dinner," I said, "uhm, would you like some water or coffee?"

Here I was, trying to extend his stay in my home; it was all I had to offer; I didn't have any wine or juice.

"No." He said.

"Okay," I cleared my throat.

Now what? Was he going to leave, or was something else going to happen? I didn't know exactly what to do.

I dared to look at him, observing how the corner of his mouth stretched a little in that devilish smile that destabilized me so much.

"Do you want something to happen, Nube?" he asked.

Oh fuck, did he hear my thoughts? No, surely he saw my nervousness again.

«You are too obvious».

I stopped breathing.

"I..."

"Because you're not wearing a bra yet." he continued, stepping toward me.

Oh.

I knew that my nipples were so hard that it hurt a little with the rubbing of the fabric of the dress; I crossed my arms, clearing my throat.

"It's... It's just that I'm cold." I said.

Hades took another step so that he was in front of me. he wasn't touching me, but if he was close enough to throw me off balance, he leaned in a little, and my heart began to pound wildly.

He's going to kiss me.

"Then why did you stop breathing?" He whispered, his breath hitting my face.

Oh.

"I'm very attracted to you," I admitted without thinking, but I was giving up; I was fighting, but it was like going against the current in the face of this tension that ate at me.

He didn't waver from his stance.

"I know," he replied arrogantly; one of his hands went to my face, his index finger running around the outline of my face, and then he took my chin firmly so that I held his gaze, making everything inside me go up in flames. in a matter of nanoseconds.

I was expectant when I saw him stretch his lips in a smile that seemed dreadful to me, and he lowered his hand so that it covered my neck, not to suffocate me, but to make all my senses alter, leaving me completely at my mercy the expectation.

"Do you like me holding you like this?" He asked, lowering his voice.

Oh fuck, I was going to faint."

"I..." I muttered, feeling like I couldn't speak.

"Of course," he squeezed a little more, but without hurting me, and I felt hot steam fill my belly and climb up my entire body.

Suddenly, she released me, leaving me wanting her to keep holding me like that; if his point was to show me that I wanted him, yes, and he wanted him to kiss me now.

"Are you one of those who practice sadomasochism?" I asked.

Hades shook his head.

"I'm not interested in sadomasochism, Nube, or playing dominant and submissive roles," he said, "but I do have peculiar tastes."

huh?

"What kind of peculiar tastes?" I asked for it.

He looked at me for several seconds, leaving me waiting for his answer, despairing.

"Master the mind," he said at last, "perceive what you want..."

He leaned into me again, and I didn't move; I couldn't. I thought he would kiss my cheek, but his lips came down and brushed against my neck, causing me to hold onto his shoulders, almost fainting as all my skin stood on end.

"Don't move," he whispered against my skin while her lips slid towards my ear, and with the tip of his tongue, he began to caress the contour of it, causing me to moan.

My completely flushed face felt hot.

If she hadn't been held in her arms, she definitely would have fallen because my legs wouldn't stop shaking and my whole body would shake.

"Look how all your skin stands on end," he whispered, and I swallowed heavily.

"I… I'm not sure this is the right thing to do." After I said it, I got annoyed because I didn't want it to stop, but this was wild; he was my professor.

«Damn your contradictions, Nube».

He separated, and I immediately missed his proximity; I didn't want him to separate from me.

"It's not right," Hades said, fixing his gaze on my eyes, "but everything is better when it's a secret."

A secret?

Well, I was very tempted to fall for this secrecy thing if it was with him, and he made me feel everything he did just by touching me.

No one had ever aroused so much desire in me...

"What's this about?" I said, trying to know what he was thinking. "I feel like it's not just sex."

There seemed to be more as if he had something on his mind from the first moment he saw me.

I could see a slight glint in her eyes when she said:

"I'm interested... in playing."

huh?

"In that way?" I said without understanding.

He pursed his lips.

"I propose something," he said, "what if you come to my house tomorrow?" There I will explain everything.

Uhm?

The thought of him postponing my desire disturbed me because I wanted him to do it here and now, but now it left me completely intrigued. Why at home?

"I have classes," I muttered.

"In the night," he said.

I wanted to throw a tantrum; I didn't want to wait, but I knew the wait would be worth it, so I nodded my head and said:

"Alright..."

"Ok". Hades said. "I have to go."

He didn't want him to leave, but she also didn't want to appear desperate and force him to stay.

"Ok." I murmured to accompany him to the door; when he left, he turned to look at me with a slight smile on his lips and murmured:

"Bye, Bunny girl."

I couldn't think of anything to say, so I didn't; I just watched him go until he disappeared into the elevator, but it left me flushed red, my heart racing, and the word "Bunny girl" fluttered all over my head.

As soon as I closed the door of my apartment, I entered my room, looking for what the hell I was going to wear to go to Hades Parker's house tomorrow night; I felt like I wasn't going to be able to sleep, far from it, I could think of something else until I would see him again.