Chapter 21: (SNIFF)
CHLOE
Dominated. Destructed. Divine.
Three words that could express what I felt while I was under the power of Trace's kisses one more time. He dominated me, destructed my mind to fall to his lewdness, and I felt divine with his lips and tongue sucking me, making me forget the reason I was here.
But no! I should think of Carly! I should make him fall for me, this is my chance to get revenge for Carly. Let me enjoy and relish the moment. Let me make him crazy over me to make sure that he will oblige my wishes. This is for Carly although I admit that I enjoy it.
How I wanted to stop Trace from kissing me for I knew it wasn't right. But how could I make him stop if I... if I, myself, couldn't even stop reciprocating his kisses like I was hungry to have more of it. Like I want to go with him even in the depths of the chasm. Since I need to make a way to return to him what he did to Carly then I will do the only thing I believed to make him like a dog on a leash.
I returned his kisses. I am no expert in this but I just followed my instinct and sucked his lower lip as he sucked mine. I felt his one hand holding my nape and the other one on my lower back that he kept on pulling me towards his body so I could match his mouthful kisses and felt the hardness of his body.
As his hands kept on caressing my back ay unti-unti na rin lumikot ang mga kamay niya pagapang sa kung saan-saang parte ng katawan ko while I just rested my hands on his chest and stupidly curled my fingers on his clothes as if I want to take it off.
When he released my mouth and stared at me, it made me want to kiss him more as I felt the thirst that no amount of water could subside. What I saw in his eyes made me stunned as he gave me another kiss. I can taste all the emotion he conveyed to me. I savored his desires for me. I relished how he wanted me, and to be honest, I want him more than the truth that I want to avenge my sister's predicament.
As Trace pushed his tongue inside my mouth and met my tongue, I closed my eyes as I enjoyed again the man who used my sister and made her pregnant. I do understand Carly that she fell in love with this man and I will do everything for her.
I remember what happened to Salvacion. Kung wala si Harriet ng mga oras na iyon ay baka kung saan na kami napunta ni Trace. Until now ay nasa isip ko pa kung paanong ang isang halik lang ay nakaalis ng katinuan ko. The feeling of his hand inside my undies na ilang ulit ko inaalala. He touched me then and I should feel ashamed but I felt sexier... hornier... slinkier...
What happened in Salvacion made me almost lose my sanity and it is truly unforgivable. I almost forgot my plans, I almost turned back from my promises. This sinful man, he... he is maddening me, he is corrupting my thoughts, and he is dangerously ruining my plans.
Stupidly, I go with the flow. I let his hands travel on my body and when he fondled my breast ay balewala ang tela ng suot kong damit dahil ramdam ko rin ang init ng mga palad niya lalo na at wala akong suot na bra maliban sa nipple tapes. I intentionally didn't wore a bra dahil panira iyon sa suot kong bodycon dress ngayon.
When Trace removed my blazer and put his hands on my legs ay hinayaan ko lang siya. I don't know what kind of stupidity is happening to me and why I am letting him touched me intimately. Pero hanggang doon lang iyon, mamaya ay papatigilin ko na siya.
He slid his hand on my thong and I heard his groan while he touched my dampness. HIndi ko alam kung kaya ko pa siya awatin mamaya, hindi dahil sa baka ipilit niya ang sarili niya sa akin kung hindi baka hindi ko gugustuhin mahinto kami sa aming ginagawa.
"I want you," Trace whispered to me in his husky voice and changed our position at ako na ang nakaupo ngayon sa edge ng conference table with his body between my legs. He started to suck my tongue and nibble my lower lip more. He can't be satisfied because he even sucked my chin before he continued to make a trail of his tongue licking down my skin from my neck down to the valley of my breasts.
He fondled my breasts one by one and I saw how he smirked while giving me an eye when he removed the nipple tape that I was using. He brushed my nipple with his thumb while he sucked my other nipple. I arched my body because of these strange feelings that he awakens in me.
Wala na. Wala na akong naiisip na tama. Wala na rin ako pakialam sa interior designs na dahilan kung bakit ako narito. Wala na akong pakialam kung mukhang pang-BDSM ang mga kuwarto ng hotel ni Trace. Ang nasa isip ko na lang ngayon ay kapag nagawa ko makontrol ang lalaki na ito ay magagawa ko na ang lahat ng plano ko.
And how to control someone like him? It is by luring him, trapping him with his own lasciviousness.
I moaned softly with the sensation he was giving me that made me weaker than ever. I hold the edges of the table as if making it my salvation. This is my first time feeling this kind of a sensation and I can't control myself from wanting the man who is touching, licking, sucking, and marking my body as if I was his.
When I felt his hand sliding on the skin of my legs upward while he continued sucking the tip of my tits, ay alam ko na ang kasunod. I heard him groan again while his mouth returned and locked on my mouth. As he hooked his fingers on my lacy thong ay akala ko huhubarin lang niya sa akin iyon but he ripped it off me. I know na babakas ang tela sa balat ko and I was hurt with the stingy feeling of how it burns my skin sa bigla niyang pagsira ng thong ko but... but silly me... I felt the excitement of what he did.
This is the man you love, Carly. And this is the man that is giving me now my dilemma.
Nang lumayo si Trace sa akin at hinubad ang coat at long sleeves niya ay nakaplano na ako. Sorry but not sorry... you are now under my spell, Trace Dimagiba!
I was staring back at his perfect body and my eyes were locked at the v-lines under his abs. He's perfect at hindi matatapos ang pagnanasa ko sa kaniya kung hindi ko pagbibigyan ang sarili ko. But not for now, I planned everything well simula pa nang malaman ko na sa kaniya ang company na napasukan ko.
Yes, I will be a sinner but I don't give a damn at all. I will make a sin with him that makes his mind blown with thoughts about how he became a moron and succumbed to the temptation I am waving in his face.
TRACE
Kissing Chloe is like kissing forever. How I love the taste of her lips, her tongue, her whole mouth... I sucked and licked every part of her while pulling her to make her body pinned to mine.
Chloe isn't a good kisser na kanina ko pa naobserbahan, she's not good but I like it. As I held her jaw to make sure na hindi siya makakaiwas sa mga atake ko ay nararamdaman ko ang mga paimpit niyang ungol na nilulunod ko lang sa bawat halik ko.
Saglit ko lang pinakawalan ang mga labi niya and as I said that I want her ay mabilis kong binago ang position namin at siya na ang nakaupo sa ibabaw ng mesa and I am now between her legs.
My right hand traveled on her left leg at kasabay ng pagdama ko sa makinis niyang hita ay pagkapa ko na rin sa isang bagay na alam kong istorbo sa gagawin namin.
I don't know what happened to me pero kanina ko pa siya gusto ipataob sa mesa at ibaon na ang pagkalalaki ko sa kaniya, but I want her to taste how I pleased her, and this is our first time together so I want her to remember this moment that will make her always crave for me.
I removed my fucking coat and after I ripped her thong na hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako na iyon ang suot niya o maiinis dahil parang nananadya si Chloe mang-akit ng mga ka-meeting niya ngayon.
What if hindi ako ang narito? Would she let Franco or any man touch her? My eyes squinted and started to touch her slits. She is so wet and ready for me but there was something wrong when I tried to insert my finger inside her, napaigtad siya at nasaktan.
Fuck! I fucking hate virgins and it seems that this woman on the table is one of those.
"Virgin?" I asked her stupidly. Do I really need to ask? Stupid me!
Hindi naman siya sumagot at humihingal na nakatitig lang siya sa akin. I inserted my finger again inside her and I saw the freaking discomfort she was feeling because of it.
"I hate fucking virgins, Chloe." I removed my finger from her and I was about to lay her down to continue our foreplay when she immediately moved away from me. Agad ang paniningkit ng mga mata ko sa biglang pag-iinarte nito.
"I'm still a virgin and let's not continue this," she said while fixing her clothes and putting on her blazer again.
Chloe gave an eye to her undies na nakakalat na lang sa sahig kung saan ko initsa kanina. What is this? Playing hard to get again? Inarte kunwari samantalang kanina lang ay lumiliyad at umuungol na siya sa ginagawa ko.
"You are still a virgin and it was easy to give a remedy on that," I countered while stepping forward to grab her body.
Hindi naman siya pumalag nang hilahin ko muli siya palapit sa akin at isandal sa pader. I claimed her lips again and pulled her dress up. She was letting me doing it to her and when I placed my hand between her legs ay alam ko na handa na siya para sa akin.
"Is that the reason you just used my sister?"
Chloe asked a question na nagpagulo sa isipan ko. Her question stunned me. What is she saying? Or should I rather ask, what is she asking about?
"Carly was a virgin when you had her," naiyak na sabi na nito, "was her virginity the reason you left her? You scumbag with nothing but your good looks! You ruined my sister's life."
"Are you insane?" inis ko na tanong. Sinong Carly na pinagsasabi nito? "Wala ako kilalang Carly kaya tumigil ka sa pinagsasabi mo at sinisira mo ang mood ko," inis kong sabi sa kaniya.
"I can't believe this!" masama ang loob na sabi nito. "How could you deny the truth? Your name is the one she kept on writing on the wall. She loves you so much and she became mentally unstable because of you!"
"Fuck!" I blurted out. "I don't know who the hell your sister is, Chloe. You are the one I want and what is with that act you are doing... What was that for? You want us to do a roleplay before we fuck?"
"You like me so much, Trace. You even managed to make me work here in your company! You cheater! You and your bullshits way of coaxing women!" sumbat nito sa akin na dahilan para mainis na talaga ako.
"I told you that I don't know who the hell your sister is," kalmado ko pang sagot. Tangina! Umiinit na ang ulo ko at ang naninigas kong alaga ay nananakit na. "Pasalamat ka at gusto kita kaya hindi ko papatulan iyang kabaliwan mo."
Nanlaki ang mga mata nito kasabay ng pagbalong ng luha sa mga mata niya. The fuck! Ano iniiyakan niya?! Sinabi ko na nga na hindi ko kilala ang kung sinong Carla o Carly na sinasabi niya.
I saw that she gets her phone and then showed me a picture of a woman na siguro ay sinasabi nito na kapatid.
"Woah!" agad ko kinuha ang phone niya para matitigan ang larawan ng sinasabi niya na kapatid. I swipe her phone to see her selfies, wala ako pakialam sa photo ng ate niya. I stopped swiping on her photo na nakaupo siya sa gilid ng pool at nakasuot ng two piece swimsuit.
"You and your sister are both hot but my eyes were locked on you, Chloe." I showed her the photo of her na kursunada ko.
"Can you please talk to me seriously?!" galit na niyang sabi sabay bawi ng phone njya sa akin.
"I'm serious. Maganda naman si Carla pero hindi ko siya type, ikaw ang type ko." Kinuha ko ang kamay niya at pinakapa ko sa kaniya ang galit na galit kong alaga. "Feel that! It beats for you!"
Nanlaki ang mga mata niya at pagalit na hinila ang kamay niya mula sa akin. "Asshole!" she said at tinalikuran ako at mabilis na lumakad papunta sa pinto.
Mabilis ko siyang sinundan nang mabuksan na niya ang pinto at lalabas na sana nang mapahinto dahil napatingin sa kaniya sina Russian at Trojan na hindi pa pala nagsipag-alis.
"Stop her!" I told the two at mabilis naman nila hinarangan si Chloe.
"Stop harassing me, Trace!" Chloe yelled at nilingon niya ako na masama na ang tingin sa akin.
I winked at her kasabay ng pagtaas ko sa thong niya na dinampot ko kanina noong tinalikuran niya ako. I showed to her how I sniffed her thong at nakita ko naman na natawa ang dalawang gago na nakaharang sa dadaanan sana ni Chloe.
Naningkit ang mga mata niya and her lips were now in thin line nang lumapit siya sa akin as she wanna slapped me. Mabilis ko inagapan ang paglapat ng palad niya sa mukha ko at hinawakan ang panga niya at muli ko siyang hinaikan. I devoured her lips habang pinipilit niya ako itulak and even bit me.
Itinigil ko paghalik sa kaniya as I tasted the blood on my tongue dahil sa pagkagat niya sa akin.
"I don't know who the hell your sister is, Chloe! But for the benefit of the doubt ay aalamin ko kung sino iyan at kung siya rin lang ang dahilan para hindi mo ko magustuhan ay tatapusin ko na lang ang buhay niya!" banta ko sa kaniya.
"You vile man! How could you say that?! Carly suffered because she fell in love with a demon like you! She even lost her child, your child!" masama ang loob na pasigaw niya na sumbat sa akin.
Doon ako natigilan. Child? Nabuntis ko? Teka! What if totoo nga na nabuntis ko ang ate niya? What if isa pala ang ate niya sa mga babae na nabira ko na hindi ko lang maalala ang pangalan.
I saw Chloe's tears falling from her eyes and she wasn't crying because she was scared of me. She was crying because she was defending her sister from me. Ayoko ang nararamdaman ko. I felt bad doing this to Chloe.
She noticed that I went still so she took the chance and walk away from me at sinenyasan ko ang dalawa na padaanin na nila at sundan. Ayoko may gagawa ng hindi maganda kay Chloe at sa ayos ni Chloe na magulo na ang suot at may punit pa ang ilang bahagi ng laylayan ng damit nito dahil sa gawa ko ay hindi malayong mabastos siya.
Carla... No! Carly! Carly McIntyre. I need to look for that woman and know kung paano ba ako naugnay sa kaniya. I was about to call Keros to track Carly McIntyre when Jake's call interrupted me.
"Bilisan mo at busy ako," bungad ko kay Jake.
"You need to see me here in Fortis at may pag-uusapan tayo kasama si Logan."
"Fuck! Why you two kept on disturbing me? Is November your birth month para pagbigyan ko lagi paanyaya niyo?!" asar kong tanong. HIndi na kasi matapos-tapos panggugulo nila sa akin.
"Just come here for this is important," tinatamad na sabi ni Jake. "Berry is here anyway. She wants to see you too."
Iyon lang at pinatayan na ako ni Jake ng tawag. Damn him and Logan! Then my thoughts goes to Berry.
Strawberry Madrid. One of Jake's highest-paid models. One of Jake's favorite bitch too. And that Berry was my bitch also. Bitch namin lahat actually si Berry. We are seven founders and whoever wants Berry ay walang selosan nagaganap. Berry is our example that sharing is caring.
I look at Chloe's thong that still on my hand. It made me hard again at kung hindi ako napagbigyan ni Chloe ay alam ko naman mapagbibigyan ako ni Berry. Yeah! It is nice to know that Berry is here in the country. She might help me forget Chloe and her dramas. Bakit ko pa ba iisipin ang kaartehan ng babae na 'yon?!