Extra : Chapter 1 Part 1
"Everything will be fine
And my tears will dry up
Everything will be fine
And those wounds will heal
If I receive pain, I give you back love
If I receive pain, I give you back love
And the more pain I get
I realize that I am
"Indestructible"
Pabllo Vittar- Indestructible
Chapter 1
I really don't know where to start...
Well, when I was little and still living in Texas, my father would send me to Aunt Leila's farm, an amazing woman who always knew it was never him, but her. Aunt Leila said that every good story could be divided into a thousand parts, but only five acts would be memorable. Well, my story has many parts, but here I will only tell the five best and greatest acts of my life.
So let's go back in time a little bit, I think you who already know me remember the beginning of my life. Before I was Lizzie, I was David, David Parker, son of Lieutenant Colonel Lewis Parker. Only with this information you should already know that I was not welcomed when I revealed that I was not a man, but a woman. Thanks to Freed Habbits, I was kicked out and forced to go live on the street because the son of a bitch didn't just fuck me with my family, he fucked the only place I had to live and my job. I spent two weeks wandering the streets of Houston before heading to Chicago where I got into fights and ran away. When I got to the Hamptons, I was thin and very malnourished, addicted to marijuana and completely lost. That's when I met Cher, not the supreme queen Cher, but a luxury prostitute who worked as a pimp in the area. The first thing she did was, put me in rehab, when I was clean, she bought me a wig and some clothes. I'll never forget my first show, it was with a rich old man, he made me him before he did the same to me. I cried so much during the act that I thought the man would cancel the show. But he didn't, he overpaid me before he left, this was my first time with Uncle Jim, he for a while always looked for me, he had become my godfather, as Cher said. Too bad the man died months later.
The years that followed were quieter, well, logical that I suffered a series of beatings and sodomization. How many times have I had to suck one of the district cops to keep from getting arrested? There were so many.
When Cher married a rich old man, I was left with no one for me, it was around this time that I ended up beating up a daddy's son who didn't want to pay me, this time I was arrested and I will never forget the man I met in jail. Deep blue eyes and a sinful mouth, at the time I thought Gideon Cross was there in the flesh straight out of a Sylvia Day book. But I soon saw that he was very real and very kind. John Kross turned out to be an amazing man right off the bat, as did his Eva, or rather his Marilyn.
It was these two people who saved me and gave me the right to a new life, John and Marilyn rescued me. Days after my arrest I ended up getting into a fight with another mother's son who didn't want to pay me, but this time he didn't send me to jail, but to the hospital where my guardian angels found me and from there I went straight to the city that never sleeps.
Thirteen years ago my father had put me out like a scabby dog, a few months ago I came home because karma is a bitch, as Tessa says.
After New York, I got news that would change my whole world, Lewis Parker had cancer and was going to die soon, that's when my sister found me and I came home. This journey brings us here, our story will begin like this.
"Daughter, stay, please, I'm making dinner for us." My mother speaks smiling looking at me as if making a silent request.
"Sorry, I have to go mom." I speak picking up my luggage and heading outside the moment a blonde girl arrives.
"Hello, is Kath? - Ask me when I stop on the sidewalk.
" Lizzie, wait! " Kath walking out with Emilly and her purse, she smiles when she sees the blonde before approaching and gives her a kiss. "I thought you had gotten lost, it took so long to arrive.
" Sorry dear, I was a little late, I went to buy some wine for your father. " The blonde says smiling.
"He'll like it. Kath smiles before turning to me. "Jully this from here is my sister Lizzie, Lizzie this from here is Jully, my girlfriend.
"Jully, Jully, I'm Emilly." Screams my niece jumping in front of my sister's girlfriend, my sister's girlfriend, this can only be a joke.
"Much pleasure Emilly, I'm finally getting to know you aren't it really little?" The woman bends down to hug my niece and I return the hug before staring at her mother's girlfriend. "Nice to meet you too Lizzie, I'm sorry, but I don't remember you saying you had a dear sister.
"I told you about David, David is now Lizzie got it?" Kath clarifies smiling.
"Now I get it, Lizzie your sister told me very, very much about you and how unhappy she was about not having you around." Jully speaks looking at me, she is undoubtedly a very beautiful woman, light hair, green eyes and pale skin, no doubt Jully is the reason behind my father's sudden change. He can accept Kath and then accept me, very typical of him.
"Lizzie you're staying where?
" Actually I came from the airport straight here. " I speak answering my sister, Kath's eyes flickering with joy.
" Great you'll stay there at home, we have a lot of vacant rooms, by the way, you'll meet my new home, it was Jully who made it. " My sister smiles. "Jully is an architect and her brother is a contractor, together they made an amazing house for both of us.
" It will be a pleasure my sister, just so I know my sister-in-law and my niece. " I say smiling the instant my mother leaves the house with two large bags over her shoulders and a platter in her hands. She looks at everyone before smiling.
"Have you decided where we will spend the turn of the year? I'm taking the food already. "My mother smiles looking at me." I don't accept spending any time away from my girl, not after so long." I can't resist and I feel tears run down my face, Kath takes my mother's platter and passes it to Jully, I hug my mother and Kath hugs us.
We cuddled, crying on the sidewalk for a long time, we didn't say anything to each other, I don't even know how long we stayed like that until a car drove past us and honked its horn. A red sports car passes by the Habbits' house, at the time I know who will get out of the car. Freed remains handsome and muscular as always, the reddish hair and blue eyes keep making him very interesting. From the car comes a woman, a smiling brunette, who closes the door and walks home from Freed's parents. He looks at my house and waves to my mother and sister before turning to go home. He is somehow to blame for everything bad that has happened in my life, the anger I have at him makes me scream his name, the man for is my body somehow guides me down the street over the protests of my sister and my mother.
Freed is standing on the sidewalk watching me run down the street on my heels. I don't expect him to recognize me or anything like that, I just need to kick that.
" Enter Freed! " Kath yells from behind me, but it's too late for him, I manage to get to his sidewalk and walk over to him, I stare at him smiling.
"Hello Freed? Remember me? You probably don't remember, do you?" Freed looks at me confused. "Do you remember what you did ten years ago?
"Sorry girl, but I don't know you." That's the last straw for me, everything happens pretty fast, I climb my knee into his sack quite hard, he just howls in pain before falling to the ground clutching his precious jewels.
"Of course you don't remember, because back then I was just a kid, or rather, what did you call me? Your private bitch, David, your private bitch. But it wasn't enough to humiliate me in the bedroom, you did it wherever we went.
"David? David Parker? " Freed asks between teeth, he's still holding the bag.
" Remembered didn't you? " I question kicking him. "You with my life, with my career, through your fault I lived on the street." I scream kicking him harder." You're a fucking Habbit, a big, fucking shit." I scream giving him a few more kicks before someone pulls me away from him." Let go of me, this son of a bitch deserves it.
"Take it easy young lady, I'm sure he deserves it, but it's not worth you getting your hands dirty." He speaks a hoarse, intense voice whispered in my ear." Calm down girl, then I'll let you go.
"Lizzie from heaven, you can't attack Freed like that, he's a cop now, he can arrest you." Kath says stopping in front of me.
"Fuck what he is, that bastard fucked me, because of him I've been through all the shit in my life." I scream against the man." Fucking let me go, I'm not going to hit that shit anymore."