Chapter 327: got you

Andrew’s p.o.v

It felt difficult to breath, and the whole world stopped to make sense.

“you need to calm down sire, this much stress is not good in anyway for your body you have already-” i turned to look at him mid pace.

“Sevan” i said, looking at him, hoping that he would be able to give me a suitable answer.

“y….yes” he looked as though he was unsure to answer me but i did not care. I did not find it in me to care at this point.

“have you… have you ever neem in love before?” i asked, waiting for his answer. The look on his face made me certain that he was not expecting me to ask this question, but i needed to know.

He let out a sigh, as though deciding in his head that there was no harm in telling me. “yes” he said, with a sigh,

“only once when i was much much younger” i stood, waiting for him to continue.

“and then? What happened?” i said, prompting him to speak when it seemed like he was not going to say anything more.

He shrugged, although i could see the look on his face, he had this hint of sadness on his face. “it just did not work out she wanted other things in life, and so did i”

“but… do you regret it? I asked, looking at him

“every single day, but then again” he said with a sigh. “i think it was meant to be that way. The goddess would not have designed it this way if it was not meant to be that way”

Bullshit’ i wanted to call out but held myself together, trying as much as possible not to yell. The goddess would never allow you to suffer that way, but then again i could not say it out loud, it was not my place to say.

“my lord, we are two different people. I have a few hundreds of years to live, hoping that she would return back to me… you?” he said, looking at me. I knew what he meant and he was right.

There was no way i was going to let her go on such grounds, of course i was not going to force her, if leaving was her final decision, i was going to let her know that it was fine but that did not change the way i felt for her.

I stood up from the clinic, rehearsing what i was going to say to her “fuck” i muttered under my breath, i was scared. And i did not even feel this nervous when i told her that i loved her.

I reached the door to our room, mentally preparing myself. Knowing her she would try to make me hurt, just as she was hurting, but i was not going to let her get to me, not that it ever had though.

“Sam?” i called, knocking on the door. There was no answer.

I instantly felt bad. She was sleeping’ i thought i wanted to leave, give her the space to sleep after our argument earlier, but for once, i wanted to be the stingy person she claimed that i was, so i swung the door open, peaking through to see her sleeping, or at least that was what i hoped to see.

“sam!!!” i yelled, pushing the door open to show me the really empty halls. I walked straight in, opening the closet but still, nothing.

The closet was empty, save for my clothes that were laying on the other side.

I felt my heart start to beat faster. “ she could not have.. could she?” i told myself, looking at the room again as though she was going to magically be standing there.

“i just… “ i started, the words dying on my mouth as i saw the amulet i gave her laying on the floor where she had thrown it when she took it from my hands.

I felt my breath cease. This was not just something that i had ever experienced before.

“Fuck samatha” i thought out loud, picking up the amulet before rushing out, or at least trying to before the door was blocked.

“my Lord, where are you going to? “ Sevan said, looking at me with worry in his eyes.

“move, i have to get this Amulet to her before anything bad happens to her.

“i believe she would be fine my lord, if she left it behind, it would mean she does not need it, no? I cannot let you out of the castle my loed. It is far too dangerous for you, especially in your weakened state.

I looked at him, anger coarsing through my veins even though he was right. I shoved him to the side, the task taking a lot more than it should have taken for me to do it in the first place, but i did it. “i told you, get the fuck out of my sight” i said to his grunting figure.

I straightened my back, running out of the room like i was on fire.

She could not have gone very far’ i told myself over and over again but the faint scent trail told me otherwise. “how much are you going to be this stubborn” i growled into the air, letting the wind carry it.

I was starting to feel dizzy, feeling blood drip down my nose. “fuck” i muttered as i kept on going. This was a little sacrifice i could make to make sure that Samantha was safe.

“ SAMANTHA” i yelled, looking around in the vast sea of darkness and open space. As expected, there was no response.

“fucking hell sam!!!!” i yelled, looking at my sides, hoping that i was going to see her and fast because i did not know how long i could hold on, especially when my legs were about to give out.

I wiped the little blood, smiling when i saw her figure from a distance. “got you” i muttered to myself….