Chapter 71: Unforseen Challenges
KEIRA'S POV
What was I thinking? That after the wedding we would just hang out here chatting like old friends? I clearly did not think about all the intricacies of marriage because otherwise I would have disappeared forever and allowed them to love Lyna. The idea of being naked in front of their eyes would not have scared her to the core. Unlike me she was eager and confident when offering her body to them. I am more terrified than I ever have been just thinking of what is expected of me.
My body stiffens as my newly wed husbands take steps towards me. Do we have to do this?
"Look at you, so effortlessly beautiful and standing all alone," Garren says while wrapping his strong hands around my waist.
Conrad comes from behind, pulls back my hair and nibbles at my right ear. Their alluring scents lull some of my nerves, but a huge potion of the anxiety still remains.
Angel Fenris closes in and straight away smashes his lips against mine. The hands of his brothers explore my body, and their mouths keep kissing and nibbling the skin of my neck.
The resulting sensations are enticingly calming. Then Conrad's warm hand cups my left breast through the thin fabric if my dress and my breath catches. His fingers play with the sensitive nipple as Garren's hand move to the other breast. Fenris holds onto my waist as he fiercely sucks on my lips.
Garren's other hand replaces Conrad's on my left breast. Conrad squats and I feel his fingers pull up the the hem of my nightgown. He touches the skin of my inner thigh and starts to find his way upwards just as Fenris unbuttons the front of my nightgown.
My heart picks up speed and I literally forget to breathe. I am not ready for this. I am not ready to be completely exposed to them or anyone. I should have known this before getting us here. Before accepting their proposal.
"Is everything alright, my queen?" Fenris suddenly asks, staring into my eyes. "You're shaking."
"I am . . . so sorry. " I say nervously. "Do we really have to do this now?"
"Do what? Enjoy our wedding night?" he asks with a pleasant smile. "What else would be more exciting?"
He locks our lips once more just as Conrad's fingers gently brush the overly sensitive folds between my legs. A wave of indescribable pleasure floods my body, waking every nerve. But a wave of crippling fear follows, overcoming all the thrilling sensations I had experienced earlier.
I pull away from their touch, no longer able to control my own childish insecurities.
"Sarah?" Garren reacts with an astounded look, which is reflected on the faces of his brothers as well. "We didn't harm you, did we?" Conrad asks in a voice full of worry.
"No. You wouldn't harm me. I know that already." I say as I could hear their thoughts whenever I wanted to and our skins were touching. I am lucky to have all the three most beautiful and most powerful beings genuinely in love with me, I know. I should be a worthy wife. But my fears are winning against my sane reasoning.
"What's the issue then?" Fenris asks with a disappointed face.