Chapter 19: Confused

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'Mmm' we gave out muffled moans from the bliss of our passionate kissing -- and with my eyes still closed, I slowly began removing my hands from my jean pocket and placed them on her hip; stylish moving them behind to wrap her waist with fear that she might just push them off or tell me not to touch her. But she didn't, rather -- she was cool with it.

The rhythmic movement of her pressed waist on my groin gradually made me horny with my di*k bulging through the jean to brush against her right thigh.

Then I opened my eyes to look at aunt Maya who suddenly ended our kiss and pulled her lips from mine with her right hand still cupped behind my neck and whispered to my face. "Will you stay a little longer with me?" Her voice sounded almost breathless.

I felt her warm breath on my chin with her lips brushing gently on mine as she spoke.

Remember how I said I vowed to quench my feelings for her? Well, let's forget I ever said that because I could never truly resist her, not with the charm in her eyes, nor the plump texture of her lips or even her tempting curves.

I was too carried away by her seductiveness to even find my voice. So all I did was nod my head in acceptance.

'No, don't move' I groaned in my head, clenching my teeth hard in embarrassment when aunt Maya pulled a step back; exposing the protruding on my trouser from my hard di*k.

"Oh...uh... Did I cause that?" Aunt Maya couldn't help herself but giggle; following my gaze as I lowered my head to look at it.

To be honest, it wasn't a comforting sight to behold. I mean, standing hard in front of my aunt only heightened my nervousness rather than make me feel less shy.

"I guess so--" I chuckled shyly as I raised my gaze to fix on hers and was about turning to hide the bulge of my trouser when she extended her left hand for me to hold.

"Come." she whispered seductively as I held onto her hand and pulled me out of the kitchen.

My heart raced heavily and my di*k grew even harder as we stealthily ascended the staircase to my room.

I knew what always happen in a room when lovers go in, but was I ready for that?! Was I ready to have sex with my aunt?!

Then aunt Maya quietly shut the door behind us as we entered before we moved forward and paused in front of my bed.

I gulped hard as I stood motionless; watching aunt Maya who slowly took off the pinkish coloured top she was wearing -- revealing her bra before she leaned closer to wrap her arms around my neck and planted a kiss on my lips. She was still wearing the bum-short tight jean knicker.

"I hope am not making you shy?" she said almost into my mouth in a soft whisper.

"No" I whispered back, my voice quavering lightly in nervousness when I realised this was reality and not some dream -- I was about to feel the thighs of my aunt; a fact that filled me with mix feelings of fear and excitement at the same time.

Then she pecked my lips once more and lowered herself to sit on the bed; holding my right wrist to gently pull me closer as she retreated her back to lay on the bed with her thighs slowly spreading apart.

"What do I do?" This stupid question flew out my lips as I collapsed to lay beside her with my sweaty right palm on her flat warm tummy while our faces remained fixed and close to eachother.

Even though I knew what next to do, I pretended to be clueless and stupid. I wanted her to believe that I have never had sex before.

"Uh... You haven't like um, done this before?" She asked, shifting her head to study my face with an amused look.

"Yes" I lied, not wanting her to suspect that I have a girlfriend.

"It's fine" aunt Maya whispered with a soft smile.

I studied her eyes for a split moment and slowly moved my head closer till our lips touched before we started kissing.

"Mmm" her pleasurable moan fizzled into my mouth as we drew in desperate breaths. Then I felt her left hand clamp onto my right hand on her tummy before she pushed it downwards and pressed it hard over her jean knicker.

'hurrr... mm-hmm... like that' aunt Maya's lips widened with gasping sounds as I gently began moving my pressed palm over her jean knicker to rub her pu*sy; causing her waist to wiggle slowly in pleasure. Even our kiss intensified and became wild with our wet tongues twirling in lustful caress.

'bzzzz...bzzzz'

My phone suddenly vibrated loudly behind my pocket and cut us short.

"Who's it?" aunt Maya asked in a faint voice; looking at me the moment I removed my phone to see who sent me a message.

"Uh..." I gulped hard with my chest still heaving as I struggled to catch my breath from our intense kiss. Then I quickly brought out my phone to see a message from Mrs Meyer.

*I MISS YOU SO MUCH DARLING. SEND YOUR ADDRESS SO I CAN COME OVER*

"Who's that Ivan?" She asked as I read the message.

"Uh, it's no one." I replied in a hasty voice, and she gave me a suspicious look.

Before I could blink my eyes, she snatched the phone from my hand and she checked the message.

"Who sent you this message?" She asked, raising a questioning brow at me after reading the message.

"It's no one." I replied, biting my bottom lip afterward.

"You just bit your bottom lip which means that what you just said is a lie. So tell me the truth, Ivan. Who sent this message to you?" She queried.

"Fine. It's my girlfriend." I replied.

"You have a girlfriend?" She asked, a note of surprise in her voice.

"Yeah, I do." I admitted.

"But I asked you at the park this morning if you have a girlfriend and you said no." She said, and I let out a soft sigh.

"I lied."

"And why the fuck did you lie about it?" She asked in a angry voice as she got down from the bed, then she walked closer to me.

"Answer me Ivan, why did you lie about not having a girlfriend?" She questioned.

"Because I was developing some feelings for you and I thought maybe we could date or build a relationship, and I didn't want anything to ruin it so that's why I lied." I replied, truthfully.

"You shouldn't have lied to me, Ivan. I told you about my boyfriend and I broke up with him some hours ago just because I love you.." she paused and shook her head. "But now I feel like a fool for telling you that I have a boyfriend and breaking up with him."

"I'm sorry I lied to you, but I was just scared that you might not want to date me if I told you that I have a girlfriend." I said.

"Ivan, I understand you and I love you, but I can't date someone who has a girlfriend. So, if you really want us to have something together, then you must breakup with your girlfriend." She replied.

"This is exactly the reason why I didn't tell you that I have a girlfriend," I said. "I knew you would not want to be in a relationship with me if I told you that I have a girlfriend."

"Yeah, it's absurd to be in a relationship with someone who's already in a relationship" she replied.

"But we can still make it work by...."

"No, it can't work, Ivan." She cut me off. "It's either you breakup with your girlfriend or forget about dating me." She picked up her pink top which was on the bed and she walked out of the room, leaving me in a state of confusion.

My phone beeped and I checked it to see a WhatsApp message from Mrs Meyer.

*LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SWEETHEART. GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS.*

I threw my phone on the bed after reading the message and I laid down flat on the bed, my back against the soft mattress while I gazed at the ceilings.

It was obvious that Mrs Meyer loves me so much and I also love her, but at the same time I was also in love with my aunt which made me so confused.

Should I break up with Mrs Meyer and start a relationship with my aunt, or should I quench the feelings I have for my aunt and focus on my relationship with Mrs Meyer?