Book 7 Part 88

Book 7 Part 88

I spent all my free time at the clubhouse, getting to know the Prospects and generally doing what the members asked. It was mainly working behind the bar, cleaning the place up and once or twice, going out on cash collections.

A week later, I was voted in as a Prospect and I received a jacket with the Prospect patch on it and I was expected to always wear it in public and on club activities. We gathered at the clubhouse on a daily basis because I really had no excuse not to be there since I didn’t have a day job. Two weeks went by without any further incidents and Jordan seemed to take a keen interest in me.

I spent more time with Jordan, because as VP, he had to know about everything going on. Sean Taylor disappeared at times and it was hard to get close to him, even as a Prospect. When he was at the clubhouse, he was either holed up in the back in his office or sitting at a table surrounded by his top guys.

“Alex.” Crystal smiled at me as I sat with Zach and Eric at the bar in the clubhouse. She had a sultry smile on her lips and her eyes roamed over me.

I met Crystal that first night before I became a Prospect. She was probably a nice girl, sexy as hell and I felt bad for overstepping the boundaries with her. We had ended up in a back room after I’d deliberately gotten her drunk.

I had taken a bottle to the room with us and we drank some more. She had started kissing me and before I knew it, she was naked. She had pushed me down on the bed and for a moment I closed my eyes as she unzipped my pants and took me in her mouth and I leaned back on my arms.

I’m not sure exactly how it happened, maybe it was Jo being mad at me, me not being me, me losing my pack and the feeling of family I had with them, but it felt different being here in the clubhouse with these guys.

I liked most of them but it was a boundary I never should have crossed and that also changed something in me. I felt more reckless as she finished me off  and also guilty so I unscrewed the cap from the bottle and drank some more.

I should’ve stopped her but it felt good and I needed the release. I felt guilty afterward but I switched my emotions off and suppressed everything. I didn’t want to feel guilty and I told myself that this wasn’t cheating. I was here doing a job and I had to blend in.

We finished the bottle and she was beyond drunk as I turned toward her and she started kissing me. She straddled me and moved her hips against mine. I would be lying if I said I didn’t get aroused again. I pushed her back against the bed and she pulled me on top of her pulling my shirt off.

I was awake at 5 AM as I turned my head and looked at Crystal sleeping next to me. This was the test, because undercover cops couldn’t be caught with their hands in the cookie jar. There would be other tests too. I heard Sean and Jordan outside the door and I closed my eyes again as I rolled towards Crystal and put my arm across her back.

The room’s door opened and I could hear Sean whispering to Jordan that I was good. Jordan grunted in response and I kept my breathing even as I pretended to be asleep. It went against everything in me to be touching Crystal like that, but I had to do it.

“Time to get up,” Jordan said loudly as they stood in front of the bed and I opened my eyes as they smiled at me.

“Yeah, I’m up,” I said as I stood up and got dressed in front of them. Seeing me naked next to her was good enough for them and I had a feeling that they wouldn’t even ask her what had happened between us. For them I was now accepted and Jordan saw me as his own personal soldier.

The club didn’t condone violence towards women but sleeping around was acceptable and women weren’t regarded as important and we had no female members. The male members of the club had girlfriends and they wore our patches and colors but they knew nothing of how the club worked or any of the secrets.

I ignored Crystal as she greeted me and Zach just laughed as Ray called us to the back room. We all trudged to the large room at the side of the building where Sean held church. I was the last one in and I closed the door behind me.

“Tomorrow we have our annual charity run so get your girlfriends and let’s raise some money for sick kids,” he said as we stood against the wall as only members had a seat at the table. We weren’t allowed to sit in on meetings but with general club activities we were allowed in the room.

“Alex, you stay behind. The rest of you can all go, the meeting is adjourned,” Ray said as Sean and Jordan stayed in their seats and he closed the door behind him.

“Sit down, Alex,” Sean said and motioned to a chair. I sat down and looked at them.

“I’ve been watching you,” Jordan said as I looked him in the eye. “You drink a lot, but you seem to handle your liquor well, you follow the rules and you don’t get into shit.”

“I like what I’m seeing, Alex, this is not really how we do things since you’re still a Prospect, but we’d like to appoint you as Jordan’s personal escort,” Sean said to me as Jordan smiled.

That meant I would go everywhere with Jordan and he acted on behalf of Sean and the club and finally I’d start getting some intelligence. Up to that point, I hadn’t been sending anything concrete back to Kiran and Levi.