Chapter 4

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The appearance of the brother-in-law was unusual for a journalist, who was trying to woo her and had offered to come and stay for the weekend. Safiya agreed to go to get away from home.

Safiya glimpses her scrawny neighbor Nadia as she rides in the car with her sister-in-law looking at Safiya Bloom. If Safiya had agreed to marry one of her brother's wealthy friends, she would have been better off for her and her children, but as she taught her from a very young age, she would have been a lot better off for her and her children. As Safiya Shard's mind was thinking about Nadia, does she talk to anyone about it? She remembers that night when she saw what happened with his club and the owner of the meat restaurant and decided to take revenge on him. The same way she did with her boyfriend, all the men are the same. She pointed out to the owner of the restaurant she followed late and went up to her apartment. What she didn't know was that the baby wasn't sleeping but sat behind the door watching. The little one watched the old man get drunk and enter a classroom, before watching imagination from behind the glass and blood splattering on the glass. Safiya then walks out of the room and sweats. She sits, gets her breath, drinks a lot of water. Her body, face, and hand are all stained with blood, but she cares only for a short rest before she gets up, enters the kitchen, comes out with the garbage bags, enters her room, comes out a long time later with the garbage bags. The boy was vomiting in his room while Safiya had to hide the bags, and each day she threw one in a different area and away from the other. Helped by the fact that she works for a lot of old women all week in different parts of the world and no one will pay attention to her garbage bags.

Although she hates her brother's house, her brother's wife treated her generously and refused to help her do anything at home. For three days, Safiya was so prodded that the children's appetites returned to normal that she felt a little relieved. But the third night at dinner, Safia understood that he was a groom again. Her elder brother asked him to talk to her after dinner. It was not like a night when she told her that she was going to marry Abraham because he was his partner and would not reveal her. Safiya felt hatred for her mother. Her mother loved her brother all her life until she died, while she did not love Safiya as much. She never stood up to her She even hated her whole body.

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Safiya watched her brother's facial expressions talk about the importance of the marriage to her and her brother and children as she thought about the lover she sees now. She almost gasped but realized that he was standing there, watching sadly from afar. She knew that he blamed her for what she had done to him, but she was too forced to let him marry his girl while he was forgetting her. Safiya remembered the first time her lover spoke to her after she gave him and his grandmother the coffee she is good at making. She learned that he is working as a sculptor and she said, I am also drawing. For the first time, she said this to someone, she stopped talking and was embarrassed, but he encouraged her with a smile. Do you paint? She said, Yes, do pictures. That's good. She decided to bring colors and papers to draw again in order to see what she did later on. She remembered that she was not buying anything without much thought. Her work is not assured and can be finished any time. But she decided to buy the colors for paintings before her father died and he brought her a tutor specifically for her at home. It certainly ended after he died. She brought the colors and papers for the first time in years. She found her hand shaking, but the next morning she decided to try again to see her boyfriend draw, so she could finally draw flowers. But the day she waited for turned sad when she first saw the woman he said was his fiancee. I remember he encouraged her when he saw her drawing when the fiancee didn't pay attention to her and asked for a quick melt of coffee.

Safiya was offended and remembered that she was just a janitor at Grandma's house, not her neighbor, as she claims, as she was getting paid. He left with his fiancee without saying good-bye, as she had done on previous occasions. She felt betrayed, but decided that she would do something, even if she had to kill him. The idea glimpsed in her mind before she shook and exhausted herself at work to avoid thinking. Safiya finally caught up with her brother and woke up the homeless after promising her brother she would think of his words. She waited for the beginning of the week and went back to her apartment. She noticed the faces of the people in the neighbourhood and the whispers of the women

There was a rumor that the shopkeeper went to jail for selling rotten food and that his wife was keeping it a secret so she wouldn't close the only meat shop on the premises.