Chapter 15: CHAPTER 15
VINCENT
I went to my room knowing that Mother would probably ask me a lot of questions whenever she sees me. I know she is already getting suspicious that Sabrina and I are not getting along well. She has a keen eye and she must have already noticed Sabrina is a special wolf, even though her wolf appears to be recessive.
Sitting in front of the laptop placed on the desk, I checked the report Roman said. Luckily for us, the rogue hasn't attacked anywhere near our borders.
Knock.
“Come in,” I said and Roman came in with a briefcase in his hand.
He probably brought along what I told him I needed.
“It's effective just like your proof. The bullet is everything they needed. And the wolf hunters are still roaming around the human world.” Roman explained and I kept the briefcase aside.
For now, I want to focus on getting more weapons just in case there should be a war. “I will call an Alpha meeting in two weeks and we will discuss it,” I said and navigated to another tab on the laptop.
There were articles online about Sabrina and me and in all the pictures taken, she looked so stunning.
Too bad I couldn't compliment her.
And strangely, I can't help but reminisce about the kiss. I still don't know why I kissed her.
Perhaps, it was because Chris was planning to approach her. But it was worth it. Her flushed face and the way she tried hard not to attack me actually excite me. Call me psycho but I actually love it.
“How is she?” I asked Roman and tried to act as if I was actually busy
“She is sleeping now,” Roman replied and I nodded.
But the truth is, I still want to hear more.
“Do you really have to provoke her?” Roman asked and I paused my finger on the enter key of my keyboard.
“I had to so that she would know I am a monster,” I said and continued typing. “She is too good for me,” I added and took a glass of Vodka and drank from it.
“And you deserve to be loved too,” Roman said and I clicked my tongue in distaste.
“Her case is different, Roman. She is my mate. If anything happens to me, she is definitely not escaping it either.” I said that because I know Roman will definitely relate.
At least he once lost a mate and the damage it caused him almost made him go rogue. He almost went berserk to go on a killing spree. What saved him was my blood. I bit him to turn him from just a werewolf to a Beta werewolf.
Roman knows me better but still, he believes I deserve happiness. No.
“But you already rejected her.” Roman reminded me and I smiled. I have always been a terrible person right from the beginning the only person who still sees me as a good man is Roman
“I know I rejected her but sometimes I miss her. I didn't even know her that much but I missed her terribly.” I confessed and Roman left where he was to sit on the couch, not too far from my couch.
“And you were never going to admit that to her. The fact that you want to spend time with her. You are lonely.” Roman said and I agreed with him but I was not with her.
“Because I don't love her. I can feel the bond but I don't love her. I only want to spend more time with her to keep from living the kind of life I lived” I said and shut the laptop. I can't even focus anymore.
“And even when I was supposed to get angry at her, I am getting a fucking hard on. Mirabella cannot even calm this down because strangely, she is the only one who can control my emotions. She is invading my thoughts and everything. The feeling alone scares me.” I thought and shook my head.
Roman shouldn't hear that. He will definitely preach to me that I need to give love a chance.
“I think I am getting used to having her around within just two days,” I said and continued while Roman watched me.
“She is perfect for me, Roman but I know I am not meant for her”, I added and creased my brows.
“This is insane, man. I understand you for real.” Roman remarked and I chuckled before taking another sip from my drink.
Her parents came to the party and I noticed none of them approached her to greet her. And that is bad. I will make sure I pay them a visit myself.
“And you know what?” I asked Roman
“What?” He inquired, curiosity evident in his eyes but what I am going to say is not exactly that interesting.
“She is no longer scared of me. She is not afraid of me” I said with a shrug and stood up from my seat.
“I know she is bold but it's good hearing that from you,” Roman said and I smiled.
Who knew my scared kitten would turn out to be a very smart girl?
“I was going to intimidate her but she is not scared of me,” I said with a hiss.
“Fucking bullshit”, I cussed and raked my hand through my hair.
“It's bullshit but I loved it when she spoke up,” I admitted.
“So you are admitting that you deliberately made her angry,” Roman asked and I nodded. Something to feed my amusement.
“I did and she is not boring.”
“Are you for real?” Roman asked and I nodded.
“Maybe. I want her to work in my company.” I told him.
Maybe it's time I make things a little bit fun.
“We have a pharmaceutical company and she studied a bit of medicine in school but her parents were against her studying further.” Roman reminded.
‘Then she can do that here. I told her to ask for a favour and I feel like what she needs is probably freedom.” I informed Roman.
I could have easily told her that she is going to see my mother and it's mandatory, I know she will go but I don't wish to frustrate her anymore.
“You are giving her freedom and at the same time, she is not that free from you. I think she will love to explore the world.” Roman said and I can't agree less.
She is free to make friends but I know it won't go far and I must know all of them.
“Do you know Chris?” I asked Roman and paused. “He approached Sabrina in the hall.” I gave him a further description so that she would connect the dots.
“Of course, I remember. He came from another Pack and he is the son of the Alpha king. I think it might be here to train under you.” Roman inform me.
“I don't know why I find him a little bit suspicious,” I said and Roman narrowed his eyes at me.
“It's all because you are feeling insecure that he might go after your Luna,” Roman said, laughing.