Chapter 66: I will never be your Luna

"Please leave," I told the alpha.

He ignores me and enters my room, closing the door behind him.

How did the hell he come into the house I thought angrily? I came off the bed and went over to my window, remembering he can do anything he wants. He was the alpha, and he can invite himself into anyone's house as he, please. Also, he terrifies Dr. Charles as much as he did with me.

"Just leave you and your father had destroy my life, the best you can do for me right now is to just leave me alone," I told him off as I turn my back towards him staring through the window. I didn't want to see his disgusting face anymore.

"My father is dead he won't be bothering you anymore," the alpha said to me.

I laugh.

"Killing your father do you think I would come running to you with an open arm and forgiving you instantly," I turn around as I stare at him gravely.

"I hate you and I never will love you," I again told him off. "Coming here to see me is a waste of time I will never be your Luna."

I turn my back to him once more. I said what I needed to say all he as to do now was to leave.

"I'm sorry of all the hurt I've put you through Nala," the alpha apologizes behind me. "And I'm too sorry for the loss of not only your mom but your dad as well."

"Don't say anything about my parents you piece of shit!" I turn around and shouted at him angrily.

He stood silently and stare at me.

"Please leave, just leave me the hell alone, don't you see that I don't want you back!" I again shouted at him. "Accepting you as my mate I might as well stab myself in the heart for I will be committing suicide anyways," I told him angrily.

"You don't mean this Nala you're only angry of the loss of your mom," he had the nerves to tell me.

I didn't know what to say to him of what he had just said other than to just laugh insanely.

I stop laughing and remain to stare at him infuriated.

"I meant everything I have said, I don't want you, I don't love you and I will never ever forgive you," I told him off. "Now get out!"

"I don't want anyone else if I can't have you," he told me.

"Well prepare to be single forever," I answer him.

"Nala please don't let my father wicked plan continuously to keep us apart," he told me. "I am too a victim of what he had done, he fooled me to think you were dead and lie to me that you were spy."

I turn my back. I couldn't deal with him anymore. It's like he was deaf and stupid. He can't seem to understand that I don't want him, I don't love him. I hate him.

"I know my father was a power obsessive bitch, for he didn't seem to understand that his time as the alpha had ended within the pack," the alpha tried to explain to me.

I close my eyes; he was irritating me now. I just wanted him to leave.

"I didn't know he too was so evil and had been fooling me all along until you came along," he continue to explain to me.

Immediately I turn around. I just couldn't handle him being in the same room with me anymore.

"I understand you're a victim as me," I told him angrily. "But all your actions are your own, everything you did to me is your fault."

He stares at me sadly.

"I'm sorry, Nala," he again apologizes. "Please forgive me and give me a chance within your life to show you how good I am," he begs me.

"It's too late Anton" I answer him calling him by his first name for the first without using his title.

"Let me give you time to heal and then we can get to know each other better, for you to see how good I am Nala," he again pleaded while he got close to me next to the window.

I stretch out my right hand stopping him from getting close to me.

"I don't love you Anton," I told him.

"Give me time within your life to create that love for me, for you're my on true mate," he told me.

I shook my head, telling him no.

Just seeing his face reminded the time I pleaded to him to help my mom and he didn't. So, we will never work. His father separates us, and he finishes it by making me an orphan and killing all the love I had in me for him. The best thing for us was to go our own ways and start over new lives that's what I had planned to do by leaving his land.

"Please Nala," he begs me as he touches my right hand.

"Just let me go Anton if you love me," I told him as I pull my hand away from him.

"I can't," the alpha told me and soon I saw tears fills his eyes. He was crying.

I turn away from him. I didn't want to see him cry.

"It hurts knowing all the shit I've put you through discovering you are my real Luna, and it hurts even more that I cause you to reject me," the alpha cries behind me.

I started to cry hearing him cry. I hated I was.

"Leave!" I shouted at him, remaining to turn my back to him.

I heard him sadly begin to leave my bedroom. I turn around. He too turns around as he opens the door wiping away his tears. I watch him as tears streak down his streak.

"Remember you will always have a place within my heart, and I will be waiting for you whenever you decide to take me back. I don't care how long it is, I will wait forever for you," he told.

His head soon turns away from me and he went through the door. I lower myself onto the floor crying as he did. I begin to wish my life wasn't so painful. I soon started to curse Eric for taking everything from me including the love I had for my mate. I can never love Alpha Anton again. His evil father won of all the chaos he had caused in my life even when he was gone.