Chapter 50: Get yourself together

The alpha smirks enjoying what he was doing to me. Slowly he begins to approach me, wanting to be close to me again.

I was nervous and my heart was racing heavily within my chest. What he wanted to do; I nowhere was prepared for it, nor did I feel ready.

"Can I use your bathroom? I desperately need to use it," I inquire Mr. Bates nervously.

He stops in front of me before he could get close.

I stare at him waiting on him anxiously to give me an answer. He stood still staring at me and soon he nodded.

As he gave me an answer. Immediately, I run upstairs. I tripped over the first step going up. I was about to land flat on my face. I scream and try to hold onto the staircase. My eyes suddenly widen, and my entire body begins to tremble, feeling the alpha's hands wrap tightly around my waist. He caught me before I hurt myself. I could feel his sweaty body presses hard against my back. A strong tingling sensation runs through my body allowing me to become even soaker feeling his man part within his pant swollen against my butt.

My hands went down to both of his hands around my waist right away wanting him to let me go. My finger touches his sweaty hands and slides across his hand trying to remove his hands from around me. His hands tighten around determine not to let me go. I turn my head sideways taking a quick look at him as I again try to move his hands away from me. He stares at me; within his eyes I could see that he didn't want to unhand me.

"Sir, I can't hold it anymore," I told him eagerly for him to let me go. It was a lie I didn't want to use the bathroom. I just wanted to be away from him for a short while. I need to get my head together. I need to prepare myself and be confident in telling him that I accept his agreement only on one condition. He allows me to remain in his land.

My body stiffens and my eyes close, feeling the alpha head resting on my shoulder. My neck was now soaked by his slippery sweat. My eyes tighten feeling his hard strong body against me and the way his body made me feel. It felt so good. The feeling was overwhelming and exciting.

"I too can't hold it anymore," the alpha begins to whisper within my ears.

As he did, I could feel him harden behind me even more. It was so hard that it felt like a large piece of wood that I started to become scared of what sex would be like with him, painful; very painful.

"I need to get to the bathroom Mr. Bates," I again told him, eager to get away from him.

My eyes open immediately hearing him laugh.

"You're such a virgin," he said.

"Ha," a sound escaped my mouth. My eyes and my mouth widen as the alpha kisses me hard against my neck. He sinks his mouth hard between my neck and pulls the skin of my neck with his lips while he played with me with his tongue.

It was the most powerful feeling I've ever felt. It felt so good that I found myself closing my eyes enjoying his hard passionate kisses.

Don't stop, I wanted to tell him, but I was too damn shy to tell him. A soft sound escapes my mouth loving what he was doing to me. My body drops back into his chest feeling him more against me and I move my head allowing my neck to follow every movement his tongue made against my neck. My neck dances with his tongue.

The alpha let outs a powerful hungry moan. I felt between me running nonstop. It was such a frightful experience that I found the strength to push him away from me and run to the bathroom. I open the door and lock myself in petrify. I quickly place down my handbag onto the bathroom countertop and pull up my dress to my navel. Immediately I pull down my panty, worried about what had just happened. It was the first my vagina became so wet for him that I felt like it wasn't going to stop running wet for him. It was so scary it's like peeing and not being able to stop. My vagina soon felt so weak for him.

As I pull down my underwear, I felt my vagina begins to jump non-stop. I lower my head and widen my legs staring between me. I was dripping wanting the alpha so badly and my underwear was soaked. I had to take it off. I wrap it into pieces of tissue and threw them into the bin. I then begin to wipe between me clean as I begin to worry about what I will put on now. I didn't have spare underwear to wear. Between me was soon dry. I wash my hands, dry them, and begin to stare in the mirror at my reflection. The image staring back at me within the mirror was as horny as hell. I wash my face, with cold water wanting to control my horny self.

"You need to get yourself together for your plan," I told myself while I remain to threw water against my face. I pause and my stare went back to the mirror. I stare at the water dripping from my face.

"You need to," I again told myself gravely.

I started to wipe my face. I now feel prepared to talk to the alpha and I wasn't going to allow him to touch me until he agrees. Still, I was worried that if he agrees I’ll have to sleep with him. It was a big choice for me. I lower my head sadly at the thought of opening my legs for him.

"He's your mate anyways and it's not wrong," I told myself softly trying to get rid of that feeling. I had already had a problem worrying if he will agree with what I was about to say. I didn't want to add any more problems to myself.

I grab my handbag and soon I was heading to the door to open it. The sooner I get over this the better I will feel I thought. At least that's what I thought and hope so. I open the door and my body jumps seeing his maid about to knock against the door. She jumps as well frightened, soon she starts to smile.

"The alpha informs me for you to meet him in his office as soon as you're done," the alpha's maid informs me.

I nodded. Soon the maid was on her way heading downstairs.

"Pamela," I stop her.

She stops and turns around immediately.

"Never mind," I told her.

I was going to ask her to open the door to where Luna placed her clothes she no longer wants. I needed underwear, but I decided to let it go. I guess I'll have to walk around without any underwear until I reach home. I was used to this anyways dwelling with the forest. I just didn't want to allow it around the alpha knowing how badly he wanted me.

She nodded and went her way.

I stood for a while before going to the alpha's office which was one door away from me. I took a long a deep breath and soon I was heading to the alpha nervously. I reached his door and gently knock it. Immediately the door opens quickly as if he was waiting for me behind the door all along.