Tainted

What is heartbreak? Is it an emotion, a phase just like an ocean rippling with waves trying to bestow its wrath to releasesome pain buried deep inside its chest? Or is it a wound?A gash of betrayal, so deepthat it taints the whole being, the very soul of the person.

The person for whom you would have walked on knives and ambers with high almighty flames engulfing yourvery existence, then turning into coal, how does it feel when that very human twists the same knife in your back with a smiling unabashed face, looking straight into your broken eyes?Ruination… the very crushing of your soul is what true heartbreak is.

Years pass but the pain doesn't lessen.We just get used to the idea of the person being real and the idea of being with them.... a mistake and sometimes those people return to you with a small apology, untrue guilt, and a facade of evolution because they haven't harmed your peace enough... yet.

Be aware darling.....the pain was yours but so was the strength that came along with it...like the part and parcel of anguish and agony wrapped in silk.

Don't forget who you are, the very woman who rosefrom ashes. Don't let him burn your solace again, don't let him taint your innocence. Not again.

You, the warrior. Him, the man you are waiting for little girl. Are you ready for him, his divine touch?

He, the one drowning in his own sorrows, trying to be the better person....let him be free from his own shackles before finding you.

He will come, little girl, but the question is will you continue to fight your demons and emerge victoriously or get defeated by them?

A conquer. Do you want to be the Queen or a damsel in distress whom he saves?

Save yourself, my love, because the man meant to rule beside you will be a king in all his might, and just like in chess, the Queen strengthens the King but the pawn.....Oh! The helpless little pawn is thrown out of the very game before it has begun.