Chapter 19: I would never leave you

Asher

Turns out it took an awful lot of effort to refrain from not killing someone.

I clutched the bottle of beer in one hand and watched from Ryan and Harley from upstairs. They were still dancing and laughing with each other. I couldn't fathom how single could dance for so long or laugh so hard.

She never laughed with me.

I took another swig from the bottle and pinned them with my death glare. This was ridiculous. I was Asher Henderson, the most popular guy in the entire school, and I was sulking at a party over a girl.

It was more than ridiculous.

This was definitely because I hadn't had sex in a while. It had to be. I just needed to find someone and fuck this frustration out of my system, then everything would return to the way they were.

Would I still obsess over her secretly? Probably, but at least, I wouldn't go full on jealous mood on any guy who comes close to her.

If I continued at this rate, I would reveal the secret I had spent years hiding, and everything would be ruined. I couldn't let the happen.

I gulped down the remaining content of the bottle. The alcohol burn did nothing to quell the immense rage inside me or the frustration. But I already knew what will.

I descended the stairs and walked right back into the heart of the party. Neither Harley nor her shiny new boy toy seem to notice me. They were too lost in each other. They could go right back to hell.

I scanned the crowd looking for someone, anyone that would help me get rid of this insistent urge. I didn't have to be attracted to them to pleasure myself.

I spotted Meghan almost immediately. She was sitting by the fireplace, ignoring all the guys that were begging for her attention. She was probably still pissed that I rejected her. Good.

I made my way towards her. She lifted her head before I got to her and folded her arms. I scowled at the boys surrounding her on the sofa. They scurried away almost immediately.

“Glad you finally came to your senses.” Meghan smirked at me.

“Stop talking.” I grabbed her arm and pulled her away from the crowd.

I wasn't going to take her to my bedroom. I don't fuck anyone in there. I pushed opened the first door on my right, not caring where it led to. I realized after we got in that it was the indoor sports area.

Well, Dad is going to have a mini stroke if he knows what I did to his previous sport area.

I slammed the door shut and pressed Meghan's back to the wall.

“I guess you did want it rough.” She breathed.

“I said stop talking.” I groaned. I didn't give her a chance to respond before crashing my lips on hers.

I poured all my emotions into that single kiss, my frustration, my anger, the pain of repressing my feelings for years. I wanted to forgot everything. Meghan took it all, the biting, the sucking, she moaned loudly with pleasure.

We were both breathless when we pulled away from each other. She brought her hand to my face and ran her fingers through every inch of it. But despite it, despite the very intense make out session, I couldn't completely shave off the energy buzzing beneath my skin.

But I wasn't going to give up.

“Where do you want me next, baby?” She purred into ears, she swept her tongue over my earlobes. I had to force myself to not cringe.

Note to self: disinfect my entire body after this whole fiasco was over.

“Get on your knees.” I groaned.

“With pleasure.” She grinned widely as she slowly bent to her knees. She began working the zip of my pants while I simply watched her.

My cock sprang from the constraint of my pants already leaking precum. Meghan pumped it with her hand a few times. She ran her tongue over the tip and sucked on it. I shuddered with pleasure. She smirked, satisfied that she had gotten that reaction from me.

I dug my fingers into her hair and brushed it away from her face. The image of a certain red haired in this same position flashed across my mind and my cock hardened.

Meghan laughed and sucked on my tip the second time. She rolled her tongue over it, licking off the entire precum.

I grew tired of her teasing and grabbed her hair in a tight grip, I shoved my entire length in her mouth. She choked on it and mumbled something I couldn't here. I gave her a few seconds to adjust before I began moving.

I fucked her mouth hard but she didn't complain. She took everything I gave her without asking me to stop.

I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to enjoy it, tried to feel something aside frustration and anger, but I couldn't. I felt my release build up a few seconds before they came rushing out. I shot my entire loads in her mouth and pulled out. She licked every single drop of cum and swallowed.

“That was fun.” She breathed..

I tucked myself back into my pants, not bothering to give her a response. I walked towards the door.

“Where are you going? Aren't you going to eat my pussy? I'm soaking wet.” She moaned.

“I told you, I don't eat pussy.” I walked out the door before she could stop me.

I went back to the party and was shocked by the scene I met. I didn't know whether to look at the crowd gathered around the dining table, or at Harley who was standing on the table, about the pull her dress off while everyone cheered for her.

I didn't think, I ran towards her before she could do it and threw her over my shoulder. She was so drunk that she didn't even resist me much.

“Hey, who are you? Let me go.” She landed soft punches on my back.

“Nothing to see here, people. Go do something else.” I said. The crowd began disperse after that.

I scanned the area for any sign of the boy she had been entwined with but couldn't find him. So much for him not being dangerous.

I carried Harley up the stairs. I was halfway to my room before I remembered she lived here now. But as I was about to change course, she began mumbling something I couldn't hear.

“What?” I asked.

“Put me down.” She muttered more audibly.

I debated ignoring her, she was drunk and clearly had no idea what she was doing. But I decided to let her down anyway. Her feet had barely touched the ground when she threw up on the floor and over her dress.

“Well, that's gonna be a mess to clean up.” I muttered. “Let's get you changed and cleaned up.”

She sat on the floor and hugged her knees to her chest. She kept mumbling to herself inaudibly. I crouched beside her and scooped her in my arms. She buried her face into my neck, breathing erratically.

As I carried her into my bedroom, I finally made out what she kept mumbling. “Don't leave me like everyone else did.”

I was certain I would blame myself for the action I took later, but I pressed my lips on her forehead.

“I would never leave you, Red.”