Chapter 20 Irresistible Temptation

Chapter 20 Irresistible Temptation

My face was red and I felt so embarrassed, I wanted to cry because I really hoped Xavier didn't find out about my crazy dream. Xavier pushed me onto the bed and forced me to look him in the eye.

"Why are you crying? Did I say something wrong, hmm?" He threatened me, touching my neck with his fingers.

"Why are you embarrassing me? Is it so fun to read other people's minds and know their secrets?" I felt so emotional. This man felt like he was holding onto my deepest weakness.

"How does it feel to live with the feeling of insecurity because your every movement is restricted and constantly trapped in someone's grasp?"

"What are you saying?"

"I think I've left too many signs, it could be serious if they notice."

"What do you mean? What signs?" I asked, panicked. Xavier kissed my neck, and it made my body freeze.

"I was hoping you could keep up with me better, Layla! It's a shame you fell asleep right when I reached my climax. Well, consider it a start, I hope you don't fall asleep again in the future, understand?" He said with a smile. Xavier got off of me and walked towards the bathroom.

I couldn't understand what he was saying. I immediately rushed to the mirror and checked my neck. There were red marks. I panicked even more and took off my clothes to see if there were any more marks.

"No way." I couldn't believe what I saw. There were dozens of red marks all over my body, right where Xavier had kissed me while we were making love in my dream.

I was sure it was just a dream, even though it felt so real. I took off my pants to be sure, and then I touched my vagina and realized there was something sticky left inside. I touched it and saw it; it was semen. How could there be semen in my vagina?

"So it wasn't a dream? Xavier and I really did it?"

As unbelievable as it was, I couldn't really remember why we did it. I sat there, feeling confused. I realized I had betrayed Jacob when he and I were lovers, not just childhood friends.

Jacob was supposed to be the only man in my life. While he was struggling to get through his critical period, I was making love to another man and what made this even worse, I was really enjoying Xavier's body and play.

Xavier opened the bathroom door, his body and hair still wet, and wearing only the white towel provided by the hotel. He saw me lying there limply, my clothes off.

"What are you doing?" He asked. I covered my body, which was only wearing a bra, with both hands. I walked over to him with my head down. I wasn't ready to see his face now.

"I want to take a shower too!" I said before entering the bathroom. I tried to recall our conversation before we made love in the forest. I was sure we talked about something very important.

But even though I tried to remember that most important part, I couldn't remember it at all. I didn't know what was happening to me, what I was really thinking that made me do that with him.

"If I keep thinking about the part I forgot around Xavier, he'll definitely read my mind and tell me something," I thought to myself.

I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, putting on the pajamas I'd packed in my suitcase. After that, I came out of the bathroom and saw Xavier lying on the bed, shirtless, with a blanket covering most of his body. I hoped he was wearing his jeans and underwear.

"Damn it." I cursed under my breath when I saw his t-shirt, jeans, and underwear thrown on the sofa. That meant he was lying naked.

"X-Xavier, w-where am I sleeping?" I asked nervously. The room was quite cramped and there wasn't much room.

"Anywhere!" He said with his eyes closed.

"Can I sleep on the bed too?" I asked again. Xavier opened his eyes and then smiled mischievously at me.

"Up to you! But don't touch my crotch, understand?"

"Why should I touch your crotch?"

"You might have a bad sleep pattern and keep moving around in your sleep. You won't be ready for round two from me."

"Round two?"

"Haha...we better get some sleep tonight. We have a long journey tomorrow."

"I do want to sleep!" I said, annoyed. I immediately climbed into bed and lay down next to him. I shared the only blanket with him. I was starting to feel restless now; there was no way I could sleep in this state.

I remembered my plan in the bathroom to think about the conversation I'd forgotten, so Xavier could read my mind and tell me something. But he didn't budge at all, continuing to turn his back on me.

"Is he asleep?" I thought. I tried to confirm it by lifting my head and moving closer to him.

His eyes were closed, it seemed he was truly asleep from the exhaustion of driving for hours. His scent was so fragrant, so distinctive, it made me feel somehow comfortable. I unconsciously lay down right next to Xavier just to smell him.

"So fragrant, the perfume should have disappeared after he showered," I muttered. I hugged his back, not understanding why I was doing this, he seemed to have a mysterious attraction that made me want to be near him.