Chapter 67
Derrick shot him an inscrutable look. He made a V with his fingertips and rested his chin against them in a thoughtful manner.
“And what does she think about all of this? You?” Derrick amended.
“Are we talking personally or professionally here?” James asked coolly.
“Personally. We’re all very protective of Sophia. I don’t want to see her get hurt. You are precisely the kind of man she doesn’t need.”
“I disagree. She’s mine,” James repeated. “That’s all you need to know. She’s currently staying with me after working herself into the ground last week while I was gone. She collapsed in the office and I took her home so I could take care of her. God knows someone needed to. But if you think I in any way forced her, you’re wrong. She’s there willingly. I have every intention of keeping her out of work the remainder of this week as well. She’s exhausted and she needs the break. And when she comes back, I want it to be in the capacity of more than our office manager. So that gives you a week to be looking for a new one.”
“You’re a demanding bastard,” Derrick mused.
“It’s the right decision for our company,” James said. “She landed us the S&G contract. I have no doubt she’ll be an asset if we turn her loose. I have every confidence in her abilities. She just has to find the same confidence in herself.”
“I’ll go along with you on this,” Derrick conceded. “If she proves her mettle then we can certainly make her a partner. But you need to figure out if you can handle that if things don’t work out for you . . . personally.”
James returned Derrick’s look unblinkingly. “They will work out. However, I’d leave before ever making her feel uncomfortable in her work environment. I will never do anything that hurts her. Period.”
Derrick let out a long breath. “I hope to hell you know what you’re getting into, man. Sophia . . . she’s going to be a tough nut to crack. With reason. And she’s not going to react well to your . . . dominance.”
“For her I’m willing to make special concessions,” James said.
It was all he would say on the matter. He owed Derrick at least some reassurance because Sophia was important to him and Sandra. But this was all he’d give him. What was between him and Sophia was private. Not to be shared. He was as possessive of their relationship as he was of her.
“Then I wish you the best,” Derrick said sincerely. “Sophia deserves to be happy. I never thought I’d say this but she may well have met her match in you. She needs someone as stubborn as she is. Someone who won’t buckle or run at the first sign of adversity. She deserves someone who will stick it out and see her for the treasure she is.”
“In that we agree,” James said. “Now, what about a new office manager? I vote we start taking applications immediately.”
Sophia was waiting anxiously when James pulled into the drive. She’d been anticipating his homecoming ever since she’d returned from her lunch with the girls. She’d been delighted when he’d called and said he’d be home earlier than usual.
She wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing or if it was in any way indicative of how his talk with Derrick had gone.
She met him at the door and all but threw herself into his arms. He seemed delighted by her spontaneous show of affection and caught her up against him. She took the initiative and kissed him. And not one of those gentle pecks he’d been giving her. She devoured his mouth hungrily, licking over his lips and then delving inside when they parted.
“Wow,” he said breathlessly when she finally pulled away. “Now that’s what I call a welcome home.”
“I missed you,” she said without any discomfort. She could admit things to him that she’d never admit to anyone else. She didn’t feel as vulnerable and as bare with him.
She felt . . . safe.
It was a statement she’d made to herself and to him over and over but it bore repeating because it was such a mind-boggling thing. She, who never felt safe with anyone, felt absolutely secure with James.
“I missed you too, baby.”
He kissed her this time, long and leisurely. It sent warm shivers cascading over her body. Now that she’d decided that she wanted to try to have a physical relationship with him, it was all that occupied her mind. She was bursting with hope and anticipation because this would be huge for her. Just as huge as it evidently was that he was offering to relinquish absolute control to her.
“I got used to having you around the last four days,” she whispered.
He let out a groan. “God, baby, if you have any intention of us going out, you have to stop now because I’m one second away from hauling you into the bedroom and tying my own self to the bed.”
She laughed, the sound joyous and free. How far had she come that they could actually joke about her hang-ups and she could laugh at herself? If she had any uncertainty about whether she loved this man, it was gone in an instant.
“I’m ready to go if you are,” she said with a grin. “You said casual, but I didn’t want to go too casual.”
He pulled her away as if noticing for the first time what she had on. She loved that he hadn’t paid any attention to the outer trappings. He’d only been focused on her. The woman. What was on the inside, no matter how twisted up she was there.
“If this is your definition of casual then I’m dying to know what you consider not casual,” he said, male appreciation evident in his tone.
She’d donned a short cocktail dress, one that clipped just above her knees and bared the expanse of her legs. It was simple and could certainly qualify as casual. It was black and sleeveless with a modest neckline that only hinted at the curves of her breasts.