Chapter 36: Secret x wedding night

**Justine's POV**

I decided to give myself away and seduce him. I will prove to him that he’s still my husband and that he can have what he rightfully owns. Also… I want to do it as well. I don’t care if he’s not sober yet.

All I care about is for him to cater to my desires. I want to be his woman. I got nervous when he lifted my legs and spread them. I was embarrassed when he looked at my pussy. My panty is just a thin, see-through fabric. Lawrence was staring at my wet pussy. He suddenly kissed me torridly again. I moan.

My body was struck by a delicious shiver when his finger touched my wetness. I didn’t realize that he had already put his palm inside my panty. "You're warm and wet. I wonder how it tastes," he huskily says. I was stunned because of what he said.

"Isn't it dirty?" I whispered. I can't say it out loud. He held my chin and met my eyes. "No. It will make us feel good."

Lawrence didn’t wait for my permission. He lowered himself and ripped the thin fabric. "Oh shit!" I screamed in a controlled tone.

My body shivered as a tingling sensation covered my whole body. His warm tongue and breath both tease my pussy. His tongue licks my wet pussy as if he’s eating ice cream in a cone. I grasp his hair and even push his head to my chest.

"Uhn… lick me more, Lawren…" I whispered.

My voice became hoarse as I begged him to lick me more. It feels too good; I can’t deny that. We’ve been having sex and foreplay but tonight, the sensations double up. Maybe I want it so badly. I want him so badly. I didn’t hide my loud moans as soon as he stuck his tongue and inserted it in my pussy. Fuck!

I can’t believe this feels so good! The way he moves his tongue, caressing my sensitive spots, my body keeps trembling because of sensation. I feel like I’m cumming soon.

"Lawren… I think I’m cumming!" I roared. He didn’t speak.

He moves his tongue faster and his fingers play on my clit at a certain speed. My legs wrap around him as I pin my hands on the desk. "Oh my... I cummed," I mumbled.

I let go of him and waited for his reaction. He licks his lips and tastes my cum. He showed me his finger. "You cum a lot. That’s not fair."

Lawrence takes off the towel around his hips. He's fucking huge! "Wait! You’re bigger than usual. That won’t fit--uhmp!"

He shut me off while kissing me torridly. I can taste my own juices. It’s sticky and yet I care less about it. My husband starts brushing his manhood on my pussy. It’s like he’s using my liquid as his lube. I can hear the sloppy sound it creates.

I wrap my hands around his neck and respond to his wild kiss. His hands were busy on my tits. He loves circling his fingers around and pinching them after. We both gasped when we parted ways.

"You’re ready. I want to put it in…" he huskily begs. His dazed expression is turning me on! I wrap my legs around his hips.

"Slowly, please… It’s my first time," I replied. He looks down. He moves the head of his dick into my entrance. "Shit! The head hasn’t entered yet but you’re so wet and tight. It feels so good."

I kiss him. "Shut up. Don’t say embarrassing things," I mutter.

He held my face and kissed me too. "Breathe deep. This will be painful," Lawrence murmurs.

I did as he said. As soon as I inhaled, he inserted the head of his manhood. A pain strikes my body. He’s too huge for me! I can’t take it. I can’t even breathe properly.

"Agh! It’s painful, Lawren…" I cried. He shed my tears. "I'm sorry, Justine. I can’t take it anymore. I want you so badly!" he roars. He kissed me and thrust rudely.

I ended up biting his lower lip because of what he did. He paused for a few a few seconds and slowly thrust. "My hips don’t want to stop. Justine… I love it. I love it. You’re so tight that your insides are wrapping my dick. I’ll move a little and settle you in our bed. Bear with me, honey…" Lawrence whispered.

I can’t take my eyes off of me. I have no choice but to bear the pain. I never expected that being ripped inside was life's worst dysmenorrhea or much worse. I became envious of girls who didn’t feel such pain in their first sex.

He slowly moves my hips up and down as he walks towards our bed. As soon as we reached it, he put me down. He pins his hands on my side, moves my legs upward and spreads them wider.

"You’re still bleeding. I’m sorry if it causes you pain…" he says. He looks down and must have noticed the blood dripping from his dick.

I covered my lips with the back of my palm. I look on my left side. "Then make sure to make me crazy," I whispered.

I don’t know if he heard what I just said. Lawrence grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head. His other hand held my chin, and then his fingers caressed my lower lip. "You will!" he roars.

His body rocks mine as he moves a little bit faster and rougher. The way his manhood thrust inside of me. It’s hitting places that bring me ecstasy. I’m losing my mind and all I can understand is the pleasure he gives me.

He moves faster and thrusts deeper inside of me. The pain is bearable but these sensations he brings into every corner of my body—it’s fucking too much. My body arches and I reach my climax again.

He scooped me up and made me face him. His right hand was on my back, while the other was on my nape. Lawrence's eyes were full of pleasure and ecstasy. He pulled me closer.

"I'm not finished yet, Justine…" he whispered.

He claimed my mouth as he intertwined our tongues inside my mouth. Lawrence’s arms move down to my waist and hold me tightly. His hips move rougher as he pushes my body to penetrate even deeper. I just came and that’s what made him move faster as I became wetter.

When our lips parted, I noticed the face he made. His breathing is heavy, and his eyes seem to be bewildered. I held his face and looked at him, even if I’m breathing as heavily as him.

"Don’t look at me like that. It’s your fault. I never imagined that I could have you like this," he murmurs.

I think it’s because we've been nothing but rivals before. My left hand caresses his nape and he looks up, exposing his neck. I lick his skin and softly bite his Adam’s apple. He moans. My eyes widened when I felt his manhood become taller inside of me.

"Damn! You’re so tight, Justine. You’ll make me cum if you continue to tighten up," he murmurs huskily between his heavy breathing.

His dick fills my womb. It’s throbbing every time he thrusts. Lawrence suddenly moves down and leaves a hickey in my boobs and around my nipple. I bent over as well and bit his chest.

"Justine…" he calls my name sweetly.

He thrust strongly and we both moan as soon as he burst his semen inside me. I embrace him as my body trembles and my knees weaken. Is this what it feels like to have sex without a condom?

I can feel that it's dripping out of me, yet his hot stuff is making my womb expand. We’re both sweating and our hearts beat so fast. He withdraws his dick inside of me. There’s blood and milky liquid dripping from his manhood.

"I feel so weak and yet it feels so good. Thank you, Lawren."

His expression suddenly darkens. Lawrence shifts into his beast mode. "Who says that we’re finished, Justine?" he utters.