Chapter 111
“How do you know I slept with anyone other than Sharron?” he looks shocked now.
“Well see I am you Prez so if I call or text asking those types of questions I get answers I know you slept with at least 3 from each place you went to so yeah I am so glad you didn’t touch me. I swear I am just going to stay alone you all suck only Hannah, Lindsay and Amy have good men. Well and Tony but I don’t think I’m Scars type.” I say
“Well I didn’t want a broken bitch any way” he says storming out and poor Polly falls on the floor. She hit her arm on the table and its bleeding.
“Well hell I am sorry Polly he went to Scorpion MC and well they might not be that bad they don’t test anyone and they don’t have rules about the girls being on birth control or about sleeping with people without protection you might be a sweet butt but I wont let you put yourself at risk for his stupid mistakes. I didn’t mean to hurt you Sean can you take her to Forest please.” I say helping her up off the floor and putting the napkins from the table on it to stop the bleeding.
“Its ok I am happy you said something. Not that he didn’t ask me to get up before getting up but I get it you promised to take care of us and you meant it.” Polly says with a smile.
Sean helps her out the front door as Sharron walks in it great more bullshit. “I see Daniel is self destructing like normal.”
I don’t even have to say anything Opal is pissed “how well do you know him according to the files we have he met Pam 1 year and 5 months ago but you just said always are you from this town and if so why doesn’t that show in your files.” That puts the whole room on edge they don’t like being deceived.
“I moved here on witness protection. My real name is Sharron they just changed my middle and last name plus my birthday and everything else. Well that was when I was 16 I watched him fall in love with Page and I don’t know what happened after she died but the man I knew before didn’t sleep around like this. Hell I heard what you told Polly and I think I will head to your hospital building and be tested soon. I am sorry about him. I didn’t know he was here or that he knew you when I seen him he didn’t have his cut on but in honesty he would come to a room a booked in the same hotel so he didn’t even have shoes most the time.” Sharron says.
“Sharron I am not mad at you. You are fine, he should have been honest and not said I was all he wanted. He just through that I was broken at me so I don’t know if I can forgive him.” I say as I get up to walk out I walk to the door not listening to what they all have to say. This was supposed to be a good night. What happened where did it all go wrong.
Oh yeah I wanted to be loved. As I get to the porch I laugh a little shake my head I didn’t know he was right there or that he heard me muttering. I just kept walking till I got to the kids grave. No bike no horse. It’s a long walk. I lay on there grave and feel broken I might have them all in a cell but what good does that do me when the broke me so much I will never be loved again. I know its late but I don’t care I know the prospect are watching me. My phone pings and I pick it up and see a picture of him getting tested in with Forest.
Why does Sharron think that would matter now. I should have mattered enough for it not to happen at all. So I send her that. I see Daniel text me he didn’t mean what he said and he was sorry. I sent back good for you didn’t stop you from doing what you did or lying. I hear someone clear there throat and I look to see Goose standing there. “I see he was like the others.”
“Goose what did I ever do to deserve this kind of treatment. I don’t know why they all burn me and lie to me. I could have seen myself growing old with him. I stay broken because to do all those surgeries you need a partner and I love you all but you cant help me when the girls are busy and they cant always help me. I don’t under stand.” I say without lifting my head from there stone.
“Maybe he was scared. I don’t know its not an excuse but you know this life we all do dumb shit because of pressure still not an excuse just till give him another chance if you think you can.” Goose says.
“I will put it this way if it was the other way around would he forgive me or would he be pissed? Hell you know our job puts us on the road a lot and I know you don’t cheat on Harley even when you were gone 6 months. He didn’t wouldn’t and you wouldn’t have forgiven Harley either. So why do you all say we have to keep giving men chances when they haven’t proven the deserve one. Twice now he didn’t admit to anyone we were together and both have slept with him. What would that make you think and feel?” I say.
“I agree with you and we say that because you woman are smarter than us and can think logically.”
“oh so men are dumb and we have to compensate for it well fuck that if he cant keep it in his pants then he is nothing to me. If all you came to do is defend him then leave. He has no defense and you know it.” He doesn’t say anything and doesn’t move. “Fine you want to mess with me than I will leave and thanks for taking my spot to help me with my pain away to defend a man who just had to no fuck people while he gained my trust.”
I walk away hearing in call my and I walk to the cells might as well beat the hell out of someone and Trixie was lying earlier. I text Opal what I was doing and she said us girls are on our way. When we meet at the door we go down and as we turn the corner I see Goose and Daniel standing there. “Goose the last I checked you worked for me not him so care to explain what the hell you are doing here? You and Harley are partners so to open that cell you need her I am guessing she said no and you thought his had would work. Well it wont but you both can watch as I question her.”
I push past them as is see Opal send Harley a text this will be fun I guess I will wait then. “he just said he wanted to talk to her.”
“Ok and not tell me you are speaking to her with her ex when protocol says I know for all of it. You might run the day today but even all of those I get a message on and the option to be there. Goose are you trying to take my job.” I say looking at him like one wrong answer will get you killed.
“I would also like to know why my husband is breaking our laws and rules for an outsider. Layla rescued both of us what has this fool done for you other than hurt our daughter. She might not be blood but she mine I thought she was ours but now I don’t know. Did you forget you cant open that without me or one of the ladies next to me. Yeah Daniel he isn’t in charge after his last slip up or so he called it last year and one of the guys waiting to be taken to court for trafficking was almost let go. I am starting to think you 2 work for her grandparents.” Harley says walking up and now he looks scared. Harley is Gooses boss in the family men are not in charge of shit not really anyway .
“I was just wondering the same. Trixie seems to know and they wanted to get to her and Will first for some reason. Hell I just left Goose who went to my kids grave to disturb me and plead for me to forgive Punisher for not even thinking about me my feelings or the fact that to earn my trust you cant say you want me then fuck other people but no I am the one hurt and all he is supposed to say is sorry and all is better. Not how that works he has to work for it plus as he put it I am broken.” I say turning to open the door with Opal.