Chapter 179: Monster

Meera~

He looked beautiful in the black tux, just like he did on our wedding day. Just like prince charming...my prince charming.

The only difference was that day he was feeling something even though it was his hatred for me but still there were emotions in his eyes. But today he is standing there numb.

And there was Charlotte. His bride. Looking as gorgeous as ever in white lace gown. My heart panged with jealousy.

I clenched my fist as they said their vows. "Finally..." I heard the familiar voice of my father. No one invited him but he doesn't need one. He does what he wants.

Only my mama, Matthew and Luis were invited. Mummy is not here and I am glad she isn't or she would have been hurt after seeing all of this. He looked at me and our eyes met. There was nothing but determination.

"You may kiss the bride now" the priest said and tears brimmed in my eyes. My heart clenched painfully. She is his now not me. He is hers now not mine.

I no longer hold any claim on him. We are over. I thought I don't have feelings anymore but God this hurts so much. I can't breathe, I feel like the world is swinging.

I can't live without him. I can't live without my Abram. I stood up and turn around to leave. I can't see them kissing or I will die here.

I have to leave and go far far away from them.

I grabbed my bag and looked at our room one last time. The same room where our love bloomed. The same room where our hearts and soul became one .

I could hear his voice in this room, I could hear his snoring and see him grinning or mostly angry.

This was our little heaven.

I walked towards the window . My place. I looked over at the moon shining brightly and again there were no stars. Maybe my stars are sad too.

A shiver rolled down my spine as I felt familiar lips on my bare shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me and peppered my flesh with wet kisses.

His touch was desperate as if he is scared. I am scared too. I want to melt into his arms but he is not mine anymore.

"Go to your wife, Abram" I said.

I burned as he traveled his mouth over the curve of my neck, sucking in between "I am with my wife " he said and I felt his hand going towards my breast and I shoved him away.

"Charlotte is your wife Abram. Go to her tonight is your wedding night". The words sting me.

His eyes hardened "enough of your bullshit now wife. You think a piece of paper will make our relationship invalid? You are my wife".

He emphasized on the word wife. And my heart broke. "You married Charlotte in front of the lord. You are each others now. She is your wife".

I walked past him and grabbed my bag. I need to leave from here as soon as possible. Or I will break apart. I won't be able to control myself. I won't be able to go, if I stay here any longer.

"Where are you going Meera?" he clutched my wrist and walked in front of me . "I am leaving. I have no business in staying here anymore."

His eyes brimmed with tears but I can also see fury building inside them. "You asked me to marry her and I did. What else do you want from me? Don't you ever think about leaving me again". His voice trembled.

"Leave me. Let me go".

"You are not going anywhere don't you get it. You are mine and I am yours. And you are not leaving me". He gritted and I looked at me in pain.

"You are not mine. You are Charlotte's" I said and before I could speak more he pulled me towards him and crashed his mouth against mine.

I pressed my lips together not giving him any access. He growled "I am yours Meera. I am your Abram " his voice broke.

I close my eyes and took a breath . I have to do this even if it will kill me later.

I pushed him away and glared at him.

"You are a monster. I don't want to live with you. You abused me, you fucking raped and then you come saying oh my pigeon I am sorry...you are nothing but a selfish manipulative abuser...you think about no one but yourself and your feelings. I hate you...you disgust me you monster..."

He opened his mouth to say something but no words came out. He looked at me wide eyed "we will sort it out. I know you are saying this so that I will let you go...but you are wrong . I don't care if you don't love me anymore but I am not letting you go".

Oh Abram...

"You cannot stop me" I gritted out.