Chapter 98: Obey

98. Obey

She probably didn’t want me here. My stomach twists at realization.

Are we beyond saving?

“You broke my heart Jacob…” she says and picks up the flowers. “Still, I missed you more than anything.”

Then she walks away from me, and it’s hard to breathe.

“Without you, happiness faded away from my life.” I admit, as she takes a few steps away from me. I know I made her cry, and the guilt has weighed me heavily. She turns and looks at me for a moment, then says, “We need to talk. Come to my room.”

Hope flutters in my heart. Is this my chance? I would do anything to make the best of it.

I walk behind her to breathe in her fragrance, unsure of what we will talk about. Which way will it go?

My arms are aching to hug her But, will she let me?

I want to sink my fingers into her hair and kiss her senseless. She is wearing a beautiful silk Black dress. I want to feel her soft skin under it. My urge to hold her is strong.

When I walk into her room. She closes the door and presses her back on it. Just like that, my mind goes into the gutter, and I want to press myself into her. So many times I jerked myself at nights in frustration with no relief.

To my surprise, she says, “Remove your clothes, Jacob.”

Wouldn’t we talk?

She walks towards the table and places the flowers over there. I look at her, unsure. There is something unfamiliar in her tone I haven’t heard before. I ignore questions in my head and remove my jacket.

“Why did you come here?” She asks.

“To apologize… To win you back.. if that’s even possible..”

She looks at me as I remove my t-shirt and unbutton my jeans.

“I am done giving control of my life to others, Jacob… I give and give… and the boys I dated… simply took it for granted.. You were the best of them… So it probably isn’t fair to you… But there is something I want to show you.”

Her face is impassive, and it’s difficult to predict what she is thinking about.

Does it mean she has forgiven me?

I don’t dare to ask. I am afraid she might say something I wouldn’t like.

She grabs a scarf from her closet and walks behind me.

“Remove that too.” She gestures towards my boxer shorts.

As I remove my shorts, it reminds me of the night when I made her strip in the open. She is doing the same. I have never been shy about showing skin. Especially in front of her. There is no need to feel odd.

But I get it now. It feels powerless to be the only one naked. I made her feel vulnerable that night.

Her warm breath and sensual voice break my train of thoughts. “The flowers are beautiful though.. for real… Thank you.” she whispers while tying the scarf over my eyes.

She is standing behind me. I feel her dress caressing my skin. Her sheer proximity is making me harder by every second passing.

She caresses my back and slowly touches my body with her fingertips. My cock twitches with the pure pleasure of a simple touch. She walks in front of me, trailing her finger over my shoulder to my chest. I breath hard as she traces her finger dangerously low below my navel. She hasn’t even touched me all the way and I am already at the edge.

“Did you miss me, Jacob?” She asks me calmly.

“More than you can imagine.”

“Will you come if I stroke you?” she asks, holding my cock in her palm.

Fuck…

“That’s possible.”

That’s a definite.

“I don’t want that… I want you to come when I say you can.” she says.

“Okay…”

Not Okay!

I am not sure if that’s even possible.

Then she steps away from me. I hear the rustling of clothes.

My heart thumps in anticipation.

Is she getting naked?

“Where are you staying?”

“I hadn’t thought about it… I came as soon as I read the letter…”

She stays quiet for a moment, then says, “I thought you read it, but probably threw it away.”

It makes me choke. “I would never! You poured your heart into it. I wish I had grabbed that jacket sooner.”

I hate this fucking blindfold right now.

“Can we please talk?” I plea.

She ignores me and asks, “I guess you didn’t bring any clothes with you.”

“No..”

“Alright, I will wash and bring those back. I want to stay where you are.”

Wait what?

“How long?”

She comes closer to me again, and she murmurs against my lips, “Be obedient, Jacob. Once I am happy with you… We will talk. Then we will see what happens to us.”

Then she kisses me hard. I wanted to taste her for so long and now she is finally devouring me. It’s getting harder for me to stay under control. I kiss her back to show her I cannot lose her. I want us to work.

I wrap my arms around her, but she shakes my hands away and pulls back.

“You don’t get to touch me…” she says breathlessly. ”Not yet.”

Then I hear the door open and shut. I stay in my spot, breathing hard. I am still trying to process what just happened.

When did she become so fucking ruthless?

……

Fuck, I cannot do this.

Not sure how long I have been standing here waiting. My senses have heightened ten fold. My head turns at every sound I hear in this room. Every sound outside the door makes me stiff.

Does she have a roommate?

I was so immersed in her I didn’t notice if somebody else lived here. There is an extra bed. But is it vacant?

I could remove the blindfold. But I think she wants me to trust her and surrender.

It is a damn test!

The realization is warm. Now that I know her purpose, the masochist in me loves this idea. My cock is throbbing with need. The way she teased and left me longing. I swear to God I will get back to her.

But right now, I want to defy her.

I hold my cock in my hand and press the tip to spread the pre-cum over my length. Then I hold it and start stroking it slowly.

I think about her fingers trailing my body and her warm breath brushing my skin. I go a little faster and wonder if she is watching me? Does she know how desperate I am to please her and touch her?

Would she touch herself if she saw me now? The thought of her fingers sliding into her pussy takes me on edge and I fall on my knees.

‘I want you to come when I say you can.’

I gasp and press the tip of my cock to stop from ejaculating.

“How does it feel?” her voice falls on my ears and my head snaps towards her.

“You were watching me…” I say, breathing hard.

“Of Course I was,” she walks towards me and puts a finger under my chin and brings it up. I get up.

“Did you touch yourself?” I rasp.

“You don’t get to ask questions today, Jacob,” she says and pushes me in the chest. I take some steps back and my legs hit her bed. She pushes me harder and I stumble into it.

“I cannot take this Natalie... I need to see you.” I move my hand to remove the blindfold.

“Don’t you dare!”