PALE CIRCUMSTANCES.

PALE CIRCUMSTANCES.

"Mrs Oceana, you are getting pale, I suggest you take a break."

"Andrew, I am stronger than this, I don't need your sympathy." I snapped and then I realized what I had done and apologized.

"I'm sorry, I'm just stressed out about everything." I got up on my shaken legs and saw the strands of my hair on the sand. I was tired and he was right, I deeply needed to sleep.

I moved and noticed Jessie walking toward me with a solemn expression.

I looked at Andrew, motioned him to give us space and turned to Jessie as she folded her hands across her chest.

"Don't do this to yourself, Oceana." She stated with finality.

"I am in love with him, he's mine, my mate." I knew what she was talking about.

"Everyone is beginning to talk.' she pointed out.

"Let them talk and leave me the fuck alone.' I shouted at her and my wolf was nearly out of me.

She was surprised and shook her head getting closer to me. "Your love isn't going to solve anything, stop this madness.'

"Don't talk to me, he's my mate…"

"I know but think about the consequences and stop putting Gerard at a tight spot.'

"Mind your damn business, this is my life and I get to do whatever the fuck I want.'

Why was I getting so angry at everything?

She blurted out the words, I never expected from her. "What if the moon goddess made a mistake?"

I flared up. "Are you insane? Are you serious right now?'

A surprised look as she sighed and held both my shoulders. "I know I am still young and there are many things I still have to learn but he is your brother, why do you fail to understand that?"

I didn't say a word, I just had a little headache, pushed her away from me and left. I was tired of talking, this was exhausting and I'm sick of hearing those words over and over again, I needed to get my head straight.

I was aware of what everyone's rumors were about, but I didn't care because the more I thought about it, the more depressed I was and heartbroken I was.

One cold evening, a lot of people were partying and moving from one place to another, some were making out and throwing themselves all about, while some barely covered themselves in the realms. It was quite a busy day ahead and I was ready to look for one thing or the other to make fun with. I'm the princess of realms, I wasn't supposed to be here.

"Oh, baby come lick my cunt." One of them yelled from a dark corner, I kept asking myself while I came out at this time of the night and I'm glad I disguised myself, I don't want the people saying Alpha Oceana, the princess of realms is a whore. For it was quite a taboo for a princess to be in the outskirts of her town, her palace and walking around the whores of houses.

I wasn't supposed to be in here but I was super bored and tired of the whole stuff, I needed some fresh air. I didn't want to see anyone or talk to anybody right now, that was why I sneaked out of the palace.

I walked for a couple of minutes and perceived Gerard's scent, I ran to the direction of the scent and went to the Pleasure House and entered inside the place.

I wanted to see how things were done there, but to my surprise I saw Gérard sitting on a couch surrounded by lots of girls, rubbing his body and trying to convince him to drink from their glass.

I didn't like this. I had hoped I was wrong, and my wolf nose was deceiving me.

I thought he was a married Alpha who loved his wife dearly, what was he doing here with these whores.

I got pissed, went up to him and dragged him up but he pushed my hands away from his and dangerously glared at me. I have never seen such a look on his face before, was he ever this scary to me?

I slightly pulled off, my hoodie and his eyes widened, knowing I was the one.

"Will you follow me now?' I nearly snapped and he sighed, hesitated for a second and stood up from the chair he was sitting on, got close to me, covered my face with the hoodie and grabbed my arm dragging me out of the place as we both got outside.

"What the fuck are you doing here, you are the daughter of the great Alpha of the realms, you are not supposed to be here."

"Stop putting such a title on me as if I'm some God, I hate it.'

"Answer me, what the hell are you doing here, how could you show your face in a place like that?"

"What about you, aren't you married?' I snapped back. "You too are not supposed to be here. What if word got out that a powerful Alpha like you, who everyone adored is surrounded by women in the house of whores."

"You've not answered my questions." He persisted with a mocking smile.

"You haven't answered mine either," I flatly pointed out and we both looked at each other for a while, his blue eyes were adorable, and the fireworks were becoming louder and louder by each minute.

"Do you think I care?" I whispered seductively and got close to him seeing how those people were kissing, holding themselves and the moans were getting to me and making my pussy drip.

I went to Gérard and kissed him so hard, I wanted this and wrapped my hands around him.

Jessie's Pov.

"You are awake.' Jane spoke as she put on her dress; the instant her eyes set on me, I raised my back off the bed.

"Yeah.' I murmured and yawned as I rubbed sleep from my eyes and got up from the bed.

"Where are you going?' I asked, perturbed, knowing where she was going and hoping I wouldn't cause a problem.

She gets aggravated when I ask about her lover because she thinks I'm mocking him, but I can't help but ask about him, even though I don't like his ass and how he is in a relationship with my sister.

"To see Wolf." She chuckled with a wink, calling him by his nickname and trying to annoy me because she knows what I'm thinking.

I rolled my eyes at her, comprehending what kind of a joke her boyfriend was to the clan.

That dude never takes his life seriously; I wonder what she sees in him. I could drop dead if that kind of person was my mate.

People say love is unconditional and blind. Well, my sister is entirely blind, for sure, and I believe those words. What does she even see in this beta? It's not like there's anything special about him, like talent or something; he just depends on my sister for everything he needs.

I know, I should mind my own business because I am not the one in the relationship, nor am I the one who has fallen in love with an idiot. If only you knew how much I dislike him.

He's too lousy and a lazy ass; the only good thing about him is his looks.

I don't like her boyfriend one bit; it's not like he's a bad Beta or something like that, but I just don't like his attitude, his immaturity, and also how nonchalant he is about life. I hope my sister quickly gets over the charm he has cast on her. This love she has for him is pretty abnormal to me, and it's been four years already. When is she going to get over him and find a responsible Alpha?

"Really, at this time of the day?" I asked with annoyance.

I know it is not bad for her to go out at this time, but the thought of her meeting that Beta was super annoying.

"Of course, I know you don't like Aaron, but if you will just calm down and get to know him, things will be super better for the both of us; he is not a bad guy." It's been years now; why don't you give him a chance and see what he's like? Then you will know why your sister is in love with him."

Her problem is not mine; I am simply not interested in getting to know why she fell in love with him.

This is so fucking crazy.

"I don't care if you want to meet him anyway; do whatever you want." I waved my hands and got up from my bed. "Go meet him; just don't involve me in this outing of yours; I don't want our parents' lectures going through my head because you went out again; I am simply not interested in any sort of lectures."

Even our parents loathe him so much; I'm not the only one in this. I keep telling myself she will get over it, but it seems to be getting worse and worse the more she gets involved in this beta of hers.

I sighed, stretched my body, and walked towards the door.

"I know, I know, you are not going to be in trouble this time, okay." She chuckled. "Where are you going?" she questioned, applying pink lipstick to her lips.

"I just want to take a walk, I'm super bored. I will be back."

"And if you are going to see Oceana, please be careful around her. I know she is your best friend, and I'm not trying to say you should stop seeing her, but I'm just giving a little bit of advice, little sister. The rumors I've been hearing for the past few weeks are not pleasant, and you know exactly what I mean."

"What exactly do you mean by that?" I questioned with raised brows.

She dropped her lipstick on the table and stared at me. "Did I say anything wrong?"

"She is my best friend; you don't have to talk about her that way."

"I didn't say anything wrong, I just want you to be careful, I know she is your best friend."

I scoffed and folded my arms across my breasts as I interrupted. "You should also be careful about Aaron. I know he is your boyfriend. I'm not saying you stop seeing him; I just want you to be careful. But I'm just giving you a little bit of advice, big sister. The rumors I've been hearing for the past few weeks are not pleasant, and you know exactly what I mean." I repeated her advice.

"You don't have to give me that attitude," she said playfully. "I'm just concerned about my sister."

"Well, I don't need your advice; the ones we've been giving you, you never acted on any of them. So, don't expect me to listen to you as well.'

"Stop playing that attitude with me, I know where you are driving at, Jessie."

"I'm not portraying an attitude; you started it." I reasoned.

"Ok, fine.' she rolled her eyes again. "I care about you."

"I also care about you too, but you never listen to me, so stop interfering in my affairs, big sister."

She laughed.

I decided to go out of my room because I don't want to start an argument, which will eventually lead to a quarrel.

She is so stubborn and hardly agrees with anyone or takes that person so seriously.