Chapter 12: Trauma

"Max... Max where are you?" Melisa shouted calling her brother, she explored the house to the most difficult place for the occupants of the house to reach.

“Why are you screaming? It's really noisy..." said Max as he removed the earphones from his ears.

"You... it's no wonder you didn't hear my screams, you've been covering your ears, right?"

"That's it... that's it, what do you need to call me? that's really cool."

"I want to ask you something."

"What do you ask ?"

"Look Max, do you remember going somewhere with me when we were little, especially before I got sick, do you know?"

"What are you asking that for?"

“N…no, it's okay, I…I just…”

"Surely you want to find out the cause of your illness at that time, right?"

“Uh… ?”

“Hahaha… am I right? As I thought, why did you do that?"

"I...I just want to know, who knows, there is something to do with the place I visited with the illness and nightmare that happened to me at that time."

“Hahaha… you are so ridiculous, always doing useless things. What for ? Do you think you can recover by finding out all that?"

"That's not it, there's no harm in knowing the causes of our past, right? I think there's no harm in it. If this happens to you, surely you will also do the same thing as me." Melisa said at length, making Max speechless with her words.

“Okay, you're right. OK, I'll say it, and the answer is I never took you anywhere, let alone strange places, dad could kill me. "As far as I remember, we only went together to the night market that was held near our house at that time, and apart from that we never went together."

"Are you sure you haven't forgotten something?"

"No, never mind, don't bother me. I still have a lot of things to do.” Max answered as he closed the door to his room.

"Huh... what now?" said Melisa with a sigh.

Melisa decided to visit Jack's house. For some reason, since visiting his house at that time, the feeling of wanting to go back was so strong. But this time Melisa didn't drive her car, she decided to walk because the distance between her house and Jack's house was not too far.

Melisa stood in front of Jack's house, her eyes continuing to look around the old house. A gentle breeze blows away the dry leaves. From a distance, Melisa saw someone in the backyard of Uncle Silvester's house.

"That must be Jack, I'll just go there." Melisa walked quickly through the wild grass blocking her path.

“Jack… ?” he shouted for Jack, but he was ignored.

"Jack... what are you doing?" This time Melisa dared to sit next to Jack.

"What do you want to come here for?" Jack asked so coldly.

"Uh... I... I just... wanted to meet you," answered Melisa scared but a smile appeared on her tiny lips.

"I don't want to see you, go home!"

“Wh…why is that? I've come a long way here. Where else can I walk, when you just throw me away, it's so cruel."

Jack didn't answer, he remained silent while looking at the blue sky in front of him, even though he looked very serious, nothing could be seen from the reflection in his eyes, his eyes remained empty.

"Jack, actually...actually I'm confused, I really don't know who to tell, all I can think about is you. I don't know why even though we weren't close to each other before, but I feel like only you can understand me. I don't know where that feeling came from but I…I…I'm really confused Jack.”

"The birds always fly together in the sky." said Jack while still looking at the sky. Melisa was just silent and didn't understand what Jack meant. Melisa also watched the birds flying above the evening sky.

"Door..." a gunshot sounded in the air, suddenly one of the birds fell to the ground.

“Uh… ?” Melisa couldn't believe what she saw, someone in the distance shot the bird.

"Did the other birds look back?" Jack asked.

“N…no .”

"Are the other birds looking for him where he fell?"

“Uh… n… no.” Melisa answered while continuing to look forward.

“That's how life is, you have to solve your own problems without expecting people to look back to help you up.” he said coldly without the slightest expression.

"I...I understand, but we are ordinary people, to some extent we hope that someone will help us." Melisa lowered her face, she felt sad.

The wind was blowing hard, the leaves of the oak trees were flying. Suddenly there was a small singing voice in his ear. I don't know where it came from, but he had heard this song very often.

Jack stood up and started walking away from Melisa. Melisa doesn't understand, who is Jack really? and what happened to him? Melisa knows that she has experienced serious trauma after a tragic incident 10 years ago, but why did that incident make her distance herself from other people? Doesn't he want to recover and recover from his past?

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