Chapter 45
Jared
Kat's reaction took me a bit by surprise. I knew she was authoritarian and dominant, but now I was her man, her partner, and I wouldn't obey her. She wanted me, she belonged to me and I was going to make sure she knew it, it was time to show everyone that Kat was no longer available. My lupine-yellow eyes held her gaze, and the grip on her waist tightened like a strong embrace, binding the two of our bodies to each other.
"Why would I stop, Kat?" I murmured the words into her lips before tantalizing her with a small kiss and soft bite down her neck, drawing a wet path to the curve where the small mark I had intended to carve into her skin proved unfinished.
Katherine
"You know why..." I let out a sigh as my body responds eagerly to everything he does with his mouth and his hands. "You don't seem to know what you're feeling," my skin crawls, and without realizing I caress his arms with my fingers. My voice came out in a low, hoarse voice. "About me..."
Jared
"Oh Kat, can't you see how I feel when I am near you?"
I felt Kat's strokes on my skin and immediately my body trembled when I heard her sensual voice. I didn't want to lose control, but I also wanted to let my wild side rule this moment. She was excited and ready for me.
Katherine
"Yes, I can see it," I mumbled the words, "You're aroused," I gasped as I felt his hard member poking me intimately."But just because we're burning up," I was lost in the sensations Jared was provoking me. Between sighs, I tried to concentrate on what I wanted to say."Doesn't mean I will surrender to lust ."
Jared
"So," I twist her body in my arms, pulling her leg so that it hugs my hip, "You finally admit that you want me too," my hand slides from her knee to her ass, slowly, like a sensual threat, and my mouth covers hers as I add. "Why don't we stop thinking about what's happening between us and just live this moment?"
Katherine
"Because I have feelings for you," I sigh as his lips stick to mine and he devours me in a passionate kiss. His tongue invades my mouth, and I almost surrender to his, spicy, fresh breath.
Jared
"So why should we stop Kat?" I kiss her ear, caressing every detail of her beautiful face with my lips. "I feel the same way," my mouth descends over her high cheekbones, my tongue running along the curve of her lips, so well shaped by nature. "Near you, I lose all control," without hesitation, I rubbed my cock between her honeyed thighs. She was so hot that it took all my strength to avoid being inside that hot and tight cavern, between her legs. She opened her eyes and looked up at me. Lust, possession, and tenderness, that's what I also felt, but I wasn't ready to admit it. My eyes traveled the length of the woman standing before me as I ran my fingers over her face." I just know that I need you," Our bodies were so close, that seemed to be one. Sighing I add "It seems that I'm going to die if I don't have you,"
Katherine said.
"Exactly, that's why I can't," I should told him that I was his mate and I was in love with him, but when I heard his words I immediately froze. A werewolf male knew instantly if a female was his destined one, so he needed to feel it too, in his heart and he needed to tell me first. "I am coming into heat", as the words came out of my mouth, I tried to get out of his embrace. " I believe that what you feel towards me is due to my condition," I try to control my tears as I look into his lupine sexy eyes, "And I will not let you have me, just because of that."
Jared
"Believe me, Kat..." I said in a lower, almost growling voice as I heard her words. "What I feel for you has nothing to do with your heat," My eyes focused on hers and all my emotions came in waves as I held her body tightly." You were made for me," I murmured into her mouth." I know now," My mouth took hers and my body rubbed, urgently on her naked body. "I feel that with all my heart and soul. "Holy shit, that was so intimate, so different from what I usually showed others, but it was exactly what I felt.
Katherine
"Are you sure, Jared?" His words were music to my ears, and my body melted at his endless caress. He was leading me and I followed, willingly. "Do you really love me?"
Jared
"Yes, I do. "My soul screamed at the mere mention of love, it wasn't love I was looking for at first, but I felt for her!" I can even say that it's something more powerful than love," I began to breathe more and more heavily, and for a moment I began to think that it was better to stop touching her. In that second, I wanted to make her see that she was the only one I needed, for the rest of my life. I wanted to prove to her that my feelings were something stronger than just the need for physical satisfaction. I knew I should have taken her to dinner, and done something more romantic before claiming her body, but now was too late, her scent was driving me crazy. Sighing, my fingers reached the small mark on her shoulder, the mark I hadn't even finished, even though my instincts told me to. Damn it, she wasn't a woman to be taken, she was a woman to be loved. I pull my mouth away, releasing her body as I add:" I can also tell that you're not in heat yet."
Katherine
"I know, but," I swallowed hard as his eyes locked with mine and a clearer connection formed in my head. Could it be that his feelings were the same as mine? Stroking the hair at the back of his neck, I lost myself in his gaze for a moment,
"I've been in love with you, for some time now," I said anxiously, I was about to open myself up to him. I have tried not to love you," I watched as his body tensed and his perfume grew spicier and more intoxicating. "But it was impossible, it is hard, I want..." Without thinking, I kiss his mouth as I whisper. "I need you too, you're the only one who can have me, "I take a deep breath, "but if you don't feel the same, I can't let you outbreak my heart!"
Jared
“ That will never happen!” The mental connection between us was so strong that it left me momentarily breathless. I could feel everything she was feeling, and her words only confirmed it. “I could, I would never hurt my mate!" It was frightening to me too, that overwhelming feeling. My mouth took hers again, not allowing her to say anything else, as I murmured,“ I know your doubts, I felt it too,” I finally admitted something that had been obvious. " But you are my soul mate, and I will not let you go ."
I felt Kat's defenses collapse when she finally kissed me back, I knew I could take her now, she was mine, only mine, but the knowledge that we were still in the water made me take her in my arms and get out of the river.
With a quick analysis, I made my way to one of the sandbanks. I knelt down, laying her hot body gently on it, but instead of claiming her beautiful body I asked Kat,” Gazing at her with all the love I was feeling, I finally popped the question,” Will you accept me, as your male, for the rest of your life?”
It was strange, the way I was feeling anxious and desperate for her answer. My hand nervously takes a piece of her wet hair from her beautiful face, and she looks up at me with only an adorable smile.
”Say it, Kat!” I could not even breathe.”I need to hear it from your mouth.”
Katherine
“It 's all I ever wanted Jared,” I embrace his neck and take his mouth in a possessive kiss.
Now I knew, for certain, that he was mine, because in that moment, he wasn't giving only his body to me, he was giving me, his heart and soul.