50- Glow of changes

50- Glow of changes

At least, that’s what I said to myself on the way back from the trip to the lake. It was partially hormones that had a part to play with my behaviour. That, and the fact that this baby was having me all over the place. An emotional rollercoaster. One minute I wanted to run away from Alejandro. And the next, I was falling in-between his legs; sucking his Johnson for no money at all, and succumbing to playing with myself with a red face that no mother would think wasn’t up to anything naughty. It happened so fast. And then he came into my mouth and I didn’t spit it out at first. His semen was socializing in there, and the disturbing thing is, I wanted him to express the love all over my face with my tongue waggling as long as a dog’s whilst slurping it all up like syrup. That was my hormones! Ragingly mad, and far from what I would ever do with an Alpha. Alejandro had loved it. His face exhausted and devoid from any colour that had once been his complexion as he fell back onto the bed and laid there for ten minutes. Nothing from him. Just the sound of him rubbing his nose and scratching his head, before he got up and said, “That was amazing.” Even on the way home he kept telling me, “That was amazing.” And when he carried me back into the house and placed me on the sofa to relax he announced, “You were amazing.” His limited vocabulary was sweet. I felt shy whenever a cute little grin would

be on the side of his cheeks and he would try to disguise it and think of anything that could distract him from that moment. My hormones raged again, but with the family home, I knew that me and Alejandro would have to keep that under control. But I, too, was having a cheeky grin and it made his eyes widen. “You should be proud of yourself. I’ve never cum that hard before.” “What about the first time?” “Apart from the first time.” We both shyly smile. “Did you enjoy yourself today?” “A little too much, I think.” “Well, I wanted to show you a good time. Get that open sea-air inside of you. You might not think it, but that puking-up you did was sort of a mini clearance of your system.” “It did help.” “Yeah.” His head buried low. “I enjoyed your company today.” “Was that a hard thing to say?” “No…just… I wanted you to know that…I felt it was the same for you.” “Alejandro, today was absolutely lovely. I haven’t felt so spoilt in a long…long … time. It felt almost too good to be real. I kept thinking that any second I would wake up and find that this was all some sort of nightmare.” “What kind of a nightmare would have a beautiful lake and pure water?”nI chuckled, the absurdity of it making me shake my head. “I guess it would be a nightmare where everything was perfect, and I was just waiting for it to fall apart. But today felt different. It felt real, Alejandro. Like something I could actually hold onto.”

He looked at me, his expression softening, his eyes reflecting a depth I hadn’t noticed before. “I want it to be real for you. For both of us.” His voice was low, sincere, and it sent a shiver down my spine.

“I do too,” I admitted, my heart racing. “But it’s scary.”

“Scary how?” he asked, leaning closer, his presence enveloping me like a warm blanket.

“Scary because I’m not used to feeling this way. I’ve built up so many walls, and here you are, just knocking them down with your charm and… well, everything else.” I felt my cheeks heat up again, and I looked away, focusing on the patterns of the throw blanket draped over the sofa.

He chuckled softly, brushing my hair back from my face. “You don’t have to hide from me, you know. I’m not here to hurt you.”

“I know that. It’s just…” I paused, searching for the right words. “I want to let you in, but I’m terrified of what that means. What if I fall too hard? What if you decide you don’t want this anymore?”

Alejandro’s expression turned serious. “Then I’ll make sure you know that I’m not going anywhere. I’m not just some guy who’s here for a good time. I want to be here for you. I want to be someone you can count on.”

His words wrapped around me like a lifeline, and I felt a flicker of hope ignite in my chest. “You really mean that?”

“Absolutely.” He reached for my hand, intertwining our fingers. The connection felt electric, and I couldn’t help but smile. “Let’s take it one day at a time. We have all the time in the world to figure it out. Right now, I just want to enjoy this moment with you.”

I nodded, feeling the weight of my fears begin to lift. “Okay. One day at a time.”

With that promise hanging between us, I leaned in, resting my head on his shoulder, letting the warmth of his body pull me into a sense of comfort I hadn’t known I was missing. The world outside faded away, leaving just the two of us, wrapped in the soft glow of possibility.