Chapter 18: Eighteen

The early sunrise looked so beautiful. Nature has never had such beauty to be seen.

The sun’s rays on the horizon looked stunning against the clouds. It made them turn all different colors of pink, gold, and orange.

Then, the sunlight filled the entire sky. It was well worth waking up—I must say. And despite how tired I was, it was the start of a perfect day—I wished. I somehow felt relaxed as I listened to the birds singing in the trees. A cold breeze took in the air that thrilled me.

I wanted to be happy.

With the cold breeze in the heat of the sun on my face, that became even more surprising. It should be perfect.

Another silent tear fell on my face and fell on my tear-stained dress. Formerly silky and beautiful, now spontaneously wet and wet after all the crying I’ve done since before.

I still can’t understand everything. However, no matter how many times people around me tried to explain everything, I still couldn’t believe it.

In that quick and short time, I lost my parents.

The formerly lucky and contented Alondra has now become miserable and broken — alone.

I exploded with giant sobs now. I have tried several times to feel better, but I still remember everything over and over again.

Why and how did it all start?

“Breath, just breathe” That’s what I keep telling myself. I get them trying to help me, but it doesn’t work. Not a piece. The more they kept talking to me, the angrier I was. I’m bewildered now. I couldn’t understand the real emotion I was feeling between sad and crying and so angry that I felt like I was about to explode. By now, I had reached a point where I was crying.

That’s really maybe.

No matter how much I amuse myself with what I see, I can’t even tell what kind of fear I feel.

No Asher. Rio is gone, and especially, I ought to be myself.

Thinking that they are not beside me makes my heart squeak in pain.

Pain.

I’ve been very familiar with that word.

Pain is a word that most of us hate even when experienced in life. This is a crucial element that we feel.

When we are hurt physically or mentally, we usually fall and cry at a very young age because of a slight illness. the more we experience it, the stronger we become in the future. Physical pain we feel on the outside. . . It is temporary, and we learn from it. The inside called Mental Pain can last even a whole year and still keeps us thinking.

Yes, we experience it in life at a young age, like interacting with your girlfriend, friends, family, or even local people.

The pain leads some people to reach their goals because of the hardship of life they have gone through. While teens complain about how their relationship is conducted poorly, adults spend their time wondering how to invest their money in their children. For adults, it is a colossal pain. When their children fail, it does not show them the hope to continue spending, and it frustrates them all causes the pain.

Pain is an eternal feeling that we cannot change even if we want to. We will be told good or bad.

Pain is an eternal feeling that we cannot change even if we want to. We will be told good or bad.

They say so of those who have gone through the most pain who genuinely know what joy is. Many people go through struggles and illnesses at more than one point in their lives. For some people, it takes longer than others. However, everyone must suffer some form of pain and must struggle at some point in their lives to truly experience joy and happiness. Joy cannot exist without pain because pain makes you grateful for joy. You have to endure pain, and pain and joy are some of the essential things in life.

When one has gone through pain and difficult times in their life and things have healed, they realize that they have gained joy and appreciate this satisfying feeling.

I know, I should believe that one day, something good finally happened. No matter how hard things get, it’s just one obstacle we have to fight in life.

They said that we would be blessed with joy after the pain that comes to us after this.

Once things get better, don’t make it fun about it, but be thankful for those times.

Believe it or not, a pleased person goes through a lot of pain. People who go through a difficult time value joy more because they know how important happiness is. It proves that even when bad things hurt us and weaken us, there is always something to bring us out. We will be rewarded with joy at some point; we just have to be patient.

Joy cannot exist without pain because pain happens to everyone, and happiness is more valued in people with the most struggle. Unfortunately, some people don’t appreciate the redeeming things that happen to them. Their life becomes just a cycle of suffering. don’t mistake throwing away happiness because it may not last long. When things are healed, take advantage of those days and live life to the fullest. Life is what you do, so whether you’re talking about bad times or living the amazing life, always keep your head up and continue on this journey of life.

People who take each day to come and appreciate the useful time will have a better life. Other people who still regret the past and being sad are not set what it is about living. the disease will affect you for the rest of your life, whether you are the richest or the poorest person. If something good happens to you, make the most of it and move on from the past.

For now, I know that I need to strive for everything in life. Otherwise, I will not get anywhere. But it was such a difficult journey.

It was a long time ago when I accepted the fact that sometimes, things don’t get better because we don’t want to try to make things better.

After all those thoughts, I had no appetite to sigh on the little bench I was sitting on.

I no longer have an appetite for anything else that can be done.

It’s as if there will be just a little misfortune again that I’m going to give up the plan, and I’m going to raise a white flag.

Even if I want to do everything I can for my parents, it’s as if I can’t go on anymore.

I laughed softly to myself.

They can still forgive me, can’t they?

They’ll still be happy wherever they are even if I haven’t done the thing promised yet?

Even though I didn’t finish the thing I started.

“Hello, Isiaah Jacinto speaking. Who's–”

“Isiaah. . . Isiaah, help me.”