Chapter 43: Chapter 43

Atreus' POV

I feel so exposed. Wearing the same flimsy dress as Amil and the other Omega's, but I really want to know how feral Ziven will be when he sees me. I feel so perverted now. Since we found out that I really am pregnant, he's been overprotective and possessive of me.

Not that I mind it, I find it really sexy.

Instead of black, my 'dress' is a golden color with silver accessories. It hurt a lot when I got my nipples pierced, but Amil healed them and now they just feel really sensitive, especially with the silk pressing against them and the thin chain connecting them hangs low on my chest.

None of us are wearing shoes, let alone socks because Taliesin said it would throw everything off and wouldn't give the effect we were looking for if we did wear them.

And now, I'm standing in front of Ziven's door. Trying to work up the confidence to go inside. He might be asleep, or working. I don't know. He might not even be in there.

Shaking my head, I take in a deep breath before letting it out and opening the door. He's, not here. Fear rushes through me again and I go inside and close the door before getting on the bed and curling up.

Why am I like this? Ever since I got here, I've been pathetic. I don't even know how he can keep being with me. I've never been this insecure, so why am I like this now?

"Atreus, are you asleep?" I hear Ziven ask softly. I turn to look at him.

"Where were you?" I sit up on my knees and place my hands on his fur covered chest.

"I was scouting the area, to make sure the barrier hadn't been breached. Why are you crying?" He cups my face, and uses his thumbs to gently wipe the tears away.

"Because, you weren't here. Please don't leave without telling me again." I beg and fresh tears start to fall down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry, my love. I made the mistake of thinking you knew. I promise to never leave without telling you first. Can you forgive me?" He's so gentle with me, it's irritating.

I nod, then sit back on my knees and rub the tears off my face. "Yes. I'm sorry, I look so pathetic right now."

"Pathetic? You look sexy to me. Did you, get your nipples pierced?" He asks, taking one of his fingers and gently tugging on the chain on my chest, making me let out a soft moan.

"Y-Yeah. We all did." I say as my face burns hot when I see how hard he's struggling to keep his hands off of me.

Almost like he's scared he'll hurt me if he doesn't hold back. "Do they hurt?" He leans down a bit as he caresses my chest with both of his hands after exposing my chest to him.

"N-No, they're just, really sensitive." I say through moans and whimpers.

I let out a shocked moan when he licks one of them with his rough tongue gently, as he makes me lay on my back.

He leans over me as his hands slid down to my waist and he pulls me closer to him. My ass sitting on the edge of the bed as he stares down at me with desire filled greenish gold eyes.

"Do you want me like this, or in my human form? Whichever you choose, you get for the rest of the night." He says it like a warning.

"I want both. Please," I beg, wrapping my arms around his neck as I look up at him. "I don't care which one you use on me first."

He lets out a low growl, making me moan and my body shake. He's looking at me, like he's a hunter who just caught his prey, and he is about to devour.

I love seeing him look at me like that. "Ziven, please, do whatever you want to me." I beg in a whisper before he gets out of my hold and backs up, almost ripping his clothes off before shifting to his human form and getting on his knees in front of me.

I blush when he takes my legs and puts them over his shoulders. His eyes never leave mine as he exposes my hole and dick.

My fingers curl in his hair as he uses his tongue to fuck me as he strokes my dick, making my back and head arch as loud moans escape my throat.

He always does this before he shoves his dick into me. Teasing me before giving me what I really want. He knows exactly what he's doing, and he plans on making me suffer until I beg so much he gives in.

Suddenly, he stops what he's doing, and leans over me. My breathing heavy as I look at him. "Why, did you stop?"

"Because, I want to look at you." He says as he stands up and looks down at me. His eyes scanning my body, as if he's commiting it memory.

I blush and look away. Since we met, I've been acting like a shy and inexperienced high school girl, even though I'm twenty-seven and very much a man. That, never bothered him though.

Almost like, he's being patient with me, as I get over my insecurities.

"You're beautiful," He whispers, as he caresses my body as he leans down and takes one of my nipples into his mouth and sucks on it while rubbing the other one with his thumb.

He shoves his dick into me before thrusting slowly. I moan and whimper as I curl my fingers into his hair with one hand and cover my mouth with the back of my other as my back arches.

I'm going to go insane if he keeps being gentle with me. "Please, stop, teasing me." I beg through moans that become louder when the tip of his dick hits that one spot that makes me cum instantly.

"Are you sure?" He asks, a warning in his tone.

"Yes, please, Ziven. I don't want you to be gentle with me, not tonight." Without warning, he pulls out before flipping me onto my stomach and shoving his dick back into me.

My screams of pleasure are muffled by the bed when he starts pounding into me. He wraps a hand around my throat and pulls my head back to make me look at him as he loses control.

"You wore this, to make me lose all control, didn't you?" He asks through groans and pants.

"Y-Yes! I, wanted, to see, if you would, go feral!" I answer through my screams of pleasure.

"All you have to do, is ask, and I will show you, just how feral you make me." He leans down and kisses me as he plows his dick into me.

I, never needed to wear this. Because he would've done it if I had just asked. I hope, he stays like this for me, forever.

He slams his dick into me, before cumming and kotting inside me, making me cum at the same time. Then, he shifts to his beastman form, and does it all over again.