Chapter 27: CHAPTER:27

I heard the door open and there’s a man who is wearing white like me who went inside and wore a straight jacket. We went to the other room near my room and I saw Doctor Castelo sitting and waiting for me. I sat in front of her. Like before she had her pen and paper and a camera beside her. I know she is recording me like before. She looked at me and took a deep breath.

“How are you, Helena?” She asked me. With her sweet and calm voice. I know that she is hiding a demon behind her sweet and calm voice. So I ignored her question.

“You want to go out from here?” She asked and that made me look at her.

“You need to work for it, you need to show me that you are okay,” She said while looking at me. Waiting for my reaction but I just look away because I don’t want to talk to her.

“How are you, Helena?” She asked again

“I can’t sleep,” I answered and I looked directly at her eyes. I saw her smile because I answered her question.

“May I know why?”

I looked away and “Because of the bad dream” I answered almost in a whisper while still looking away.

“May I know what the bad dream is about?”

I didn’t answer because I don’t know how to answer it. I don’t know what to tell her.

“Helena,” She called me and was still waiting for my answer.

I take a deep breath and look at her again. “About the people that I killed” I answered in almost a whisper.

“And what about them?”

I slowly shake my head and looked away again because I don’t know if my answer is necessary. “I don’t know because I never did them wrong” I looked at her and “I help them… to remove their pains and sufferings” I added trying to convince her.

“So how do you feel after you help them?” She asked while writing every word that I would say.

“I feel… BETTER” I answered her and looked at her with no remorse.

“But why are you dreaming about them now?”

I looked away again because again I don’t know the answer to her question. I take a deep breath and I am hoping that this interview will get over.

“Why are you dreaming about them now, Helena?” She asked again. I looked at her and her sharp stare on me made me uncomfortable but I needed to fight it because I knew it. She is a demon but I am God’s angel and I don’t need to be scared of her.

“Sometimes we dream out of conscience,” She said. I looked at her and asked, “Why would I feel conscience?” She didn’t answer. I know I cornered her because of my question. “I didn’t do anything wrong” I said while looking directly into her eyes.

She cleared her throat and asked, “How’s your relationship with your parents?”

“Chaos… they are always fighting… broken… we don’t have a happy home”

“Who is Silva?” She is asking about my nanny now.

“My comfort, my everything… someone who is always there for me but she is gone now because of Belinda”

“And how about Belinda?”

“Who is Belinda?”

I took a deep breath when I heard her name because I really hate Belinda and I know she knew it. I saw her looking at me while waiting for my answer.

“She’s Fernando’s mistress… Fernando is my dad and she killed nanny Silva… I saw her red car run over to my nanny and I can’t… forget about it” I answered and she is still writing it. There's even a camera beside her recording every answer that I would say. She still needs to write it.

“That is why I hate red cars,” I added. She wrote everything that I said on paper and asked me again.

“Who is Brother Mike?”

“The one who sexually abused me when I was six years old… At the playground of our chapel… he put his finger inside me and he made me suck his cock” I looked at her to see her reaction after hearing my answer to her question about Mike and I continued...

“He is a demon in disguise… that is why killed him”

“If ever that you will be given a chance are you going to kill again?”

I smiled at her. I like her question. Nice question.

I went closer to her, looked into her eyes and answered, “YES” With no doubt. She took a deep breath and looked at me. Maybe she can’t believe in my answer.

“Are we done here? Can I go now?” I asked her. She cleared her throat again and “Of course” She answered.

“Next time again” She told me.

She fixed her things and the man who was watching us outside went inside the room and escorted me back to my room.

“Let me out of here” I told him but he didn’t mind me as if he couldn't hear me. He removed my straight jacket and gave me a straight look before he closed the door and left me alone.

I am all alone again in this room. Bored and bored. I don’t even know what time it is or what day it is. I take a deep breath and lie down on my bed. I tried to sleep since my head is aching because I didn’t sleep well last time. When I close my eyes the face of man flashes in my head. I know it is not Echo even though I can’t see it clearly because it’s blurry. I tried to see who he was but it was really blurry. I tried to remember but it only makes my head ache more. I tossed and rolled on my bed. I Took a deep breath and looked up at the ceiling, still wishing for Echo to come and rescue me before I lost my sanity.