Chapter 244: Part 5

Lynn

Damon has laid me in the bed and I've melted into him. I have returned to my weary body from the bliss that is subspace. Because I was finally able to quiet my mind and just give myself over to pleasure and my husband.

I raise my head. “Cut what?” I ask.

Damon chuckles as he strokes my cheek. “Crossed some things off your bucket list, Kitten. Like the board, suspension, and anonymous sex. We also made a porno which I scripted and directed.”

“We what?!?” I exclaim.

“Relax, it's just for us and whoever we allow to watch it,” Ardin reassures me.

“But…”

Ardin doesn't let me object. He kisses me softly before he says, “Let's get you cleaned, and then we can talk.”

After everyone had retired to their rooms for the night. I'm in the bathtub with my husbands. “Ok, talk. We did what?” I ask because I need clarification, and I am also wondering how Damon was able to orchestrate this in a matter of hours.

Damon strokes my cheek. “Crossed some things off of the erotic bucket list.”

“No... no... no,” I object. My rational mind has finally decided to switch on tonight.

Damon looks into my eyes. “You sure never have said that word since we've been playing. It's a little late to start now, Kitten.” He chuckles because he knows that he has me. Yes, we talked about it all, and yes, I could have stopped it at any time, but I didn't because deep down I didn't want to.

“You're such an infuriating ass,” I quip.

He just smirks. “You only say that because you can never refuse me for long.”

“I did for years. I could try again.”

Damon chuckles. “But you won't.”

“Because you're fucking persistent and a cheat.”

Damon replies, “You know that's not true, at least not completely.  The persistent part is, but I don't cheat, I just win.”

Ardin laughs. “You're both fucking alike.”

“You know I hate you all right now.”

Damon smirks. “Good, promise to show me just how much later. Consider earlier a part of our anniversary gift to you.” He knows that I will retaliate. The game is on!

Ardin says, “Sweetheart, after all, you're giving us an erotic tour of London. Not to mention the best gift of all.” He puts his hand on my stomach. “My love, I know this wasn't a planned gift, but it is the greatest one of them all, next to being loved by you. You're perfect.”

“But…” I object.

“Babe, it doesn't matter if the baby is mine or Damon's. Hell, it wouldn't matter if it were some stranger's. You wanna know why?” Ardin asks. I nodded. “Because like it or not, you're stuck with us for eternity. I'll never leave you. This life is a part of you. Whether it's a part of me or not doesn't matter. I love you and every part of you. I love this baby unconditionally. Later, if we choose, we can plan one of our own. We have plenty of time to create the family that we want.”

Wow, just fucking wow. Whatever did I do to deserve him, either of them, for that matter? I start crying. I can't help it. I'm just so emotional right now. Yeah, Chris said he'd love me and would always be near me, but never did he profess his love like that. They both wipe my tears away and give me a soft kiss. I needed to hear that having an unplanned child is okay with them. I needed to know that I wouldn't lose them... that I wouldn't lose us.

Damon moves my hair out of my face. “Lynn, I know it's useless to tell you not to worry, but know we love you more than life. My life was nothing before you. It doesn't matter if this baby is mine because I'll love it as I do you.”

I'm sobbing like a newborn who hasn't figured out how to self-soothe yet. “I...I,” I stammer. I take some breaths and finally compose myself. “I've never been talked to like that. I guess I've just never been loved.” They sandwich me between them in an embrace. Damon captures my lips, and Ardin gently kisses the back of my neck. There's nothing sexual about it. It's comfort, reassurance, and true everlasting love. We dry off and cuddle into bed. Wrapped in each other, we drift off to sleep.

Damon

I needed to hear Ardin tell Lynn that. Am I still worried about being a father? Yes, but l'm not alone. I fear that Lynn was worried about arriving us away. I had to tell her that it doesn't matter if it's mine or not. But honestly, I believe it. It doesn't matter. I love her, her friends, and even her cats, so I could and will love this child. We had been asleep for a few hours when my phone rang. I try not to wake them, but no, Lynn had to sit by me while I took a call that I dread.